Friday, January 19, 2007

we were strangers
starting out on a journey
unexpected
what you did to my life
when i was lost
you were there to remind me
this is the start <


if fridays keep screwing up, i'm gna be a dead girl. ): today was as fcukkkk as last week. & it's the same blooooodeh reason, i jst hate being so weak. i jst hate crying. it sucks when you cry so fricking easily don't it. & as usual, each time i think im going over e edge, there'd be ppl who'll pull in back in immediately.

today it was yongjun, as usual. but not that much him (awwww.)
it was really really tingting that was there for me oh so much. i totally cant emphasis on how much laughter he brings to me. walked wiv me all over e school. staff room, then netball court, back to staff room, back down to e canteen, then up to staff room again. sat at e netball court & we started chatting. he's noob-er than me luhh.
jishen was nice too. (:
& those itsybitsy people all over e place who gave me a tap or a smile or a cheer up.
& zhouren, who has a girlfriend for FOUR days le, kept whispering jiayou to me. & i kept saying HUH, til he shouted jiayou out, hahas :D

honestly, i thank God for all the itsybitsy people in my life :D


dinner was fab, thanks louis(e) hahas :D


i hate tests, dontja ? it jst sucks e life out of everyth. im fricking scared i failed my chem test today. considering e fact that i din study finish, it was quite okay, but im sure that many of my answers were wrong, ahh wthh. i kept saying what's e whole bloodeh point of talking bout a test after it's gone, uggh. forget it. im gna cry like hellll man, if i fail it.



i wna go to e seaside, i wna scream.
but the thing i wna do the most, is walk down the sand wiv you.
jst once, it'll be unforgettable.

but that dream is dashed now, isn't it ?



trgs are killers nowadays. im like so dam dead tired after trgs luhh. come home & i jst wna hit e sacks alr, but im forcing myself to stay awake, which is darn bad. ): plussss, i still havent caught up wiv e homework yett. (-shakes my own hand, pfft). im definitely gna work doubly hard to catch up wiv everyth, i SWEAR to myself, please please please make it work.
at most i'll study in school. sigh, why am i saying all these thangs here, what the hellll.




i like spirited away, hahas :D (utter randomness).



things i wna save mooza for.
1) my phone bill, it's so weird, i'm like sending 1000++++++++++++ msges every month. i've only got 500 free, go figure. & i'm like chatting 300++++++++++++++ mins every month. what the hell. so people, please call meeee ! not vice versaa !
2) prison break 1 & 2 dvds :D wentworth miller ! :D:D
3) high school musical dvd. :D i want the best best best best best quality, my husbandddd ! :D
4) my dream prom dress. wahahas, no one knows what it's gna be like.
5) bday PRESENTS. pfft. when june comes, im broke. NOW, when august/sept comes, i'll be broke too. the sacrifices of having an og. -sighhh. (hahas, im jst kidding horr !)
6) alot more clothes & earrings & necklaces & bracelets.
7) a good manicure after A'div & my nails can grow long long long long longggg~
8) rebond my hair. i swear i must rebond my hair. i wna rebond my hair.
9) adidas green watch (: i'll be sooo green, but i likeeee <3



things that i really wna do
1) learn canonind & flight of the bumblebeeeeee !
2) get my driving license :D:D
3) get into my dream course. (it's a secret, but i'll be in e same faculty as my elder brother~ heheh)
4) jian fei :p
5) studyyyyy & not be addicted to the comp
6) save mooza for the things above
7) go out wiv clique, snowwhite&dwarves, 4ofus, 4C, og16 (soooon), og19, og3 :D:D
8) watch spirited away, which is showing now.



bye everybodyy :D:D im so retarded, shat. & g'nite.
or rather, g'morning. shat, i broke my promise.















thank You Lord, for wind

throw me a lifeline
12:19 PM

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