Wednesday, February 28, 2007
my life is brilliant
my love is pure
i met an angel
of that im surejst a quickie b'fore i go back to hit the books. ): i swear studying is a pain in the buttttttttttt. grrrrr. im like quite tired, reaching home at 8 plus everyday, not that im complaining you know ! hahas :D the company this week has been two thumbs up. (: im enjoying myself every minute.
sometimes the most lil things that someone does, makes me smile nonstop. hee :D
okay, byebye. i'll most prolly whack this lil thang once more soon. i need to destress badlyyyyyyyyy.
p/s the only reason why i drink milo so much is that, it's the only way that i can consume chocolate & not feel guitly, wahahas :D
ive been spending way alot of money on milo these few days. so someone's been getting LOADS of straw hearts, hahas :D:D
the bridge fever is baaackk. i miss playing wiv oo & co. hahs. :D
p/s small boy, cheer upppp ! (:
thank You Lord, for bus rides home
throw me a lifeline
10:16 PM
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im sriously considering moving back to fcukstratedd-.
wahahas, so if you come & see my blog GONE, it means ive gone back there :D
or phaps shifted to some place more peaceeeful (:
days, or rather evenings, have been goooooood. two thumbs up (:
except for the fact that ive got TCA tmr, ive got chem on fri, ive got math on mon & ive got phy on next thurs.
if i make it through this 2 weeks AND pass ALL my tests, i'll be able to cope A's. but since i havent got time to do ANY phy tutorials, i'll most prolly fail. (: so whoopeedoo to me !
Hello Panda~~ whee :D:D
thank You Lord, for weekends
throw me a lifeline
7:02 AM
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Sunday, February 25, 2007
and i talked to karolynn just now! she was rather retarded, just like me. she thinks she's cute, which i MIGHT doubt. haha.
yeayeayea, you're cute la. okayokay? HAHA. thanks girl for talkin to me today. you did cheer me up with your words, and gosh, let's hope for the best alright? i'm quite sure things will turn out to be okay. :)
aww, someone said that bout me. :D:D i wont disclose who, cos he'd prolly kill me if i do. :D see, im so nice ! wahahas.
jst had steamboat, im like superrrr full. hahas. it's back to school tmr. i hope someone doesnt forget what he has to do after PC tmr arrh. hahas :D
aiyer, it's irritating when youre using a laptop's that's not yours. maybe i should ask for a laptop for my birthday, hmmmm. that's a thought.
okay, im gna bugger off & memorise points for phy SPA as my bro takes his laptop. arrgghhh.
ni jiu shi wo de tian shi (:thank You Lord for speakers
throw me a lifeline
8:28 PM
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(: dear ! :D
hahas, we're okay le. thanks to everyone who msged me to ask if im okay (:
throw me a lifeline
6:05 PM
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
im so bored. i really should study to get my mind off stuffs.
im contemplating watching Ladder 49. then ive got a reason to cry my heart out.
i think i really need to eat some icecream, i need my antidepressants now ):
did i mention after eating one toblerone triangle & two rochers, i felt like puking. disgusting, ive lost my appetite for chocolate.
yongjun, im so so sorry for what i did/said to you last night. i was super unstable, i know youre jst trying to help, but i jst couldnt take it when i cant put what i feel across to you. im sorry kay.
jac, thanks for running after me ytd. sitting there wiv me listening to me roar. going on & on & on.
mellie, thanks for talking to me today
khairiz, thanks for the chat ! thanks for trying to cheer me up & keep me optimistic even though you yourself isnt feeling that great. dont force your smiles alright ! dont wear a mask !
i thought i could make it through today wiv saying at least one hahas, oh wait, ive jst said it. did i mention how empty i felt a few days ago. well, i take my words back. if i was feeling empty then, i'll be dust now.
been listening to tian shi & zui jing the whole night, it's totally not helping things. so i added in deep & meaningless, & im feeling worse. what to do, my phone only has a few songs. & my brother took my ipod wiv my permission. & his is totally falt & im lazy to charge. sighs, more downfalls of being karolyn. im a lazy biatch.
there's someth wrong wiv my mentality. i should change it.
i wna type type type type type my way through the night, but what can i type when there's only one thing on my mind ? shit lahh, i so hope you dont read this.
i better change topic before i really need to go grab the ladder 49 dvd.
aah, my phone's gna die soon, so yepp, no more songs. & i'll be too lazy to charge my phone that means i cant msg you. perhaps that would be a good thing.
i jst found out someth. makes me feel so sad for that person. ):
someone jst shoot me lahh.
i type someth, i erase that thing. i dont know what else i can type alr. i jst want to cry, release my emotions.
my mind's on random mode, im trying to squeeze out stuffs to write to feel up this space. i still rmb in sec 3 i was in this permanent depression mode & i blogged about all my bad points. i dont know why that suddenly came into my mind. sighs. i feel like as if ive not really snapped out of being depressed or someth. ): utterly random moodswings. i can be super high one second, the next second i can jst sit & start crying for utterly zilch reasons. i guess thats my worst personality ? plus the fact that i keep bullying siok & tong. hmms. i should stop. sighs, i should jst shut the fuck up right. yepp, that's a good plan.
but what sucks the most is that for someone so talkative & so loud like me, when you shut up, people keep thinking that someth really sad happened to you. & for people like me who can cry super easily, you'll start crying even when noth happened. & then others will jst freak out. aiya, what the hell am i typing.
so, i painted my nails today. but it's so weird since my nails are so short.
oh & i really think my corn's getting better. but it's been so darn long alr. if it doesnt heal soon, i'll be quite scared. then go see doctor & drip acid on it.
a volcano eruption ? shit, how did that get in my head can !
if this any normal school day & i feel this way. i'll pon whatever lesson i have now & go pass netball wiv the wall. or jst bounce the ball on the floor. yepp, good plan.
im so thirsty & i dont know why. been going to the kitchen to get a drink so often. open the freezer, see the icecream, think once again of breaking my pact, then close the feezer door. sighs.
ugh. i think im random enough.
throw me a lifeline
10:38 PM
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duo xiang yao ji zhu zhe yi fen zhong
hui ying wo xing fu de yao qiu
wo huo xu mei you bie de meng
wei yi de shi wo ai ni ni ye ai woAre you wearing a necklace?
-nope
Do you like someone right now?
-yes
Who are the main people you talk to at school?
-siok tong ber eve xinyi ch yongjun ting
Is your room clean?
-according to me, extremely.
Wat color is your shirt?
-white
How many bedrooms do you have in your house?
-3
What song are you listening to?
-not listening to any
What was the last mall you went to?
-westmall.
Are you alone?
-nope
What is the last thing you ate?
-noodles
Who was the last friend to come over to your house?
-that would be og19 ba.
Who was the last person to call you?
-dont have my phone wiv me
What are you going to do after this?
-another quiz
when was the last time you hugged someone?
-thurs
Did you go out to eat yesterday?
-nope
Who are you thinking right now?
-ch
what colour is your room?
-pink
What color is your keyboard?
-grey
What do you feel like eating/drinking?
-beer.
Are you in a relationship?
-yes, i guess.
Do you wear glasses?
-at times
Are you afraid of heights?
-not anymore
Who was the last you watched a movie with?
-ch
Ever been in love?
-yes
Which country would you like to visit?
-paris
What are you waiting for?
-monday to come
Who was the last person you saw?
-my father
What is the time now?
-7:35pm
1. How tall are you barefoot?
secret
2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
nope
3. Do you own a gun?
nope
4. Who's your best friend?
sam
5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"?
havent done it yet, so i dont know
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
yummy
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
eeeeehhhh. i dont know
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water
9. Can you do push ups?
yes
10. Is your bathroom clean?
yes
11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
earrings
12. Do you like painkillers?
yes
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
hmmmmm. i dont have a secret weapon.
14. Do you own a knife?
penknife yes
15. Do you have A.D.D.?
nope
16. Middle Name?
not applicable
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?
the answer to this qns
the next qns
& someth else
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought:
pau
chicken pie
milo
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
water
milo
sugarcane
20. What time did you wake up today?
11plus
22. Current worry?
someth
23. Current hate?
noth
24. Favorite place to be?
wiv happy people
25. Least favorite place to be?
alone
26. Where would you like to go?
out
27. Do you own slippers?
yes
28. What shirt are you wearing?
a tee
30. Favorite color(s)?
green
31. Would you be a pirate?
i wouldnt mind
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
cant rmb
33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
dont sing
35. What's in your pockets right now?
no pockets
36. Last person that made you laugh?
the netties
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
i cant rmb
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
my knee
40. How many TVs do you own?
3
41. Who is your loudest friend?
christina
42. Who is your most silent friend?
not applicable
43. Does someone have a crush on you?
dont know
44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
nope
45. What is your favorite book?
kissed by an angel
46. What is your favorite candy?
lollipops i guess
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
here comes the bride >.<
48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
audlangsine (however you spell it)
49. What were you doing
this
50. What was the First thing you thought of when you woke up?
msg you
The Letter A
Are you available? nope
What is your age? 17 plus
What annoys you? someth
The Letter B
Do you live in a big house? not really
When is your birthday? 2306
Who is your best friend? sam
The Letter C
What's your favorite candy? lollipops
Who's your crush? ch
When was the last time you cried? this morning
The Letter D
Do you daydream? yes
What's your favorite kind of dog? luckee
What day of the week is it? sat
The Letter E
How do you like your eggs? scrambled
Have you ever been in the emergency room? yes
What's the easiest thing ever to do? cry
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane? yes
Do you use fly swatters? nope
Have you ever used a foghorn? wassat ?
The Letter G
Do you chew gum? at times
Are you a giver or a taker? both
Do you like gummy candies? yes
The Letter H
How are you? not okay, but not unokay
What color is your hair? black
The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream? rocky road
Have you ever ice skated? yes
Do you play an instrument? a lil bit of piano
The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand? dont know
Do you wear jewelry? yes
The Letter K
Who do you want to kill? someone
Do you want kids? yes
Where did you go for kindergarten? buona vista pap
The Letter L
Are you laid back? i think so
Do you lie? at times
The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie? the parent trap
Do you still watch Disney movies? yes
Do you like mangos? not really
The Letter N
Do you have a nickname? of cos
What is your real name? karolyn
Whats your favorite number? 19
Do you prefer night over day? at times
The Letter O
What's your one wish? -points all the way up to the song lyrics
Are you an only child? nope
The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about? snails
What are your pet? dog
What's a personality trait you look for in people? funny
The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote? a rainbow only comes after the rain
Are you quick to judge people? i think so
The Letter R
Do you think you're always right? no
Are you one to cry? yes
The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain? rain
Do you like snow? havent seen snow
The Letter T
What time is it? 7:46
What time did you wake up? 11plus
When was the last time you slept in a tent? sec 3 i guess
The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear? du-uh
Underwear or boxers? underwear
The Letter V
What's the worst veggie? bitterguord
Where do you want to go on vacation? a beach
The Letter W
What's your worst habit? i dont know
Where do you live? jurong east
What's your worst fear? snails
The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray? yes
Have you seen the x-games? on tv
Do you own a xylophone? nope
The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow? not really
What's one thing you yearn for? -points all the way up to the lyrics
The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign? cancer
Do you believe in the zodiac? never
Favorite zoo animal? wombats
i dont want to blog about how i feel. i dont want you to know how i feel.
ahh, what the hell luhh.
the only nice thing that happened to me today was that i weighed myself. i lost weight, so i went on a chocolate bunge to try to relief myself. sighs. i most prolly gained back my weight loss right, hmms. so noth nice happened to me today
thank You Lord, for bad days that make me feel happy for good days
throw me a lifeline
7:50 PM
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Friday, February 23, 2007
and you know what i hate the most
you get angry / bu shuang, because im angry / bu shuang.
please, it's not like as if i WANT to be angry / bu shuang can.
wtf.
throw me a lifeline
10:37 PM
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ai, wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
wo neng gei de que you bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de
wo men bu shi he
ye bu xiang ren shu
hao ji ci wo men bao zhe bi ci dou shi xiang yao ku
ni chang jie shi zhe yang de yi qie dou zhi shi kai shi
wo jue de shi suo you de yi qie zao jiu yi jie shu
bu xiang zai yue shu
bu yao zai tong ku
xia yi ci hui you gen hao de qing lu <
arguments arguments arguments.
all you did today was made me cry.
full stop the end.
i jst DONT understand how you could forget ?
of all things, forget ! ):
p/s i DONT mean the song above okay.
am i too petty ?
am i too stubborn ?
am i too unreasonable ?
tell me kay, after our quarrel is over. & if you see this.
throw me a lifeline
10:13 PM
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Thursday, February 22, 2007
zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tianthe days have been good.
but im feeling ultra empty now.
zonked, dead, tired, moodless, (& a tad emo)
& listening to all those songs jst arent helping.
who the hell decided to create emo songs in the first place.
this most prolly will be my last post here.
have a good year everyone.
see how i feel tmr.
thank You Lord, for addictions, aah (:
throw me a lifeline
10:01 PM
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Monday, February 19, 2007
there's someth wrong wiv me. im moodswinging again.
frick ):
i feel so sad now, but there's noth wrong.
im weird, full stop the end.
throw me a lifeline
7:31 PM
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come on, come
move a lil closer
come on, come on
i wna hear you whisper
come on, come on
setlle down inside my love
we're accidentally in love7 weird facts abt me ; (you sure you jst want SEVEN ?!)
1. i dig my bellybutton before i bathe. hee :D
2. i only watch movies that catches my attention. the others, you can jst dream on, i die die wont watch.
3. & i cry during movies. even the parts that arent touching
4. ive got really weird weird weird untimed moodswings
5. i keep listening to songs that i like til one day ive listened to them for too many times that i dont like it.
6. i can memorise all the lines to my favourite movie :D
7. when i take photos, my twese pose jst comes up subconciously, hahas.
7 habits abt me ;
1. i read the Life part of the Sunday newspapers ONLY.
2. i must cover blanket every night even though it's not cold. so SOMEONE no need to worry that i'll zao liang hor :D
3. i sit cross legged even on chairs.
4. if i bathe after 7pm, i dont like to wash my hair.
5. i read blogs, wahahas :D
6. i dont eat breakfasts on weekdays
7. i open the cabinet each time im hungry then all my food turns me off, so im full. hahahahahas.
7 things abt me ;
1. im a girl :D
2. i love tiggers
3. i absolutely adore sunflowers
4. i like green & the number 19. & NOW, the number 14 :D
5. im scared of snails
6. ive the best boyfriend ever, right right ! :D
7. i love my hair the most as compared to any other body part, hah.
7 people*GRPS OF PPL i love ;
1. 4c'05 (& of cos snow white & the 7 dwarves !)
2. og16'06
3. dear ! :D
4. my fellow netball retards !
5. clique !
6. og19'07
7. 06s10 ! (esp esp MY viceclassrep huh ! :D)
7 people that i dont really like ;
1. you
2. you over here
3. you over there
4. you way over there
5. you to my right
6. you to my left
7. & my asshole father.
7 desires ;
1. more tiggers
2. get into my dream course in my dream university
3. to see my dear right NOW. ):
4. to do my dream job :D
5. new shoeeeeeees
6. new clothes
7. new accessories !
7 people to do this ; (Random)
1.) sam(antha foo) hahas.
2.) mindy lover
3.) manu
4.) aiyer, whoever wna do luhh, hahas :D
5.) -points up to point 4
6.) -points up to point 5
7.) -points up to point 6
leaving for my auntie's house soon. sadly she fell down somewhere & is now in a wheelchair. it's so sad. all the old people are getting injured. my da gu ma, my er gu ma & my san gu ma. ): i hope popo dont fall down. i absolutely love her the most. ):
i still miss my great grandma.
tuesday is coming in a few more hours time. i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait ! :D
lol dear :D i think we'll get diabetes soon hor :D:D photossssssss ! & my infinity to the power of infinity ! :D
p/s i love long telephone conversations :D
thank You Lord, for xmas treees
throw me a lifeline
2:05 PM
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
honey why you calling me so lateim home early ! going to study phy soon. must pass retest. must must must.
anw, silly me burnt myself today wiv the joss sticks. fricking painful lahh. & my mother jst stood there & LAUGHED at me. grrrrr.
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
** looking into someone's eyes when i am telling someone how i feel.
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?
** aaahhh, that's a secret. but that's the reason why i hate someone.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the
back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?
** my family.
4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you are going to die
(1) What would you do instantly?
** look ard for cameras that show the tell-tale signs that im on candid camera.
(2) What do you do with your remaining days?
** i guess go out wiv everyone. call everyone. do the things i wna do. eat the food i wna eat.
(3) Would you be afraid?
** nope.
5. You can have one of the following two things: love/trust.
** love. wiv love there definitely comes trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?
** du-uh. im a sucker for dogs. they are the cutest thing EVER.
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
** i'll tell him, definitely. cos that's the right thing to do.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
** hello samantha foo, im straight. hah. & i'll most prolly slap her or someth to make sure that she's talking to the right person.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. do you do it?
** definitely. i wna hug my great grandma one more time.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
** i think so :D
11. Does love = sex?
** definitely NOT.
i miss my greatgrandma. ):
thank You Lord, for memories
throw me a lifeline
7:10 PM
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
i really miss youat my cousin's house, im bored. so here goes >
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
dear ! :D
2. When shopping at the grocery store do you return your cart?
of cos, 1 dollar you kno >.<
3. In a social setting are you more talker or listener?
talker >.<
4. Do you take compliments well?
very very well, hahas.
5. Are you an active person?
i'd like to think so.
6. If abandoned in the wilderness would you survive?
most prolly no.
7. Do you like to ride horses?
yes i do ! but riding horses make your butt & thighs pain, hahas.
8. Did you ever go to a camp as a kid?
yes, i have a life thank you.
9. What's a bad habit you have?
having super random moodswings !
10. Are you judgemental?
i guess. that's a bad point too.
11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs?
i currently am. & i feel bad about it.
12. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
be pursued, im a girl ! :D
13. Do you have a bf/gf?
yes, ive got the BEST.
14. Are you tired?
quite.
15. Do you consider yourself mature or immature?
i consider myself mature. but most prolly whoever reads this will disagree wiv me. so i better put IMMATURE.
16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
nope. hahas.
17. If your house was on fire what would be the first thing you save?
my big book :D
18. How often do you read books?
very very often. it's my hobby alright !
19. Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
future i guess
20. What's your favorite children's book?
hmmmmms. that's a tough one. got alot lehh
21. Left or right?
left
22. Do any of your top friends have a crush on you?
i dont wna think so.
23. Where is your dream house located?
seaside !
24. What are you wearing?
clothes
25. Last person you've talked to?
my lil cute cousin.
26. Ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yesh ! i have a life alright.
27. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
never been there
28. What are your keys on your key chain for?
security gate key, house gate key, house door key, old house gate key & my safe key.
29. Where was the furthest place you traveled?
australia, or isit china ?
30. Where is your current pain?
no pain, im happy ! okay, my knee then.
31. Do you like mustard?
quite
32. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
sleep
33. Do you like your mom or dad?
mom
35. Can you do splits?
nope ):
36. What movie do you wanna see right now?
no movie. ive watched Happy Birthday alr.
37. Do you put lotion on your dog or cat?
nope, i dont.
38. What did you do for New Year's?
play monopoly wiv my favourite people ! :D
39. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
never watched it
40. Do you own a camera phone?
yepp
42. Was your mom a cheerleader?
nope. she's not cool.
43. Does any of your top friends have a fat head?
what's a fat head ?
44. Who did you vote for on American Idol?
i cant vote.
45. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
it depends.
47. Do you wear your seatbelt?
yesh, im a good citizen.
48. What do you wear to sleep?
clothes !
49. How many meals do you eat a day?
i try my best to eat 3.
50. Is your tongue pierced?
nope
51. Do you always read Friendster bulletins?
hahas, not always.
52. Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny. hahas.
53. Did you eat a cookie today?
nope i didnt
54. Do you use slang words in other languages?
yesh, if chinese is counted as other languages.
55. Favorite Christmas song(s)?
any christmas carols. :D
my elder bro works in TCC. & today before he left for work (or was it ytd ?) i jokingly asked him to buy a cheesecake back for me. & taadaa, my bro today told me that he actually did buy one, he jst forgot to bring it back for me. hahas. :D ive got the best bro in the world
today cabbed down to centrepoint wiv my cousin for last minute shopping. the cabby was really nice :D & i jst realised that my chinese isn't bad either ! i could converse perfectly wiv the cabby.
i met ting ! :D super surprised lahh. hahas. :D
& i bought a new top from mango. i love i love.
talking bout chinese jst now, the chinese A's are coming out soon ! aaahh. i hope i get my A :D hee.
tuesday, my mama surprisingly let me (who is grounded, what's new !) go to bff's house. hahas. :D
thank You Lord, for forgiveness
throw me a lifeline
9:14 PM
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my 582nd post !
KHAIRIZ someth someth someth (hahas, i dont know what's your full name !)
i hope you read this sometime soon (:
cheer up okay ! i cant decipher your code this time, but im sure it's full of your past regrets. uhhuh. there's really really no point in dwelling in what you DIDNT do. instead look forward & see what you CAN do. i know it's hard to put those into actions, but you wouldn't know til you try. dude, things will work out eventually okay. i believe if two people are really meant to be, they will be eventually, no matter if it takes 10 years or 50 years to realise that. but they will be. so there's no point in forcing things to go faster or go sower yes. & if the two people ARENT meant to be, then they'll both meet someone whom they are meant to be with. aiyer, like tongue twister like that, but my point is that, phaps youre not meant to be wiv her ? but someone else. trust & believe in that. i do ! :D hehs. cheer up okay, i dont want people to be so down when im happy, i'll give you some of my happiness alright ! or you want a chocolate bar ? :D CHEER UP okay.
CHAN YONG JUN ! (yjchan89.blogspot.com :D)
wahlao, what 1 retarded friend can ! but it's okay if you call me that, cos it makes you happy. i know you dont wna ruin my happy moment, BUT then, youre my very very very good retarded friend & i wna help you ease your sadness too lohh. dude, cheer up okay. maybe youre really thinking too much ? jst like what i typed for khairiz, if you 2 are meant to be, you will be lahh. dont give too much thought to that okay. (: im glad youre marks have improved arrh ! keep it up hor. & if you need any help, im REALLY here okay. me getting a bf doesn't change a thing between us okay ! i still wna plonk your head & i still wna see you retaliate & mess my hair up hor ! :D cheer up dude. i'll let you call me retarded. & i'll let you mess my hair up even during trg if you'll jst cheer up. RMB that a rainbow ALWAYS comes after the rain, not before ! cheer up okay.
SAMANTHA FOO SHI YIN. (i HOPE i got it right, hahas :D)
&&&& cheer up bff. i miss you ! ): things might not always work out between you two. & maybe you do reprimand yourself for doing someths. but thennn, EVERYTH happens for a reason. we might not know it now, but ONE DAY, we will. one day. trust in God okay (: jst like i did :D he might not be meant for you luhh, that's why. maybe ignoring you is his way of curing his own pain as well. hmms, i dont know. :D my advice at this point quite stinks, cos i dont know HIM ! aaaahhh. but anw, he doesn't get my chop of approval, rejected good, dont want him lahh. treat you so evil-ly, i reject him. find someone better okay !
i feel so dam bad, everyone's sad but karolyn gan is happy ! ):
i am overspilling wiv happiness, so people who wants me to infect them wiv happiness, please do tell.
now ive got a bf & ive got a bff.
life rocks (:
but life always goes up & down. now my life is up. soon, it'll go down. ):
you're the cutest ever, i swear (: thanks for everythh ! SHY SHY SHY ! :D:D
thank You Lord, for Top Of The World (:
throw me a lifeline
10:23 AM
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Friday, February 16, 2007
you & i, cannot hide
the love we feel inside
the words we need to say
i feel that i
have always walked alone
but now that you're here wiv me
there'll always be a place that i can go
suddenly our destiny
has started to unfold
when you're next to me
i can see the greatest story
love has ever told
now my life is blessed wiv
the love of an angel
how can it be true?
somebody to keep the dream alive
the dream i found in you
i always thought that love would be
the strangest thing to me
but when we touch, i realise
that i found my place in heaven by your side
i could fly, when you smile
i'd walk a thousand miles to hear you call my name
now that i have finally found the one
who will be there for me eternally
my everlasting sun
suddenly our destiny has started to unfold
when you're next to me i can
see the greatest story love has ever told
now my life is blessed wiv
the love of an angel
how can it be true?
somebody to keep the dream alive
the dream i found in you
i always thought that love would be
the strangest thing to me
but when we touch, i realise
that i found my place in heaven by your side
heaven by your side ; a1 (:
throw me a lifeline
2:22 PM
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
zhi dui ni you gan juehello peeps ! :D
ive got fricking good news okay :D
samantha foo, mindy ng, vanessa loh, sherrianne choo, manuela siya forster & whoever out there, PLEASE ask me what happened okay okay okay ! :D:D:D:D:D
hahas, when i spread the news today, everyone was like screaming wiv me for joy :D
(:
ive got a favourite tigger~ :DD
this year's vday is THE BEST ever (:
wheeeeeeee.
lol !
& this year's day after vday is THE BEST ever as well (:
lol (:
infinity, to the power of infinity ! (:
im going to pass my physics retest wiv the help of someone.
shat, im gushing !
thank You Lord, for science centre
throw me a lifeline
8:15 PM
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
mei yi ci zai ni de huai bao li deng daitoday was quite nice (: (:
Happy Birthday is a dam nice show luhh. i think it's dam touching but ch was dam shocked when i started crying. hahas, everyone knows that i cry during touching movies lahh :D
& i swear westmall is the coldest place in singapore (minus snow city thanks) i was positively freezing, brrrrr. hahas.
manicure / pedicure :D i could get used to being pampered on my nails. they're at a beautiful shade of green, i love love love (:
zomg zomg zomg zomg zomg
kairitse ! (khairiz i mean) i still cant believe you figured it out ! aaaahhh. hahas
vjomjis, hahas, TRY & PRONOUNCE THAT, hahahas.
& i hate wireless network, it keeps signing me in & out of msn ! hahas. ohwells :D
thank You Lord, for todayy ! :D
throw me a lifeline
9:56 PM
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wo ai ni, ni shi wo de luo mi ou
wo yuan yi bian cheng ni de ju ying tai
xing fu de mei yi tian
lang man de mei yi yeahh, husni's posts always make sense lahh ! zomg, husni, blog more blog more (: heehee.
so anw, im here cos ive got TIME to waste before going for school. since it's this way, i should sleep more right. hmmmmmms. hahas :D
i love my netties (:
i love my clique ! (:
i love snow white & the seven dwarves ! (: (hokay, 6 dwarves, minus me)
i love my nehs (: (not the ones on my body, please)
i love 4c (:
i love s10 (at times, wahahas :D) (:
i love my h1 lit class (:
i love og16 (o1, 2006) (:
i love og3 (o2, 2006) (:
i love og19 (o1, 2007) (:
i miss my clique
i miss snow white & the six dwarves.
i miss 4c
i miss manu
i miss kevin
zomg, im getting emo. byebye :D
p/s ive made honeywater, woohoo ! :D
thank You Lord, for someone (:
throw me a lifeline
7:00 AM
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
i dont need to fight
to prove im rightoh man oh man oh man. :D
this is quite retarded but the fact that chinhua initiated to msg the whole class to remind them about stuffs made my day ! :D
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh, my (technically not mine) vice class rep has FINALLY take up his role (: -beams. i was like screaming wiv joy (not literally) when i read that msg, aaaaah (: blissss. :D:D
anw, i was jst thinking. whoever proclaimed that blue's a guy colour & pink's a girl colour. it's like my room is pink & my bros room is blue. >.<
if i have kids, i'd NEVER paint their room blue or pink.
phaps red (that's neutral) or orange ? yellow ? green ?
okay, suite life of zack & cody is up, im gone.
throw me a lifeline
6:24 PM
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all i want for christmas valentine's is you:D
i wanted to do a quiz, but forget it.
im missing fcukstratedd-, & i really wonder why.
maybe it's high time i move back there, but maybe no.
must control that desire. yeppp.
i really think i shud get someth for ppl for vday. but im too lazy to.
but that doesnt mean all you people can slack out there & dont give me a present hor.
esp esp those who promised one.
-plonks yongjun's head. wahahas :D
aiya, there's someth wrong wiv me today, & i jst feel like screaming the f-word out loud for no reason at all.
what's wrong lahh !
grrrrr, slaps my own butt.
so the plan for the day.
watch teevee til 3pm, note : CSIs alright ! & i missed last week's to study for some dumb math test which i eventually FAILED, wtf.
then i'll study physics SPA til 5pm
watch teevee til 5.30pm
go and bathe
then teevee & dinner til ard 8 maybe.
then i'll do nitrogen compounds tutorial & read up again on physics SPA.
(do keep in mind that SPA's TOMORROW)
wahahas, what a good plan for the day.
:D
ohyeayea, i didnt finish studying for chem SPA, so i ended up crapping alot alot alot of errors down, wahahas. but im proud of my crapping can, it's not that bad :D:D heehees.
thank You Lord, for blogs
throw me a lifeline
11:04 AM
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
the best times of our lives(: today rocked (:
>mandai to visit greatgrandma. gosh i miss her ): it's been ard 6 months & swoosh, time really passes fast. ):
>cafecartel for breakfast wiv ma & bro.
>rushed home then rushed out for OG16 OUTING :D
>met eve ber & sokkin at marina, lunch (:
>met xuankai menghow paul zhiming, kbox (:
>zhongru <33333 (-melts at the sound of his voice)
>mike, siokhui, zhiyao, farid, chris, huijuan, jithin, cuimin. dinner at cafecartel (:
>one phone call that made alot of difference to my attitude, hur :D was nagged by ber & siok to eat luhh. they threatened to throw knives at me & siok was feeding me, hahs :D
>louis called JST as i stepped out of the bathroom. so funny lehh, call me to ask if im home.
>oh yes, i plocked yongjun's head ! i saw him at marina square !
>saw siyun & jac also (:
>bought my GREEN handphone strap wiv a tigger ball :D not really a ball lahh, it's a metal thingy shaped in a ball, but i dont care, i love (:
ah, today was a bliss (: what a perfect ending to such a horrigible week. (:
manicure AND pedicure on tuesday. i'll have nice nails on VALENTINE'S day, wahahas :D
thank You Lord, for smiles
throw me a lifeline
11:16 PM
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Friday, February 09, 2007
so dont be afraid to let them show
youre beautiful
like a rainbow"it strange how certain things that happen, no matter how small, would affect something else. even if it wasnt intentional, or if it was subtle. it'd still change something in the end. sometimes the change is good. and with good, comes bad."
-husni.
uhhuh, i so agree wiv him. definitely.
today > was a tad better than the past few days. (:
>for one, i "stole" spongebob from louis(e) ! :D fricking cute i swear (:
>trg wiv only j2s ard was the bomb (: absolutely.
>& i did alot of chem while waiting for trg to start, adds another plus to my day (:
>chats wiv mx was weirdly cool, hahs. not like he's gna see this anw.
>plocking yj's head was, heehee, frickishly fun.
>oh & of cos, hur, me & ch finally settled our quarrel for someth less.
pfft, go ahead & squash the bread that looks like you, i dont care, grrr.
FOUR days, & wth, at the end of it all, i found it he was pissed cos of someth that wasn't true >.< wont elab, & i wont say even if you asked me.
>ohh, & hehs, kairitse (khairiz) is actually quite nice online, hurhur :D
>& tongnehneh wrote me a letter (awwww) i waited for dam long last night lahh. she promised to msg me, & zilch msg from her came.
>siyun who saw me smiling & smiled to herself. & explained that it makes her happy to see others smile (:
>muzai, whose post made me smile.
today, was undoubtedly heaven sent. it's not the best day of my life, but it DEFINITELY upped my moody week. i guess this week happened for a reason. one day i'll know the reason.
so, thanks to
>siokhui
>yiyan
>junting
>belinda
>siyun
>jacinda
>yongjun
>louis
>mengxiang
>kairitse (wahahas :D)
>muzai
for making this week jst a tad bearable for me. (: you guys (& girls) are the BEST (:
p/s TMR IS 10TH FEB :DDDDD MY DEAREST LONG AWAITED OG16 OUTING !!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD im dam happy that tmr is here (:
p/p/s this is random, buttt, my elder bro's having steamboat at my house >.< hahas.
p/p/p/s i miss playing bridge wiv the gang.
thank You Lord for, One Day
throw me a lifeline
9:18 PM
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
when i say go
i never meant away
you ought to know
the freaky games we playi wanted to blog about my day. but i thot i better not.
throw me a lifeline
9:19 PM
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sighs. ):
but thanks to the people playing bridge last night, you definitely upped my mood (:
(yimin, xuankai, weilun, jingguo, menghan, jishen & zhangjin)
& thanks ahma, for the green balloon (:
& most thanks to the netties, you girls always make my day (:
& thanks louis(e) for the present(s) (:
SNAP BACK TO REALITY.
):
i miss your singing
throw me a lifeline
6:55 AM
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
er wo gei ni de qi dai
bei ni yi ci ci shuai huai
sui cheng tai duo kuai
yao zen me ping zou gen chong lai.
YING GAI KAI XIN DE DI DAI
NI GEI DE QUAN SHI KONG BAI.
it sucks. i hate the cold war when both parties are so friicking stubborn.
throw me a lifeline
7:07 AM
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
if i could, i would rewind time & choose not to meet you.
that would remove all the bad times.
but then, the best times of my life would be gone as well.
throw me a lifeline
6:59 AM
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Monday, February 05, 2007
fuck.
i jst hate it each time i get so mad wiv you, each time we quarrel.
& this time, you walked away.
i wanted to scream fuck off to you halfway across the road.
but what the fuck, it'd jst make things worse.
so fuck fuck fuck you.
& i sure hope you read this.
whatever you say, it's always my fault.
im too fucking petty.
fine, if that makes you happy.
ugh, screw the whole world.
this is a fucking bad day.
throw me a lifeline
10:21 PM
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
wei xiao zai mei zai tian
bu shi ni de dou bu te bie
yan lei zai ku zai xian
you ni an wei you shi qing tian
kao de zai jing zai tian
shao le yong bao jiu suan tai yuan
quan shi jie zhi dui ni you gan jueblogger didn't post my last post. ~!@#$%^&* (insert appropriate words)
so anw.
love fiesta is FINALLY overr. thank God for that. im like totally dead. mentally drained, physically drained. ughh.
but it was good to see :
sherri
min
sam
manu
nathan (&nikko)
:D
for the past week plus last last thurs & fri, ive been reaching home at totally ungodly hours. 10plusplusplusplus eleven ? yepp. come home, bathe & then sleep totally immediately. totally deadd. went to ikea/queensway THRICE in a week. at least ive got some wonderful company :D hehs.
& i bought a greeeen snake for $1.90 :D superrrr budget, hahas :D it's dam cute lahh (: im naming it perkee :D perkee is also gna be my nickname for someone, woohoo ! :D
ohhh & i bought this superrrr cute postcards/cards of 5 cute plastic ducks. hahas :D
ahh, i dread the days to come.
read : so much homeworks, so much tests.
note : the word much, not many. they are UNCOUNTABLE, i swearrrr.
aaaaaahhh, (:
LOL.
p/s the class tee is done & approved by the ppl. me & ch were so darn relieved. phew.
wan de zai feng zai ye
ni deng yi yan wo jiu shou lian
ma lu zai kuan zai yuan
zhi yao ni qian jiu hen an quan
wo hui you guai you nian
wen rou ti tie jue bu fu yan
wo zhi dui ni you gan juethank You Lord, for white gloves
throw me a lifeline
8:46 PM
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
wei xiao zai mei zai tian
bu shi ni de jiu bu te bieim both mentally & physically drained.
sriously reached home at ungodly hours this WHOLE week plus last thurs & fri. totally ungodly hours. ): ughh.
there were alot of perks down the way (:
thank YOU (:
lol.
LOVE FIESTA IS IN 2HOURSAND15MINUTES PEOPLE ! :DD
-crosses fingers. hope my stall turns out okay (:
thank You Lord, for corn plasters
throw me a lifeline
6:44 AM
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