Sunday, January 21, 2007

take my photo off the wall
if it jst won't sing to you
cos all that's left has gone away
& there's noth there for you to prove <


went vivo ytd. initially was quite high, thennnnnn, when the sky turned black-er, & the tiredness from the day before started creeping in, the highness jst dipped. i sriously take my hats off to e j1s, they were having so much fun by themselves luhh ! hahas :D



i can take e rain on e roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
i can take a few tears now & then & jst let them out
i'm not aftraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on wiv you gone still upsets me
there are days every now & again i pretend i'm okay
but that's not what gets me

what hurts e most
was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
what could have been
& not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do

it's hard to deal wiv e pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i'm doing it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends & i'm alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, living wiv this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade give away all e words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken

what hurts e most
was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
what could have been
& not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do

what hurts e most
was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
what could have been
& not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do

not seeing that loving you
that's what i was trying to do

what hurts the most ; rascal flatts.





i don't care, i'm so gna wait til everyth uploads blah blah blah, im changing my skin TODAYY. pfft.



p/s, i miss fcukstratedd-. might change back to there one day, sigh.















thank You Lord, for feelings

throw me a lifeline
10:16 AM

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