Saturday, March 31, 2007 it's the way you make me feel spinning my world around i don't care what they say im loving you anymore
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? nope, im a good girl (:
2. Do you have any weird sleeping habits? must must cover wiv blankie even if it's fricking hot.
3. When's the last time you've been swimming in a lake? neverrr
4.Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? -wags eyebrows :D
5. Where is the Wizard of Oz? someone in my figment of imagination. (:
6. Do you consider yourself creative? nope :x
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? commentless.
8. Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears? christina aguilera.
9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? of cos, it's better to
10. Do you know how to play poker? of cos
11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? yesh. during orientation luhh
12. What's your favorite commercial? ehhh, can't really put my finger on it. there are many good ones. but favourite ? nawww.
13. What type of food do you eat the most? edible ones (:
14.When was the last time you had the most fun? i cant rmb
15. Have you ever had a Choco Taco? neverr
16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees? red sox.
17. What kind of underwear do you have on? cotton ones.
18. How often do you remember your dreams? mostly.
19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? ehhh, it isn't that hard. hmms
20. Can you name 5 songs by NSYNC? yes ! -tearing up my heart, byebyebye, it's gna be me, pop, the call
21. What's the one thing on your mind right now? sleep
22. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes
23. Do you put salt on a turkey dinner? never had a turkey dinner before. so sad right
24. Do you always wear your seat belt? hahas. ehhhhhh. :D im contradicting my first qns. hahas
25. What cell service do you use? singtel
26. Do you like bananas? before or during netball matches, yes.
27. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident? nope
28. What do you wear to bed? clothes :P
29. Been caught stealing? stealing food :D
30. Do you pee in the pool? when i was young.
31. Do you truly hate anyone? yes
32. Bluegrass or Rap? ehh ?
33. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be? :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
34. Skim, 1%, 2%, or whole? whole
35. What food do you find disgusting? left overs for 2 days plus
36. Windows or Macintosh? windows
37. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours"? nope
38. Have you ever made fun of your people behind their back? who hasn't luhh
39. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew? i dont think so
40. Have you ever sung in front of the mirror? hahas, yahhhr :D
love is blind, aaaah. hahas :D
so today, i went down to school to bring the ball bag & to take time & shootings stats. hahas. so weird luhh.
ugh, im quite sleepy, can't stand it. aaahh. i wna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. okay, so im going to sleep. tmr i'll be doing chem chem chem~ & read e-field & whatever shit luhh. AFFFTERRR my CSIs :D:D yeaaa~ :D aiya, wtshit, i keep yawning, hugely, longly. (if there are such words) school's becoming a major bitchpain-in-the-ass chore. ): homework, plus 4 trgs a week. it's gna be a miracle if i can keep up wiv work. sighs ): time management is key. must fight to stay a week. & refrain from 7ams for a month ): ): ): i cant afford to get sick anymore. or fall down, or injure myself, or die. ): aaaaahhh.
i actually wanted to run farklake luhh. must run must must. train up my stamina. anw, farklake isn't the medicine ball one, to all who thot it is -.- & must start walking home. errrrrrrr, minus off trg days luhh. hahas :D stop pigging out. aiya, wtshit. im so tired & woozy that i dont know what im typing.
pooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooof ! im gone
zomg, i jst realised, it's the last day of march ! april's coming :D bill's restarting, 14th's coming :D ( mid years'coming ): )
throw me a lifeline 10:09 PM
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Friday, March 30, 2007
What do pple usually call u? :: depends on who, it ranges. some calls me karo, some calls me karol, some calls me karolyn, some calls me jie, & one calls me dear :D
Do you talk to yourself? :: everybody talks to themselves in their head. for the women, it's an average of 10,000 words a day. really !
Single or taken? :: taken ! :D
Dislikes about being single: :: there's no special moments. memories created are wiv friends, not that it's bad, but wiv your boyf, it's special.
Message to those who love u: :: sorry, im taken, hahas :D
Do you like anime? :: the only one that i ever watched loyally is slamdunk. & i love that.
How about Japanese music? :: i rarely listen
Do you wash the dishes in your house? :: only on my maid's day off
Ever slept in your uniform before? :: of cos
Addictions? :: 7ams ! :D
Follower or Leader? :: depends on the situation.
Guilty of anything? :: ive broken my new year resolution >.< ive cried more than 10 times alr.
Ever slept all throughout class? :: i rarely sleep in class.
What can u say about love at first sight? :: it works at times.
Have you ever tried loving someone who doesn't like you? :: ehhh, nope.
Did you have a fight with someone today? :: nope x)
Have you ever hurt someone who loved you so much? :: i dont know.
Who cheers you up d most in your life? :: God. (: unbiased answer :D
Do you cry when you have problems? :: yesh. i cry when im angry, i cry when im frustrated, i cry when im in pain, i cry when im sad.
If death comes tomorrow, what would you do? :: stop taking my medicine, go out & watch movies the whole day. meet up wiv old friends, one movie per 10 people ? hahas. & write my wil (:
How old do you think you'll live? :: one day before my husband dies.
last person who ask u a favor? what favor? :: ehhh, i cant rmb.
what tym u usually get home? :: it varies
Honestly, what color is your Fav.color? :: greeeeen :D
been downloading themes & screen savers :D wheee~ my favourite theme is too large for my phone ): saddedddd.
throw me a lifeline 2:46 PM
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it's so cute luhh :D:D anw, im home from school today & ytd. ytd i went late for noth, i left school 1 hour later >.< sighs ): feeling woozy & nauseatic. ): sighs.
throw me a lifeline 8:29 AM
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
someone's sick ! ): take care baby ! shy.
throw me a lifeline 9:50 PM
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Monday, March 26, 2007
have you ever felt that life was unfair ?
top 15 announced today, so what if im in ? it's who'sNOT in that really matters. sometimes we can never get what the coaches are thinking, so unpredictable. we were all predicting who would get a spot in the top15. counted down & stuffs. the result is totally suckkkkkkkk. i scolded the f-word super alot of times. sighs. tall big shot arrh, tall big deal arrh. who says the best players must be tall ? super alot of unhealthy words were whispered among the seniors today. we jst couldnt understand the final outcome. why woud two tall but with totallyZILCH experience get in ? yet the ones who worked so hard, the ones who have definitely improved didn't even get a chance to show what they're worth ? super sucky.
walked to the center circle of the netball court & sat down there. i pondered that the world is so big, & there are so many different problems in life, sure as hell, everyone has got one, no matter how small or big. pre-existing or over. then i saw the cars/lorries/buses/motorcycles zoom pass the netball court, why's everybody in a rush ? slow down, slow down. take a break & enjoy life ? but who am i to say ? we're all in a competitive society that the true meaning of enjoyment is lost. how often are we able to sit at a hilltop totally carefree ? the chances are zilch. thinking our thoughts make us feel emo, makes us feel lousy, like shit. we can never really be carefree. neverrr.
second time i sat down there, the tears started flowing alr. so of cos, i seeked aid from ch. the phone call lasted 1hour10minutes plus. but definitely, my attitude stank, i could smell it & cringe my nose that the stench. when youre pissed why can you never control what youre going to say, even if it means making those close to you hurt ? why must we be given emotions ? to cry ? to get angry ? to even laugh ? adults often complain we're not studying hard enough. is STUDYING & then WORKING all there is to life ? getting married, giving birth to kids, going out with friends, going to see b-e-a-utiful scenries not someth they stress on ? i'll show them, flunk school then i go marry a rich husband then they know, grrr. (okay im not really srious, my husband's a pilot.) somehow, talking to the right people jst makes you feel better. obviously the first person that came to my mind was chinhua luhh. the second would be a netballer, but too bad, i cant really say it to them. so guess who popped into my mind when i thot that chinhua isn't free ? YONGJUN luhh. quite surprisingly.
why must life give you problems that make you feel you suck. why must life give you failed missions that make you feel you arent up to standard.
we can complain all we like about life. but in the end, we're jst playing into the hands of the devil. there must be some reason that we're brought into earth, some reason why we meet the people we know NOW & not later. some reason. we might not know it now, but soon, ONE DAY we will.
somehow i feel that my thoughts are contradicting each other, what the shit luhh. im in a confused state of mind now. i dont understand alot of things. we work our butts off to get good grades, only that we can bring it to grave, yet not to heaven. hmms.
we had joy, we had fun what a perfect team, short nonetheless, but still the best team ive been in.
honestly, what will become of me don't like reality
i tried doing e-field, while eating my hello pandas. GUESS WHAT, i finished all my hello pandas & i only completed like half of the tutorial. grrr, i gave up. it's quite hard & jj notes totally differs from the qns luhh. >.< i sriously cant stand jj notes. quite bad lohh. grrr.
1. Do you know where your brother is right now? my younger bro is beside me. my older bro is working at tcc at clarke quay ! :D
2. Last time you hugged someone? thursday. :D
3. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? that i can run for 60 mins consecutive. :D
4. What color is your watch? i want want want a GREEN adi watch !
5. Do you like anyone? of cos !
6. Are you close to your mom? quite
7. Where do you work? i dont work.
8. What are you listening to right now? noth.
9.What do you smell like? i smell nice :D
10. What color are your pants/jeans? im wearing fbt
11. Closest thing to your left? my handphone ! :D
12. What color is your bedroom? pink & white ): i dont like
13. Do you have a chair in your room? yes yes, ive got the revolving chair ! hahas :D
14. Time you were born? 1412 :D
15. Do you know anyone who is engaged? yes
16. What's your favorite number? 19 & 14 :D
17. Do you know someone named Tom? tomMY counted ?
18. What color is your mom's hair? black & white
19. Do you have a dog? YES YES :D
20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid? Jesus loves me :D
21. When was the last time you went swimming? dragonboating counted :// okayokay, soon i'll go swimming
22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? jst
23. Did you ever go to a camp as a child? of cos ! im a healthy & independent person
24. Do you play an instrument? recorder :D
25. Do you like fire? at times. when youre freezing or when it's dark. or when it's time for a camp fire. yupp.
26. Are you allergic to anything? beef, i think
27. When was the last time you cried? thursday
29. Have you ever been to a spa? yes yes :D
30. Did you take science all four years of high school? yupp
31. Do you like butterflies? quite
33. What is one thing you miss about your past? being a kid
34. Have you ever seen the school counsellor? nope
35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher? still do
36. What is one thing you've learned about life? life i full of ups & downs. when it's down, soon it'll go up. when it's up, cherish the moments before it goes down.
37. Are you jealous of anyone? yesh =x
38. Is anyone jealous of you? i dont think so. unless someone likes chinhua too ;)
39.Ever been stuck in an elevator? nope, thankfully
40. What does your mom call you? karolyn
41. What does your siblings call you? jie / karolyn
42. What does you hair look like right now? fugly
43. Has a friend ever used you? i think so
44. Has anyone recently told you that they like you? 14th feb counted as recently ?
45. What have you eaten today? food
46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight? curly
47. What is your favorite movie? Happy Birthday ! okay that was the first movie that came into my mind luhh
48. Who was the last person you drove with? i dont drive. & i havent been in a car for ages.
49. What are you looking forward to? 14th april & tmr
50. How are you today? im fine, thank you. now im hungry ):
guess what. i got so sick of blogger, that i decided to go & make a livejournal one. but then, i deleted it. then i went to xanga. then i deleted again.
it all seemed so unfamiliar. & isn't it normal for humans to stick wiv someth familiar. the same routine, the constant things like timetables, same teachers, same people we sit wiv. yupp. sighs, i guess in life things are predictable. we all actually alr plan the next day before hand. some might say stuffs like "no, i dont plan what i wear, i jst grab anyth that's on top". aaaah, but dontcha see, youre alr planning to wear whatever's on top ! seeeeee, constants.
what's so good about constants ? -when you differentiate them, it becomes ZEROOO. -when you integrate a constant, you get a X or a T or whatever letter you use. -constants of proportionality are usually represented by the letter k. where k = karolyn :D
aiya, why am i so shitty luhh.
hahas, but really luhh ! that's why simple surprises make us happy ! but it's so easy to surprise one another, cos one is always following the same old routine. you can predict when someone studies, when someone sleeps, when someone plays the comp etc etc. i can even predict what you wear to school luhh >.< hahas, ohwells.
aaaahhh, the same ol' friends. not that it's bad you know. but so often when we meet someone new, we don't include them, cos we'd rather stick wiv people that we've alr met & know. phaps that's the reason why --------- never really could get along wiv any girl in our class, it's cos she came in late. but who can blame her luhh ? hmms.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh, im getting random again.. & i swear if this thang can't post, i'll be switching to either livejournal/xanga almost immediately. grrrrrr.
throw me a lifeline 10:11 PM
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aiya, wtshit luhh i typed this fricking long post about relationships & poof it's gone. blogger stinks luhhhhhhhhhhh. wtffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
okay, perhaps, my thoughts weren't meant for others to read, not meant for you to read, not meant for you to know. hmmmmms
throw me a lifeline 9:14 PM
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& the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away &nd the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping & the rain forgot how to bring salvation
im feeling so much better, thanks to everyone who tagged, & esp esp those who msged me. & esp esp esp those who gave me a smile / pat in school (: you guys (& girls) are really all the reasons why im still living :D
sriously, crying jst makes everyth feel better. releasing your stress, your energy, your everyth. but crying seems to be the final solution, when noth else works, you cry. so to that hottie, thanks for being there for me :D yay ! (:
im so tired luhh, i slept at like 8.30pm last night ? :// quite a pig, but i really needed my sleep. almost died of tiredness walking home last night, hahas :D but the company's always superrbbb. two thumbs up :D
my latest latest addiction (minus off a hottie), nelly furtado, all good things :D
honestly what will become of me don't like reality it's way too clear to me but really life is daily we are what we don't see missed everyth daydreaming
flames to dust lovers to friends why do all good things come to an end flames to dust lovers to friends why do all good things come to an end
traveling i only stop at exits wondering if i'll stay young & restless living this way i stress less i want to pull away when the dream dies the pain sets in & i don't cry i only feel gravity & i wonder why
flames to dust lovers to friends why do all good things come to an end flames to dust lovers to friends why do all good things come to an end
well the dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon hoping it would come soon so that they could dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon hoping it would come soon so that they could die die die die die
flames to dust lovers to friends why do all good things come to an end flames to dust lovers to friends why do all good things come to an end
well the dogs were barking at a new moon whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon the dogs were barking at the new moon whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon so that they could die
a catchy tune as well :D my brothers kept playing it, im addicted now ! hahas :D
my brother is currently blasting (if you would call it that) hillsong songs. songs like "heart of worship", "forever", "one way", etc etc. once again, it reminds me that God's number ONE ! :D we live by Faith & not by sight for You, we're living all for You
i got back my "progress" report if you would count that. my grades all dropped drastically. though i didn't fail any, im quite disappointed. my A's are like D's & E's ): saddeddddd.
nice chat wiv jac today ! analyzing things sometimes isn't really good for health, but sometimes, if we don't think into things, we won't really grasp it. sighs, ohwells, there are pros & cons to every single situation. :D cheer up sis !
ive decided to post up two photos first, otherwise this post will become very very bleak.
don't you ever think. why do you do things that you'll regret doing later ? i got all sad & moody thinking about that. ): sighs. i was quite distracted during training & that was another thing to add on to my long long list of regrets. sighs ): i dont get life at all. if we're all supposed to die eventualy why are we all stressing ourselves out now ? ): & the funniest thing is that i'm worrying for your future more than im worrying bout mine. why do i worry so ? ): ive been thinking so much lately, it's a wonder why my brain doesn't burst. ): suddenly, i jst feel like skipping school one day, & travel to the other side of Singapore, sit down at the viewing gallery & jst watch planes zoom off into the sky. i could do that for one whole day. watch the sun set to another day, then head on home. but it figures if i "waste" one day like that away, i'll most prolly regret doing someth like that, cos i'll need to work fucking hard to get back on par wiv the rest. which currently im still struggling to keep up wiv the work. ive got lousy lit test tmr, ive got physics homework due. im here only because i need an outlet to let everyth out. ): i keep feeling like bursting into tears, but it fucking sucks when you're not allowed to cry at home for no reason at all. sighs ): that's jst the problem wiv me. i project myself as a happy-go-lucky person, yet most of the time im on the edge of breaking down. whatthefuck lahh
today, gaelan asked me a qns : you & your boyfriend break up alr arrh ? my first thot was really what the fuck lahh. why does people think that way when we're jst not tgt. can't i lead my own life also ? it doesn't always revolve ard him does it ? that got me thinking even more.
then during trg, yeeleen said someth to me, that made me quite depressed. so i thot so so so much more. ): then i ended up feeling so sad & so fucked up. ): then i came home. i knew i was going to regret not msging you so i went to charge my phone & send you a quickie. hoping somehow you'd figure out that i was feeling down, but i guess we can't win it all right ? sighs. & the only reason why i didn't talk about it to you, was that i didn't wna bring your mood down as well.
it's 10pm, i better start reading my lit text. im so drained after netball today, even though we didn't do anyth major. what the fuck. sighs ): then thinking so much made me brain dead. ): what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. thank You Lord, for computerized faces
throw me a lifeline 10:08 PM
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
why do all good things come to an end
don't you ever wonder, you look at someone's life & you wish you had hers/his. but you'll never know, sometimes he/she was wishing they had your life. hmmms, that really got me thinking. cos i really really envy (insert name)'s life. aaahhh, but minus that one part that i envy, i really quite like mine. especially the part that includes a hottie (:
so yes yes, i wanted to blog. even though im supposed to be doing physics before mr fong goes crazeeeee. aaaahhh, hahas. oh yes, i managed to scrape through wiv an E. yet somehow im not worried, what's wrong wiv me. i really need someone to nag at me everyday. wahahas.
i was leaving school when i met yufeng ! then i saw mengxiang junjie & weihao. so i chatted abit wiv e 3 of them, then i went to the busstop. & i met yufeng there, who were waiting for some of the shadows. then then this guy walked out wiv this HUGE DUCKIE ! & he let me hug itttt ! (obviously he first asked if i was sweating not) aaahh, im a sucker for huge stuffed toys. (hinthint :D) then even though i dont know any of them (except yufeng that is) he invited me to go dinner with them ! :D i swear that made my day (: then i asked what's his name & he told me it's not important but me going for dinner wiv them or not is more important ! aaahh :D okay, so i STILL don't know his name. it's someth like aaron or raymond ? somewhere along that line. all i know is that he was a shadow, hahas :D:D i think this year's shadows are quite nice. they recognize me as an ogl, (wahahahas). :D yay, i like making new j1 friends, got some sort of power over them. :D okay im jst joking !
netball selections tmr, crosses fingers.
thank You Lord, for wooden benches
throw me a lifeline 10:31 PM
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flames to dust lovers to friends
aaaaaahhh (: today's study session was superrrr productive ! (: i FINISHED maths tutorial FOURTEEN ! :DDDD except stupid qns 8 which no one knew how to do, INCLUDING INCLUDING MENGXIANG ! :DDDD hahahahas. was studying wiv mel, mellie, jac & siyun. (ohkay, & bryan)
ohkay, im supposed to be doing phy electric field now, cos i'll be studying for lit tmr. wtshit can i study for lit luhh, hahas.
who do i love ? :D
okay, i really shud go & studying. was watching the athens thingy on tv jst now while i was forced to eat cake >.< i jst like to see ppl run. & wtshit luhh ! they run 3000m in like 8minutes ? >.< i can only run like 4 rounds in THAAAAAAAAT timing. zomg ! hahas.
i finished ionic equilibria ! :D in 2 hours, wahahahas :D i watched phantom of the opera, aahh, the singer's are goood, two thumbs up (:
1. Who was your first prom date? i didn't have a prom at all luhh. grrr.
2. Who was your first roommate? my momma ? :D hahas.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you first drink? some cheena beer in china.
4. What was your first job? a daughter & a sister.
5. What was your first car? my baby pram.
6. When did you go to your first funeral? last year.
7. Who was your first love? shhhh, a secret.
8. Who was your first grade teacher? i cant rmb >.<
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? china i think
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? really really sneak out was to meet njj :D
11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them? my first best friend, i cant rmb her name ! but she was from fairfield also. :x
12. Where was your first sleepover? ehhhhh, my cousin's house, wahahs :D
13. Will this be the first time you ever went to GoofyAuctions.com? i never went there
14. Whose wedding were you in the first time? my auntie ! i was the bridesmaid okay. (that was when i was 4 or 5, wahahas :D) okay, so maybe i was the flower girl, hahas.
16. What was the first concert you ever went to? fairfield concert, hahahahas
17. First tattoo or piercing? 13
18. First celebrity crush? LOUIS KOO <3333 stilll crushing~
19. First crush? i thiiiink it's raywen.
20. First time you smoked a cigarette? neverr
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? of cos ! i'll gladly okay
How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? err, all.
Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? :D:D
Are you crushing on someone? yeppp
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? everytime you like someone, it'll hurt.
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? im thinking, im thinking, NOPE. imma good girlfriend okay !
Are you happier single or in a relationship? it depends.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? of cos not
Have you ever had your heart broken? yesh
Have you ever broken someone's heart?? not applicable
talk to any of ur exs? i do, du-uh. we're friends !
If you could go back in time and change things, would you? nope. whatever for ? everyth happens for a reason. ONE DAY we'll know why.
Think any of your exes feel the same? i guess so.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? am i ?
Have you dated people who were not good to you? yeeessssss, all my ex-es, see this, all of you are ! wahahas, okay im kidding. nope i havent
Have you been in an abusive relationship? nope, thank God.
Do you believe in second chances? ehh, i think i do.
Do you Believe in love at first sight? YES YES :D
Ever been given an engagement ring? yes yes :D
Do you want to get married? of cos !
Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you? of cos !
Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? nope
Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? people can never really describe heartbreak. it's really undescribable. so it's worse than it sounds.
1. Does anyone know your password to your email? nope, i dont think so.
2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds? milo :D
3. Are you an emotional person? nope, im Karolyn. okayokay, yes im an emtional person. (i can even imagine the faces of the people who read this response luhh)
4. Do you like your name? quite.
5. Do you believe in love at first sight? YES :D
6. Ever felt jealous of your friend? yes
7. What was the last thing you did? answer that qns
8. Who is right next to you? no one.
9. Who was the last person you ate with? my family
10. What song are you listening to right now? not applicable
11. How's the weather right now? hotttttt
12. Last person who called you today? no one called me today ):
14. Last song you sang? jia gei wo, hahs :D
15. Last time you cried? friday night.
16. Lost a friendship over something stupid? i dont think so
18. Last thing you ate? cake
19. Been really depressed before? :/
20. Faked being sick to miss school? :/
21.What time did u wake up today? someone's msg woke me up at 7+ then i went back to sleep. then DAVID'S msg woke me up at 10+. i should off my phone next time ://
22. Current taste? for food ? or for guys ?
23. Who is the person that posted this survey? i cant rmb
24. What are you wearing right now? clothes
25. Are you too shy to ask anyone out? wahahahas :D
26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes eyes
27. Where are you right now? at home
29. Did you go anywhere today? nope, sad life
30. What did you do there? study, watch tv, comp
31. How old are you? eighteen when june passes. SAD LUHH, IM SO OLD ):
33. Are you mature or immature? ive been told that im immature, but i still think that ive got a certain level of maturity okay, AND IT'S ABOVE 50 (out of a 100 please)
34. Do you call your parents by their first name? wahahas, at times :D
35. Are you an only child? nope
36. Where do you go shopping? random places
37. Do you like where you work? i work at home, ahahahas
38. Do you like books? yes !
39. Any Plans for tomorrow? school
40. Current Emotional status? errrr, happy ?
41. Current Mental status? retarded, it doesnt ever change
42. Current Financial Status? broke. ):
43. Any Plans for Christmas? errr, too far away
44. Your Dreams for the future? after i wake up i'll tell you
45. What are going to do after this? another quiz
1. single or taken ? takennnn
2.Do you have a crush on anyone ? yes
3. Do they know ? why don't you call louis koo and ask ? hahahahas :D
4. Do you flirt a lot ? errr, i hope not
5. Who was your best relationship with ? im IN my best rship.
6. Do cheaters deserve a 2nd chance ? nope
7. Serious or Fun-loving ? someone who knows when to be serious, when to be fun
8. Humor or Romance ? errrrrr ?
9. Dark or light hair ? black.
10. Shorter or taller than you ? must be taller
11. Do you kiss strangers ? nope
12. Do you hug strangers ? nope
13. How long was your longest relationshp? 1year
14. Do you believe in kissing when you are not together yet ? nope
15. Do you think about the opposite sex a lot ? jst one person
16. Have you ever slept at a friend of the opposite sex's house ? friend arhh, nope
17. Do you tell your friends they are hot ? only one person
18. Would you rather have a sweet, clever guy/girl or a wild one ? sweet & clever
19. Have you ever liked someone a lot (& they knew it) who didn't like you back ? i doubt so
20. Do you feel comfortable with joking with your friends who are the opposite sex ? of cos !
21. Chocolates or flowers ? how bout tiggers ?
22. Have you ever been in the friends-with-benefits situation ? hur ?
23. Teddy Bear or Card ? card
24. Would it be sweet or annoying if someone of the opposite sex called just to say hi ? it would be sweet if someone does it. wahahas :D
25. Ever felt like your girlfriend/boyfriend didn't like you ? yes ): so sad right
26. Ever been cheated on ? err. i guess so.
27. Ever done the cheating ? no
28. Ever cried over a break up ? of cos
29. Ever kissed or hugged your girlfriend/boyfriend in front of a teacher and got in trouble ? nope
30. Do you believe in miracles ? yes
31. Is it easy for you to get over people who were special to you ? nope, du-uh
32. Have you ever made a birthday wish or blew on a dandelion on a relationship ? of cos
33. Have you ever had a broken a heart ? of cos
(: bye world, it's time to pack my bag & sleep. im dead. :D
is that jst a figment of our imagination, or is it really possible ?
if there's one word that i don't EVER want you to tell me, it's this word, forever. never promise me that, cos we won't know if it'll come true or not.
somehow i always get emo whenever i hear a guy telling a girl that he'll love her forever. or a girl telling a guy she'll love him forever. i havent met two people who lasted forever before.
when you cry a little, you can still sleep. when you cry enough, your head cant stop pounding and you cant get to sleep. when you've cried excessively, you'd be so exhausted you'll sleep.
1.what song are you listening to right now? >not applicable. 2. Color you are wearing now? > orange 3. Now, who's on ur mind? > chinhua (: 4. Now, what lyrics do you like so much? > because you loved me, celine dion 5. Where do you feel like going now? > to my room. 6. What movie do you want to watch? > the pursuit of happyness. 7. Now, what do you want? > straight A's for my A's 8. Current mood right now? > tired 9. When is your birthday? > 23rd june 10. Where did you buy ur bag/s? > random places. 11. where did you buy ur pencil box? > heeren i think. it's been wiv me for 3 years plus :D:D 12. How was your day today? > greattttttt ! (:
PAST
1. Last time you fell in love? > i AM in love 2. Last movie you watched? with whom? > Happy Birthday, chinhua 3. Last shirt you wore before the shirt you're wearing now? > "Boys Just Dont Get It. Team JJ Netball" :D:D 4. Last thing you held? > the mouse 5. Last place you've been to > before home ? 25th storey. 6. Last dream > i cant rmb 7. Last call you received? > chinhua. 8. Last testi you got? > err, i dont know 9. Last message you got in friendster? > err, i also dont know 10. last sms you got? > from kaiting 11. last thing you did? > answer that qns 12. last present u got? > waterbottle ! :D chinhua bought for me. 13. last present you gave to someone? > i gave chinhua this mrs field's cookie :D ________BEST_______
1. Male friend: joe 2.Female friend : sam 3.Vacation: chiangrai, but it isnt really a vacation 4.Memory: hmmmmmms. i dont know
_______WORST_______ 1. Time of day: unpredictable for me 2. Day of the week: monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday. until A's are over 3. Food: errrr, i dont know 4. Memory: ): _______LAST_______
1. Person you saw: my brother 2. Person u talked to on the phone: chinhua 3. Hugged: chinhua :D 4. Text messaged: chinhua 5: IM : ehhhhhhhhhhhhh. i cant rmb. _______TODAY_______
1. What are you doing? break camp for netball camp, sushi wiv chinhua, then home. 2. Tonight: this thang 3. Wearing: clothes 4. What did you eat for lunch: SUSHI ! :D 5. Better than yesterday: i guess so. _______TOMORROW_______
1. Is: sunday 2. Got any plans: CSIs 3. Getting Lucky: nope 4. Dislikes : workload 5. Do you have work: yesh. _______FAVORITES_______
1. Number: 19 & 14 2. Song : loads 3. Color: greeeeeeeen 4. Seasons: spring 5. State: Singapore.
quiz & "quote" from jean (:
netball camp was fun fun fun ! except for the part where i sprained my ankle & the part where i cried til my head hurt like shiiiiiit. but now everyth's much better. my ankle's better, i can walk. (i told you netties that it'll heal in ONE day) i went for sushi :D someone waited for me for TWO HOURS, (awwww, sorry baby !) & i got a waterbottle (same as jac's one >.<) & a letterrr :D it made me smile like i was some retarded donkeyhole luhh :D thanks baby ! :DDD
evil neighbours, we got shooed away, so i went home. did finish chemical equilibrium & started on ionic equilibria ! aaaahhh, it's time to get my head in the game. netball studies netball studies netball studies 24/7. oh plus plus, of cos, chinhua lahh. i'll squeeze you in somehow, see im so nice :pp
team bonding ! :D i chatted wiv the j1s alot. telling them bout me & ch, wahahas. jst keep talking bout him nonstop, so weird right. then i talked to my tigger too & they were all laughing at me. wahahas, i dont care. im retarded aren't i ! i love my buddy, JIA PEI ! :D i went ard saying wo ai ni to most of the netties & mellie says that i dont mean it ): so sad luhh. i muacked almost all e defenders, & yeeleen definitely thot i was some retarded donkeyhole as well. aaahh. so jasmine asked "karo, are you okay ?" & i replied "nope, im not okay. (insert : jasmine's stunned face) im karolyn !" (insert jasmine sian diao face at my reply) hahahas :D aaah, the attack of the retarded karolyn.
everyone thot i was weird when i chatted wiv my tigger :D i said goodnight to it. i bid it goodmorning. i say goodbye & i leave hello pandas for it to eat. wahahas :D oh did i mention, i bought like 23 packs of hello pandas :D & my angel (jac) bought me my favourite milk flavoured one <3333 ahhhh. ive got lotsa lurrrveee for my angel :D we were playing angel mortal game anyhoos.
ahh, ive typed quite long :D:D okay, it's time to go play my lame games.
ooohh, my father's buying for me 2GB memory stick, aaaahhh :D:D & he bought a digicam for me & my bros to share ! :D ohkay, im going to play now.
p/s netties, wo ai ni ! each & every one of you. MELLIE SEE THIS !
p/p/s for all those wondering, yes i got sunburnt. & yes i did put sunblock okay ! my shoulders hurt each time someone taps me. grrrrr. i am now chao ta wiv a tinge of red. hahahas :D jst like jac !
one day we'll wake up & this will all jst be a dream
i wna go changi airport ! grrrr, yjchan ! wahahas, hello i read your blog :p
okay, im off for netball camp. prays that i dont come home looking like a tomato. (red & round, get it ?! :D) sushii sushii~ dear ! i got enought mooza for sushi ! my kor lent me fifty when i asked for thirtyfive ! hahas :D whee sushiiiii~~ i don't care, we go for sushi okay ! hope you had fun (: lol ! oh & guess what ! i brought TIGGER to the camp (:
i jst read maple's blog on how fsw lost ): it's like so dam sad luhh. ): ):
throw me a lifeline 9:52 AM
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
i swear that whatever i swear can never work. im so bored that hello, im back on the comp again, hahas. but it's the weekends that's why. if it's weekdays, i'll be too busy/lazy to come online luhh :D
this survey must have a valid answer. answers like dunno or not sure are not allowed.Answers must be honest.READY? Let's go!
#01. Would you mind if your guy is fat? nono, i want him to be fatTER than me. eat more eat more ! hahahas
#02. Would you want your guy to do house chores? cook, that's all. oh & go grocery shopping also. hahahas :D
#03. What is the maximum age gap you and your guy have? 1 year. plus, minus.
#04. Would you mind if you guy smokes? definitely. don't smoke horrr.
#05. Must he get good grades? define good grades for me.
#06. A muscular/mature guy or a childish/cute guy? wahahahas, how bout all of the above ? :D
#07. Must he be popular to suit you? nope.
#08. Would you allow your guy to join gang? nope.
#09. Must he have perfect eyesight? nope.
#10. Must he be perfect in everything? there's no such thing as someone who is perfect in everyth lahh !
#11. Will you be furious OR worried if your guy gets into trouble with the DM? worried.
#12. Must he be taller than you? definitely.
#13. What is the first thing he attracted you? eyes eyes eyes !
#14. Does how much he loves you matter or as long as you love him is enough? both matters.
#15. Would you allow your guy to show tantrums on the elderly or worthy of respect? it depends on the occasion.
#16. What if your guy's ex still loves him? my guy doesn't have an ex, hahahas.
#17. Which of his character or looks will make you leave him? DINGDONG ! nono, i'm kidding ! why would i leave him ! i'll jst change him, wahahas. :D
#18. Must you be his first girlfriend? not neccessary, but i am !
#19. After marriage, must you be together or follow him back to his country? isn't it the same ? -.-
#20. What will you do if his friends bully him? more like he bully his friends lahh ! okayokay, im kidding. but if they're friends, they won't bully each other what
#21. What is the most important thing you seek in your guy? i must like him, wahahahas.
#22. Would you rather your guy be a studious or bad boy kind? a bit of both.
#23. What if your good friend likes your guy? i doubt they would.
1.WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? noodles
2. WHAT WAS THE LAST DRINK YOU HAD? water
3. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? that would have to be errrrrr, KFC ytd ?
4. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU HEARD? zhi dui ni shuo.
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU HEARD THAT MAKES YOU CRY? ehhh, havent cried cos of a song.
6. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Happy Birthday. hahahas.
7. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED THAT MAKES YOU CRY? Happy Birthday !
8. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? the Duchess of Malfi.
9. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ THAT MAKES YOU CRY? hmms, i cant rmb. :D but i do cry okay. some authors are THAT good.
10. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SAW? my younger brother !
11. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO? my younger brother !
12. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED? (: a hottie
13. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON KISSED YOU ON THE HAND? ehh, no one kissed me on the hand before
14. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID? faster come !
15. THE LAST PLACE YOU WENT TO? changi airport
16. WHO DID YOU GO OUT LAST WITH? (: a hottie
17. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID JUST NOW BEFORE LOGGING IN TO THE NET? watch scooby doo.
18. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU LAUGH YOUR HEART OUT? ehhh, technically i never did. cos if i laughed my heart out, i'd be dead.
19. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SMILE? when i watched scooby doo.
20. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRY? wednesday ba.
1. What does your friendster Name MEAN? it's karo. what does that mean. hmmmmms.
2. where was your default pic taken? in swensen's, hell long time ago.
3. what's the hurt u most? what's the hurt i most ? i dont get the qns.
4. What is your current relationship status? MARRIED, hahahas
5. Honestly, does your crush like you? i dont have a crush. ive got a husband xD
6. What is your current mood? bored
7. What do you love most? WHAT ? tiggers ! :D
8. What makes you happy? tiggers & sunflowers
9. Are you musically inclined? nope
10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would you change? noth
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be? a dolphin. but honestly, im scared of whales & the deep dark ocean. sriously.
12. Ever have a near death experience? nope
13. Something you do a lot? sleep
14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now? jia gei wo.
15. Who did you copy and paste this from? cant rmb
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you martin goh han kiat, hahahas.
17.what's u hate most? what's i hate most, i dont get this qns either.
18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience? nope
19. what's ur wishes? to ace my A's, get into NIE, become a teacher, marry my pilot, give birth, live to a 100, wahahahahas.
20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex? eyes eyes !
21. What do you usually order from Starbucks? i dont go to starbucks
22. The memorable day? 14th feb !
23. Ever had a drunken night? yesh
24. the things u precious most! the things i precious most ?!
25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? yes, whaddya expect !
28. Name something funny that happened to you? too many to pick one
29. Do you speak any other language? yesh
30. What's your favorite smell? (: the smell of a hottie
[ Last ] letter of ur name? full name or part of my name. i & n respectively.
[ Last ] thing you ate? noodles
[ Last ] thing u drank? water
[ Last ] song you listened to? zhi dui ni shuo
[ Last ] movie you watched? Happy Birthday
[ Last ] TV show you watched? scooby doo
[ Last ] person who sent you an sms? muzai
[ Last ] time you cleaned your room? ehhhhh, i cant rmb
[ Last ] CD/Cassette you bought? long long time ago.
[ Last ] travel? australia
[ Last ] time you cried? wednesday i think
[ Last ] person who you chatted online hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i dont know, honestly.
[ Last ] website you browsed? friendster.
[ Last ] time you shopped? ytd
[ Last ] person you hated? some donkeyhole
[ Last ] person u were thinking of? (: a hottie
[ Last ] time u feel sick? when im too full
[ Last ] person u chatted on the phone ehh, i cant rmb
[ Last ] place you went to? changi airport
[ Last ] friend you met? (: a hottie.
1. Who were you with last night? night i was at home.
2. What woke you up this morning? sunlight
3. Where are you? at home
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? i hope so.
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? nope ):
6. When's the last time you cried? wednesday i think
-The PAST-
10. Ever thrown up in public? yesh =/
12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? (: a hottie
-The FUTURE -
13. Would you take a bullet for anyone? depends on who
14. Where would you like to live? by the beach
15. What kind of home would you like? a big big house
16. What do you want to be when you grow up? a math teacher
17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? in singapore
20. who is your number one? God
22. Who have you kissed on your top friends? i dont get this qns
23. Who was the last person that left you a comment? no one left me a comment ): awww
24. Are you good friends with this person? i dont know anyone called no one, so nope
25. How often do you log in to friendster? when someone adds me or writes me a testimonial, or when i wna get quizzes
- IN GENERAL -
27.Do you like candy necklaces? yesh
28. When was the last time you fell ehhhhh. i dont fall, a hottie will catch me
29. Do you listen to music every day? nope
30. Do you still go trick or treating? never did
31. What was the last thing you ate? noodles
32. Are you a fast typer? faster than Aniz ! he types one word per minute ! hahahahahas. (inside joke)
33. About how many people have you liked? zomg, liked arrh. about a gazillion. i like all my friends, etc etc.
34. What are you doing this weekend? this weekend is ending in 2hours and 30 minutes time.
35. Whats your favorite type of soda? ice cream soda.
36. Have you ever moved? yesh
37. Have you ever won an award? of cos
38. Single or Taken? happily taken xD
39. What do you want to do right now? sleep
40. Are you listening to music right now? nope
41. Are you with someone right now? mom & bro
42. Whats a word or phrase that you love? serendipity
43. How long until your birthday? june23rd, do the math
44. When were you the saddest in your whole life ? sec2
45. What time is it? 9:31pm
47. What makes you pissed off? when people walk off
48. Have you ever had a song written about you? nope ):
49. What song makes you cry? i dont know
50. What song makes you happy? fast & hyper songs
51. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed? lullaby-s, hahas
52. Do you have a job? yes. im a student, a daughter, a sister, a class rep, a math rep, a civics rep, a PC rep, an owner, a netballer, a girlfriend, a wife, an entertainer, hahahahahahahas
53. What does Your CD player have in it right now? i dont even know where my CD player is
54. If you were a crayon what color would you be? greeen
57. What's the next VCD you're gonna get? im gna get a DVD, not VCD
1. hows your heart lately? filled up.
2. when was the last time you went out? ytd
3. what was the latest TV you saw? my tv in the living room
4. the last place you went? changi airport
5. miss someone? of cos
6. what made you smile today? a msg
7. the last time you fall in love? im in love now.
8. when was the last time you had been drunk? ehh, sec3 ?
9. ever love someone so deep? (:
10. what is your status right now? married
11. did you dream last night? of cos
12. what are you doing this morning at 7 am? sleeping
13. what are you doing this morning at 10 am? brushing teeth
14. what are you doing this afternoon at 12 pm? watching CSI
15. what is a country you will want to visit? paris
16. how many piercings do you have? 3
17. do you have a tattoo? nope
18. what is the last thing you ate? noodles
19. what is the last thing you drink? water
20. what do you want to do after write bulletin? -not applicable
21. do you have a nick name? karo
22. things you need to do everyday? eat drink sleep breathe move think
23. are you a type of person who easily gets hurt? commentless
24. the last thing you said to one of your friends? cheer up MUZAI
25. the last person who called you? in my hp it's a hottie
26. the last person who sent you a message? muzai
27. the last person that you chat with? i cant rmb
28. the last person you talked with? my bro
29. what cant you live without? water sleep food Faith
30. what songs is (are) in your head now? jia gei wo ! zhi dui ni shuo
aww man, im dead beat. i think im gna sleep now =/ dam pig lahh. but i'll most prolly end up watching soccer wiv my younger brother or go read Duchess again :D imma hardworking girl.
people, do more quizzes. i'll check back in about a week's time, hahas :D
aiya, what the shit, im so bored now, that im back on the comp. im dead tired, but today was one of the best days of my life :D
1. How old will you be in five years? 23
2. Do you think you'll be married by then? hahas, nope ! :D most prolly 8 years time ? SEE HOW FIRST BA. hahas
3. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks ? i dont know, hahas
4. Where do you most want to travel to? a 5 star hotel dont care which part of the world, HAHAHAS
5. Who was the last person to call you? chinhua :D
6. Do you prefer to call or text? sometimes if im too lazy to reply, i'll jst call.
7. Do you have any pets? yesh !
8. What were you doing at 12am last night? sleeping.
9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married
10. When is the last time you talked to your mom? jst now
11. How many states have you lived in? 1
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 1
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet, wahahas.
15. What the last thing you ate? dinner
16. Do you like coffee? nope
17. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average? alot >.<
19. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? wahahahahahas.
20. Do you like to cuddle? yesyes ! :D
21. Do you eat out or at home more often? err currently i eat out more
22. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? yes, loads
23. Do you speak any other languages? yes
24. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats? window seat
25. What is your favorite thing to spend money on? food, hahahs
26. Do you flirt alot? no, i dont think so
27. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? sauce ! :D
28. If you could move to any cities, where would you most want to move to? changi airport, hahahas.
29. What were you doing at 11 pm last night? on the comp
30. where were you 10 days ago? in school
1. YOUR SPY NAME: (middle name and current street name) karolyn jurong
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your mom's side, your favorite candy) ahyee lolli ?!
3. YOUR RAP NAME (first initial of first name, first three or four letters of your last name) K gan
4. YOUR GAMER TAG: (a favorite color, a favorite animal) green dog
5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born) karolyn singapore
6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name) gan kit luc
7. JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards) nylorak gneptik
8. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automobile your dad drives) the green toyota
9. YOUR ACTION HERO NAME: (first name of the main character in the last film you watched, last food you ate) Louis rice ?! :D
okay this is called FIRST REACTION... type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and dont go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it!
1. Cigarettes: bad for health 2. Sex: after marriage 3. Relationships: chinhua, hahas 4. Your Last Ex: durians ?! 5. Power Rangers: it's morphing time ! 6. Crash: sandra bullock 7. Food: yums 8. The Prime Minister: whossat ? 9. War: tca2, hahas 10. Cars: convertibles ! 11. Petrol Prices: rising 12. Halloween: trick or treat ! 13. Stars: star wars, hahas 14. Religion: ): clashes 15. MySpace: friendster 16. Chocolates : im on a diet 17. Marriage: chinhua ! hahas 18. Paris Hilton: nicole richie 19. Brunettes: my dream colour 20. Redhead: hot ?! 21. Politics: economics 22. Pass the Time: blogging 23. One Night Stands: not an option 24. Mobile Phones: in my room 25. Pet Peeves: wassat ? 26. Pixie Stix: wassat ? 27. Vanilla Ice Cream: chocolate's better 28. Potties: Faith 29. High School: musical ! zac efron :D:D 30. Pyjamas: bananas in pyjamas 31. Wood: woody woodstock 32. Wet Socks: my dog 33. Alcohol: my brother's allergic 34. The word u HATE: the word i like 35. Your best friend: samantha, i swear. 36. Money: present 37. Heartache: gone 38. Love: chinhua ! 39. Time: a levels 40. Divorce: dont stay tgt for the kids.
bahh, im so random i could set up a talk show luhh. but no thanks i dont wna be on tv. if im famous, someone would die wiv the amount of admirers i have. *winkswinks ahahahas. okay, this is so obiviousy self entertainment. ~!@#$%^&*
i really dont know why, but everyday, it jst increases, it never fades. (: everyday, you surprise me in one way or another. grab my hand. msg me first. initiate meeting time. buy me food. forces me to go school. forces me to eat. say those 2 words. bug me for timing for outings. please my unreasonable requests. go home so late. send me home. make me laugh. dont laugh at my self-amusement techniques. do what i want, even if it's totally childish. remain firm when youre right.
all for you ! :D my milo drinking habit. 7ams/7.30ams. going to school. breakfastings (: smiles :D
i love you ! :D Happy 1 Month. (in 5 days time, but since ive sworn that im not gna use the comp, this is your 1 month post ! :D)
this love is unbreakable each time i look in your eyes
(:(:(:
once march holidays start, im swearing myself off this comp/laptop. it's time to start studying for my midyears, ): it's on my birthweek mind you. (note : sad face) im like really scared i'll somehow do shit for my midyears cos of netball. there are so many j1 topics to revise lahh. for chem plus math plus physics. that day i opened my physics file & there was DUST lahh ! i was super superrrr shocked can ! hahas.
jj night reminded me so much of og16, og3 & og19. ): i miss them. all the special moments that are irreplacable. all the special people that are irreplacable. ): "flawless, whoo !" "kaidi lehh !" "HUHHHH... !" :D aaahhh. (: squashed mass dances, charichari, chicken dance, songsinging, ogtime. hugs (& optional : tears) im missing them alr ):
awww, ive got a very very very very evil "twin", cum lameganclub member, cum paikar, cum ganss. hahahas :D
& ive got a hot date tmr. *winkswinks :D i love you lahh.
thank You Lord, for smiles that come when my smiles disappear
(:(:(:(:(: somehow you make rainy days become bright & sunny :D
rejoice ! physics test is over ! chem test is over ! math test is over ! i passed my physics retest ! i aced my math test ! & on top of all of that, ive got a great boyfriend, hee :D
yay, tmr ! :D last day of term 1 ! :D plus jj nite (: yay, saturday ! :D NUS open house :D:D yay, sunday ! :D CSIs ! :D yay, monday ! :D manu, chinyi, yuenteck, KEVIN (& his girl), me (& my guy :D:D) & maybe sean :D yay, tuesday ! :D class outing cancelled ): but friendly with fairfield (chance to bully cheepeng again) & a dinner (: yay, wednesday ! :D first month ! yay, thursday ! :D netball camp ! yay, friday ! :D netball camp ! yay, saturday ! :D netball camp ! yay, sunday ! :D CSIs ! :D
aww man, im looking forward to march hols ! wahahahas. not that i'd have that much of a hols. ive gta buck up & catch up in my studies. top of the class, im aiming for that. (kick away mengxiang, xinyi, junjie & sathish please !) oh & plus, im crossing my fingers real tight that im in the team. but no matter how i count here count there (plus my busted knee) ive got this bad bad feeling ): c'mon, i wna miss GP lessons ! (& not needing to provide a LETTER of explanation for that dumbdumb Goon) okay im kidding, i dont wna be in the team for jst the reason of missing GP lessons. but it's a definite motivation.
i jst realised, on top of being a very retarded (& weird) person, im random too. *winks winks :D
to jacinda, khairiz, kuinoi, muzai, yongjun (fill in your name if youre sad/down). cheer up people ! ): aiyo, all got separate problems, but THEN, one thing's for sure, life is full of ups and downs, so now your life might be down, buttt, for sure, it'll head UP soon. (: cheer UP people ! karo hearts you you you you you & of cos my pilot-to-be :D
vjomjis ! :D:D 143 baby ! (: you are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey you'd never know dear how much i love you so please don't take my sunshine away (:
it sucks when you're happy yet your friends are sad ):): but nevertheless, im happy that even though they're sad, they can still be happy for me ! ive got a good bunch of friends who are there for me irregardless of how they feel.
you make me strong you make me weak you lift me off my feet you give me hope when all my dreams seem like they're out of reach you make me understand the way the perfect love should be you take me to a place so high i never wna leave
sometimes i think all of the things i should have said i hope it's not too late i wna make you understand
if the world crashes down over me i know that my life is complete cos i've held in my arms all night cos i can't imagine life without you by my side
you whisper in my ear the words "jst hold me close tonight" & when the pain is holding me your love jst sets me free
sometimes i think all of the things i should have said i hope it's not too late i wna make you understand
if the world crashes down over me i know that my life is complete cos i've held in my arms all night cos i can't imagine life without you by my side
world crashes down over me ; enrique iglesias.
sometimes, songs jst amplifies what you wna say & somehow means so much. jst like you ! :D dear, lol ! (: 143
sometimes, when your friends hurt, you hurt for them too. when they are down, you jst cant help but be down. when they are happy, no matter how down you are, you'd be happy for them. yjchan89, you cheer up okay !
my 600th post ! (: aaahhh :D it's gna be a happy one :D
hahas, so anw, ive got this huge craving to head down to changi airport to study through the night, literally. march hols are coming soon & i intend to do jst that. (hopefully my mom agrees, but whatever !) hahas. especially after ive read yongjun's blog & he headed down to ca to study, argh ! why you never call me you retarded ! -plonks. & please lahh, maths test is on book 3, why the hell would you need book 4 ! that's why i borrowed it from you can ! grrrrrr.
i can sense that im becoming a busy girl. ive set reminders on my phone for stuffs to do & what i have on that day, & it's like almost everyday's highlighted, hahas. march holidays doesnt mean i'll be free lohh ): sighs, i owe so many people outings, that i feel so bad saying im not free in march. so to those lucky fellas (& fella-ettes, if there's sucha word, hahas) who i go out wiv, you guys (& girls) better appreciate it hokay !
there's NUS openhouse, there's classouting, netball camp (:D, wiv my retards it'll be superrrr fun), i promised manu an outing, (so chinyi you better come along & i can pat your tummy, wahahas :D) so there goes 10th, 12th, 13th, 15-17th. yepp. so i'll most prolly head down to ca on the 14th. good plan (: overnight studying, plus my huge camping bag for netball, i'll look like im really going on a trip overseas, (haha, cheap thrills ayye !) but i think i'll get lazy last minute, (what's new lahh !).
oh & mengxiang is super funny today can. he msged me this super retarded msg when i read it i jst laughed for like 5 minutes ? hahas. okay maybe it's only funny to me lahh, but i dont care lahh. ive alr set a reputation that im a crazy retarded girl, what's everyone gna expect but me being crazy & retarded. oh yes, im cute too ! yongjun said it, khairiz said it, chinhua agrees (you better no matter what :P). hahahahas, woohoo ! :D
oh yes, i had this really retarded conv wiv nigely last night, i see where his retarded genes came from, ME ! ahahas.
tests this week, im hopeful that i can pass physics suddenly, i dont know why. it'll pop into my head on weds that im gna fail, so no big deal now. let me be high for a while, hahas :D
my phone's somewhere in my room switched off i think. i switched it off ever since 3pm (that's when CSI ends lahh !) hahas, im a hardworking girl okay ! :D
im so random, it's scaring me. hahas. crazy retarded girl, hahas ! omg, this is so self entertainment lahhr !
when i think back on these times & the dreams we left behind i'll be glad cos i was blessed to get to have you in my life when i look back on these days i'll look & see your face you were right there for me
in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there always be a place for you for all my life i'll keep a part of you with me & everywhere i am there you'll be
well you showed me how it feels to feel the sky within my reach & i always will remember all the strength you gave to me your love made me make it through oh, i owe so much to you you were right there for me
in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there always be a place for you for all my life i'll keep a part of you with me & everywhere i am there you'll be
cos i always saw in you my light, my strength & i want to thank you now for all the ways you were right there for me you were right there for me for always
in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there always be a place for you for all my life i'll keep a part of you with me & everywhere i am there you'll be
there you'll be; Faith Hill
(: hahas :D there are times when suddenly you jst smile for no reason. it's times like these that make me realise that my life isn't actually as bad as i thought it was. (: im strong, yes i am !
ive got a very bad gut feeling bout this ): since morning, ahh ):
throw me a lifeline 11:51 AM
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
i wna make you smile whenever you're sad carry you around when your arthritis is bad all i wna do is grow old wiv you
i'll get your medicine when your tummy aches build you a fire if the furnace breaks oh it could be so nice, growing old wiv you
i'll miss you kiss you give you my coat when you are cold
need you feed you even let ya hold the remote control
so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink put you to bed if you've had too much to drink i could be the man one who grows old wiv you i wna grow old wiv you
(: hahas. ive got weird moodswings, okay, it's time to study again (: :D:D but i still dont mind going to the airport, hahas, weird cravings.
aaaaahhhh, ive done maths for only a few hours & im alr going crazy at being so guai ! weekends were meant for us to take a break, yet we're all going crazy at studying ):
i feel like covering my ears & screaming & screaming & screaming ):
on second thoughts, i feel like walking all the way to changi airport & sit there watching planes take off into the sky. watch the sun set to another day & then fall asleep in the darkness.but there'd be someth missing, you ):
isn't that what life's supposed to be ? enjoying the lil pleasures. yet we're all here mugging our life away. so ironic. ): then we'll be working our life away, even worse ):
sighs, enough of all these, im not going to marry a rich husband, im going to marry a husband who's a pilot ! wahahas :D but i still want to workk, so yes, ive gta go study now.
throw me a lifeline 3:45 PM
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the lips of an angel
a big wake up call. i sriously hope that that scene stays in my mind til A's. gta study study study ! but studying means stress & to destress means someone's gna hurt real bad. wahahas, okay i dont know what the hell im typing.
i should stop looking forward to sundays CSIs & start thinking bout weekends that means more time to study, woohoo ! midyears are coming, im srious. i think about the whole j1 syllabus i gta revise, & im dead ): wahahas. i cant wait for november to be GONE lahh. then i can play & go out everyday & laugh at my brother(s) for having homework / going to school (x
oh yes, my elder brother promised to DRIVE me to school for my A's. i believe that he'll do that, BUT, where would he get the CAR ? hahas ! :p
Shoe size: errr, i dont know 6 ? Height: im short, full stop. What are you wearing right now? clothes ! Righty or lefty: righty. but i wna be a lefty Can you make a $1 in change right now? i guess so. Best place to go for a date? it isn't where you go, it's who you go wiv, aaaah (: --------------------------------------------------
FAVORITES
Number: 19, & now 14 ! :D Animal: doggy ! Favorite Drink? i guess for now, MILO MILO MILOOOO <3 Month: june ! :D Juice: watermelon ! Favorite cartoon: spongebob squarepants, wahahas :D ----------------------------------------------------
HAVE YOU EVER Given anyone a bath: my dog (: Bungee Jumped? i want to ! Made yourself throw up? nope, that's disgusting Gone skinny dipping? nope Eaten a dog? hotdog ! Loved someone so much it made you cry? i guess so. Played truth or dare? yesh Came close to dying? nope Been in a sauna? yesh Been in a hotub? yesh Ran away? nope Broken someone's heart? uhhh, no comments. Cried when someone died? of cos Fell off your chair? yesh :x Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? yesh Saved e-mails? yesh Made out with JUST a friend? nope Ever used someone? nope Been cheated on? yesh ---------------------------------------
WHAT IS Your good luck charm? i dont have one Fav. song? hmmms, alot lehh. What is beside you? the printer on my right & my comp that crashed on left ---------------------------------------
EVER HAD Chicken pox: yesh Sore Throat: yesh Stitches: nope :D Broken a bone? nope :D --------------------------------------------------------------------
DO YOU Believe in love at first sight? DEFINITELY ! Believe in long distance relationships? no Who was the last person that called you? i thiiiiinkkk, my home Who was the last person you slow danced with? uhh, i dont slow dance, it's mass dance, hahas Who makes you smile the most? CHINHUA ! :D Who knows you the best? -points up to the sky. God ! ---------------------
Do you like filling these out: yesh :D Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? at times, i wear glasses Do you like yourself? at times Do you get along with your family? my elder bro. ---------------------------------
ARE YOU Obsessive Compulsive? wassat ? Suicidal? nope, at least i think nope ------------------------
FINAL QUESTIONS What did you do yesterday? stay back for a part of the ogl camp, wahahas Hated someone in your family? still do Gotten any awards? of cos ! What car/truck do you wish to have? a convertible ! Where do you want to get married? it doesn't matter where, it's WHO that matters :D Good driver? i am, in about 2 years ? Good Singer? nope Have a lava lamp? nope How many remote controls are in your house? errr, 3 for tv, 1 for scv, 2 for dvd players, 3 for aircon. that's all i think What was your last dream about: i cant rmb When you last showered? last night Scary or Funny Movies? in between ba Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate ! Root beer or Dr.Pepper? roooot beer Water skiing or wake boarding? havent done any, so i dont know Summer or winter? summer Silver or Gold? silver, it's prettier Diamond or pearl? diamonds Sprite or 7up? sprite Coffee or sweet tea ? how bout iced lemon tea Phone or in person? in person :D -----------------------------------------------------------------
TODAY DID YOU 1. Talk to someone you liked: havent yet 2. Buy something: nope 3. Get sick?: nope 4. Talked to an ex?: nope 5. Miss someone: yes ): ------------------------------------------------------------
LAST PERSON WHO 6. Slept in your bed?: me 8. Made you cry?: - 9. Went to the movies with?: chinhua ! :D 10. Said "I Love You"?: chinhua ! :D 11. Ever been in a fight with your pet?: yes 12. Last Hug? ber 13. Been to Mexico? nope
SiNCE 2OO7 STARTED]| . . .
1. Have you had a gf/bf? the best ! :D
2. Have you had your birthday? nope
3. Been to church? oops, nope
4. Cried yet? yesh
5. Had someone close to you pass away?: no, thank God
6. Pulled an all nighter? i can never succeed
7. Drank starbucks?: nope
8. Gone shopping?: yesh
10. Been to the beach? nope
11. Bought something for over $200? nope
12. Met someone new? yesh
13. Been out of your home state?: nope
|[iN THE PAST MONTH]| . . .
2. Slept in a friend's bed: nope
3. Snuck someone over? nope
5. Been in a bar? nope
6. Lied?: yesh
7. Gotten a car?: i wish
8. Gone over your debit card bill?: i dont even have a debit card ! grrr
9. Been called a whore?: nope !
10. Drove somewhere?: nope, i cant drive
11. Done something you regret?: hmmmmmmmm, i dont think so.
|[LASTS]| . . .
Things you bought?: food i guess
Person you hugged?: ber
Person you called?: chinhua !
Last time you took a bubble bath? i never did take a bubble bath before
When was the last time you felt stupid? when i failed my math test
When was the last time you walked/ran over a mile? how long's a mile anw ?
Who was the last person who saw you cry? alot of ppl apparently. yilong saw me, nat saw me. ber & suanwoo were wiv me. ughh !
Who was the last person who made you cry? -
Who was the last person you watched a movie with?: chinhua ! :D
Who was the last person you danced with? ber, hahahahas.
Who did you last yell at? lg4. grrr. & joshua lifted me up when i was standing on the CHAIR lahh. wth, i almost fell & wait, that means i last yelled at joshua !
Who was the last person that told you they loved you? awww, everyone loves me, i know ! but hahas :D it's dearr ! :D
Who makes you smile most? chinhua ! (:
What are you listening to right now? jimmy neutron on tv
What did you do yesterday?: stay back for part of the ogl camp.
okay, karolyn is going to study after lunch (: yay ! & i'll switch off my phone. so wahahas, no one's gna disturb me. :D whee, good motivation for myself, hahas :D
p/s i got gastric while sleeping, wthh. i must be the first to get it lahh. wthhhhh.
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