Saturday, January 13, 2007

chapped lipas & chipped nails <

ytd was totally shatzu man. totally shit. totally fcukkk.
thanks to those who were there for me.
likeee xinyi yiyan & siokhui.
& zhouren, who stood there wiv me & wiped my tears away for me.
& chengxun, for "lunching" wiv me, but no thanks for walking away. pfft.
& especially especially especially yongjun, (: thanks alot alot alott. for listening to me curse (i screamed e f-word to him), for being there for me, for msging me like the whole afternoon til night, for checking on me this morning, for the encouraging words, for attempts to make me laugh, for telling me somethS that were so warm heartening (:

i msged a 5 page sms to some dude. & i thiink he dont dare reply me. when i told siyun that he din reply me, she was like "don't cry okay ! don't cry !", shit, im not that affected by this lil kinda things, am i ? this is baaaad.



butttttttt, today was far far far far far extremely far different from ytd.
went to school in the morning for complex numbers & i now it's NO KICK. hahas. im gna be dam guai & do homework tmr, i swearrrr.


then og19 came my house :D not all luhh, but good enough :D
played boggle at first, dam funny.
then bridge, FINALLY <3 my favourite card gameee ! :D:D
thennn we sat ard & talked. superrrrrr funny can. i laughed til i couldnt take it luhh. (tummy muscle cramps thanks.)
i kept forcing louis to drink water & eat, please youre sickkk !
& tingting was like redddddd (note : they bought alcohols back to my house)
so anww, the people that came :
christopher, derrick, ervin, huiqi, jiahan, jowell, junxiong, louis, nevin, rachel, sabina, vanessa, yimin, zalikha, zihong. + a very extra tingting (junting). was trying to invite chengxun down, but too bad.
it was really really really really really dam fun (: i swear, the house was so noisy while we were playing. & then when it was the time where we jst sat & talked, it was DAM funny lahh ! hahas, nevin, louis, jowell, junting were craaazzzyyyyy ! i jst sat at one side & laughed my buttt off.
you'd never know, junxiong & yimin are goooood piano players (thank God for the piano at my house) :D
played merry-go-round. (inside joke : mary go & find round, junxiong/nevin go & find jowell) hahas :D super funny. then they left to play pool except for e few who left much much earlier.
tingting was so nice :D walked me home firstt.
& he has the same sandals as meee !


oh yes yes, JOWELL BOUGHT ME ANOTHER TIGGERRRR ! :DDDD
(note : the smile on my face was like huuuggeeee)
(that's a hint to everyone who wna make me smile, buy me a tiggerr :D)
& i bought new black pens :D
i like black pens, i dont know why but im weird & i think that black pens are the best pens to use for exams. hahas. & ive got a favourite brand + thickness. heehees.
i need to stock up on coloured pens too.
ive got a favourite brand of foolscap paper too !
zomg, i'd better stop my typing out my weirdness.


ohh during lecture today. i was sitting beside this girl (i dont know her & vice versa i thinkk) & like mr leow asked if we're ready or someth like that. as usual, i replied, no im not ready, im karolyn. & the girl was like "omg, youre dam lame lahh !" shaaat, im now known as someone who's lame. butttt according to nevin, we're all not lame, we CAN WALK ! wahahas.





enough of tears, thank you yongjun ! (: youre my anti-depressant cum batman cum retarded jerk cum rainbow luhh. :D im really grateful for you okay, for not giving up on trying to cheer me up, but no thanks for saying that when i cry, i look very funny. & thanks for saying that im taller than you (you know what i mean, i hope), i really appreciate every lil thing that you did ytd, & today (:





og16 OUTINGG ! :D 10th feb 10th feb ! :D:D:D i sriously sriously cant wait. i miss og16 alootttt.




p/s i sriously got a fricking degree. 25 on my right & 50 on my left. PLUS 50 astig on both eyes. yahhh. i hope it doesnt go uppp. &&& my specs are GREEN. totally GREEN. (tao kae noi ! :p you jealouss ! :D) i wanted another model & it cost 128 only, but the stupiiid salesgirl told me it's 180++ grrrr. slap her face, so i stuck wiv e cheaper one. but at least it's green :D















thank You Lord, for swings

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