Wednesday, April 11, 2007
kiss on the cheeki dont know why, i feel quite happy today (:
but the only thing that made me feel so sad is that most of the buddies around me aren't themselves. & i always find out second-hand. i feel like giving them a hug (guy & girl likewise) or a pat. but since i found out second-hand, i can't give it to them as i would like it too. there are someths that you jst can't express through a msg or words or anyth. but a hug says all, says "i'm here for you". if you ask me if im okay & i'm not, i'd still say yes. but once you hug me, i may cry, but i'll be good after that. loads of hugs to JACINDA, MELLIE, JOY, MUZAI, (& someone else).
it's heartwrenching really, but i don't know what to say, what to tell them. ): sighs.
12th april is coming soon. i'm staying up til 12midnight (it's gna be a tough one, fighting my habit of sleeping BY ten) jst to msg my BFF a very happy 18th. SO LADY, YOU BETTER APPRECIATE THAT MSG ! <333333
of cos, 12th april coming means that FOURTEENTH is coming (:
i was on the comp researching for TCA3 (i almost forgot about it, til someone nice reminded me :D) wahahas, i gave up luhh, (du-uh), so here i amm. i've got 1hour30mins to wasteeeeeeeee. you know what that calls for ! :D QUIZZES, wahahas :D
ARE YOU:
1. A cuddler?: i love cuddling, but i am karolyn.
2. A morning person?: i feel better in mornings, but i am karolyn.
3. Tall?: i'm around 164 (?) judge for yourself, but i am karolyn.
4. In your pajamas?: im sort of wearing what im gna sleep in, but still, i am karolyn
5. Left handed?: i think lefties are really COOOOOL, im not lefthanded, not im karolyn ! (wahahas, i bet i jst irritated the shit out of anybody who read the last 5 questions ! :p)
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: the boyfriend. :D
2. Talked to on the phone?: my mom's friend
3. Friend you texted: the boyfriend :D
5. Was today better than yesterday? i'd guess so. i'm feeling mighty better (:
FAVORITE:
1. Number: 19 & 14 ! :D
2. Season: i like spring ! i dont know why.
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: Do you like anybody right now?
A: yesh :D
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning?
A: open my eyes
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: my friends being SAD ! ):
Q: What's the last movie you watched and who'd you watch it with?
A: SUNSHINE ! :D mother brother uncle
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: jec !
Q: Do you smile often?
A: wahahas, everyone says i do.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: nope
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: yes i am !
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: on my bed !
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: greeeen :D
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: last wednesday.
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: to clear all thoughts from my brain so i can sleep.
Q: What are you about to do?
A: answer the next question.
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10?
A: 5
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: it's 12, go & sleep.
Q: If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
A: waterrrrrr ! (-melon juice, wahahas)
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: my eyes.
Q: What's your favorite month?
A: june ! (& february)
Q: What’s your favorite bottled water?
A: moutain spring or someth like that, who takes note !
Q: Have a best friend?
A: whose birthday's tmr.
Q: How many kids do you want/have?
A: TWOOOOO
TEN EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now?: quite
2. Are you happy?: quite
3. Are you talking to anyone right now?: yes
5. Are you German?: i wish
6. Are you Irish?: i wish
7. Are you Asian?: i am
8. Are you Italian?: i wish
9. Are your parents still married?: sadly, yes
10. Do you like someone right now?: of cos
TEN FACTS:
1. Hometown: sgp
2. Hair color: black (?)
3. Height: short. ):
4. Hair style: messyyyy
5. Eye color: too small to be seen.
6. Birthday: coming soon !
7. Mood: happy
8. Available?: you jst wait lohh.
9. Lefty/righty: righty, sadly
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
2. Do you believe in love?: of cos
3. Why did your last relationship fail?: i dont care anymore
4. Have you ever been heartbroken?: of cos
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?: i wouldnt like to think so
6. Have you had more than 10 girlfriends/boyfriends?: nope, thank goodness
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?: yes
8. Are you afraid of commitment?: not really, if it's committing to someth i like =D
9. Have you ever had a secret admirer?: if i did, it's a SECRET admirer, how would i know !
TEN THINGS:
1. Love or lust?: love baby, love.
3. Cats or dogs?: chihwahwas, wahahahas. okie, i prefer dogs.
4: One best friend or 10 regular friends?: bestie
5. Television or internet?: intraaanet
6. Pepsi or Coke?: zilch
7. Wild night out or romantic night in?: rni
9. Night or day?: niightttt. =D
10. AIM or phone?: phone please
SEVEN HAVE Y0U EVERS:
1. Been caught sneaking out?: nopeee
2. Skinny dipped?: nopeee
3. Done something you regret?: who hasnt ?
4. Bungee jumped?: nope, but i'd really really want to.
5. Been on a house boat ?: nope
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?: wassat ?
7. Wanted something so badly it hurt? nope, not really.
How old were you when u first...
1. Fell in love
14.
2. Lost someone close to you?
17
3. Drank alcohol
15
4. Smoked
-not applicable-
5. Got kissed
7 ? 8 ?
6. Went to the hospital
0. i was born there
7. Got your heart broken?
14
8. Lost a pet
10 ? my pet fish died
9. Got arrested
-not applicable-
11. Broken a bone
-not applicable-
12. Got a job
-not applicable-
13. Got cheated on
-not applicable-
14. Rode the city bus alone?
10
15. Went to a concert?
-not applicable-
16. Got a cell phone
12 (cell phone, no sim card, what's the use, hahas)
17. Snuck out of the house
16
18. how old are you now?
17 going on 18, wahahas.
Write exactly whats in your head and
don't change it
1. My ex is still: an ex
2. I am listening to: tv sounds, hahas.
3. Maybe I should: go to sleep
4. I love: chinhua ! :D
5. My best friends: aren't in my school ):
6. I don't understand: complex numbers, shoot mathaiiiiiiiiii
7. I lost my respect for: my blarrrrrdiiiiieee principaaaal.
8. I last drank: waterr
9. The meaning of my display name is: my name >.<
10. Love is: brilliant, wahahas.
11. Somewhere: over the rainbow
12. I will always: be a girl
13. Love seems to be: blind
14. I never ever want to lose: faith
15. My mobile phone is - nokia
16. When I woke up this morning: i wanted to sleep more ): more more more more more !
17. I get annoyed at : some squeaky thing. volume is inversely proportional to size, hahas.
18. Parties: birthday, wahahahahahas. im so weird
19. My pet(s): has fleas ): can't go down to pee/shit, so she does it very very conventionally in my room. not fair ! ~!@#$%^&*
20. Chocolate: is sinful.
21. Today I: feel happy !
22. I wish/hope: 12midnight comes fasterrrrrr
23. I really want : to sleep ):
blehhhs.
i wish that there's a cure for headaches & wooziness & nausea, & most of all a cure for heartbreak. wahahas.
i realise that i suddenly do think alot, wtshit. ahahas.
pooopoooooooooo. ):
i don't like GP.
throw me a lifeline
11:03 PM
___________________________
