Saturday, January 27, 2007
| Your Blog Should Be Purple |
You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.
You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.
You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say. |
| You've Changed 56% in 10 Years |
You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person.
You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you. |
| Your Deadly Sins |
| Sloth: 60% |
| Envy: 40% |
| Gluttony: 40% |
| Greed: 40% |
| Wrath: 20% |
| Lust: 0% |
| Pride: 0% |
| Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29% |
| You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die. |
| Your Birthdate: June 23 |
People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month. |
| You Are a Caramel Apple Jelly Bean |
You have a gentle sophistication. An appreciation of fine things, without being snobby about it. You enjoy sweet tastes and silky textures. |
| Your Weight is Ideal |
Your BMI is 18.5 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25
Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height.
Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy.
So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy!
Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on! |
| Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful |
You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules.
You Should Study:
Art
Art history
Architecture
Comparative religions
Eastern religion
Education
Music
Philosophy |
| You Are 74% Ready for Marriage |
You are almost ready for marriage, and you could be ready to be engaged.
You're still figuring out the details of your ideal relationship! |
| You Date Like a Woman |
According to studies on dating, you date like a woman.
You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling.
A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you.
And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off.
You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky.
You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit. |
| You Are Banana Pocky |
Your attitude: fun and lighthearted
Unique and unforgettable
You are cutie everyone falls for |
| You Follow Your Heart |
You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind |
| Your Life Path Number is 11 |
Your purpose in life is to inspire others
Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.
In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.
You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. |
| Your Mind is G Rated |
Your mind is cleaner than a nun's. You're totally pure.
In fact, you often don't catch on to how dirty the world really is. |
| You Are a Smiley Face Cookie |
You're happy go lucky. So happy, in fact, it's a little past the point of normal sanity.
You usually make those around you smile ... when you're not creeping them out! |
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
i think i should stop. jst keep doing nonstop is baaaaaad for health, hahahahas :D
cheerios all (:
i cant wait for 10th feb i tell you.
10th feb :D:D
TWO more weeks, FOURTEEN more days, 336 more hours, 20160 more minutes, 1209600 more seconds. make it 1209599 more seconds. 1209598 1209597.....
thank You Lord, for TIGGER CUPS :D
throw me a lifeline
8:01 PM
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round & round & round we go
will he ever know <
1.three people who make me laugh:
mellie, chinhua & gurmit singh.
2.three persons i love most
me, myself & i. wahahahahahahahas :D i cannot answer that qns, i'll be dam biased :p
3.three things on my desk:
tiggers, stationary, HOMEWORK.
4.three things im doing right now:
this, that & those.
5.three things i want 2 do b4 i die:
get married, get kids, get a high paying job, hahas.
6.three things i can do:
sleep eat breathe
7.three things i cant do:
geography, history, & go out. ):
8.three favourite tv shows:
qiu tian de tong hua !! :D prison break, suite life of zack & cody
9.three favourite cartoons:
totally spies, POWERPUFF GIRLS, & spongebob squarepants, hahas.
10.three things in my purse
receipts, photo & my ezlink. oh wait, i dont have a purse, it's a wallet. & note : ive got NO MOOZA in my wallet ? ):
11.three humorous friends:
mellieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, chinhuaa the dodopig, &&&&&&&&&& i really cant think of anyone else, wahahahahas.
12.three peocple online now?
im not online, i dont know, hahas.
13.three songs in mind:
DEEP & MEANINGLESS, jie kou & errrr :D
14.three dishes in mind:
mashed potatoesssssss, icecreams ): & i would really love cheecheongfun NOW.
15.three worries:
i'll fail phy test, i'll fail math test, i'll fail A's
16.three things im happy about:
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. is this a trick qns ?
17.three reasons im doing this:
cos im bored, cos ive got noth better to do, cos i wna blog.
18.three favourite places:
my room, seaside, &&&&&& i give up.
19.three things im thinking about:
phy test, math test & that i shud study for them.
20.three last words:
im moving on (to the next quiz, wahahas)
01. Does ur name have an 'a'?
yesh
02. Two of your dominant feelings at the moment?
confusion, & more confusion
03. What are you listening to right now?
no song.
04. Part of song lyric that's in your mind right now?
i, i dont know why i still feel your touch
05. Describe where you are right now?
at home >.<
06. What is your best day of the week?
i guess i would have to name it thursday, when i finally settled class tee.
07. What are you craving to have right now?
sleeeeeep & more time
08. Best memory in childhood?
laughing
09. Worst memory in childhood?
crying
10. What are your nicknames?
karo. FULLSTOP.
11. Your three plans for tomorrow?
study, sleep & eat
12. Your three plans for today?
study, sleep & eat.
13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
in a way, yes.
14. Do you party?
nope
15. Do you like twins?
yes i do. i wna have a twin sisterrr.
16. Fill in the blank: I am __. `
karolyn
17. Say something to the person who made you mad
someth to the person who made you mad.
19. Mary has her little lamb. What do you have?
hmm, eyes, nose, mouth, teeth, tongue, eyeballs, hair, nails, fingers, toes, a body, hips, ears, face, and the list goes on.
20. Say anything to whoever is reading your ans ?
anyth to whoever is reading your ans.
21. What do you think of the one that sent u this?
no one sent this to me
22. What do you drink?
water
23. Are you in love?
no, im karolyn
24. What kind of girl / boy do you like?
a straight kind of boy.
25. What was the thing that made you pissed off?
im not pissed.
3 YEARS AGO
How old were you?
* 15
What grade were you in?
* sec 3
Where did you go to school?
* fairfield
Where did you work?
* dont work
Where did you live?
* jurong east
How was your hair style?
* i cant rmb
Did you wear braces?:
* nope
Who was your best friend?
* hmmmmmmmm. kevin.
Who was your celebrity crush?
* haley joel osment
How many piercings did you have?:
* 2
What was your favorite band/group?
* a1
What was your biggest fear?
* snails
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?
* nope
Had you gotten drunk/high yet?:
* yes
Had you been to a party yet?:
* a birthday party
Had your heart broken?:
* yesh
Had broken someones heart?:
* i dont want to think so
NOW
How old are you?
* 18
Where do you go to school?:
* jjc
Where do you work?:
* dont work
Where do you live?
* jurong east
How is your hair style?:
* hmmmm, fugly.
Do you have braces?:
* nope
Do you wear glasses?:
* at times.
Who is your best friend?:
* hmmmmmmmmmm. points at you & you & you & you & you & you & you & you & YOU !
Still talk to any of your old friends?:
* du-uh
Who is your celebrity crush?
* not a crush, he's my husband, ZAC EFRON :D
How many piercings did you have?
* 3
How many tattoos?:
* zilch
Favourite band/group?:
* a1
What is your biggest fear?:
* snails
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?:
* nope
Have you gotten drunk or high?:
* yesh
Have you been to a party?:
* birthday party
Has your heart been broken?
* yesh
Have you broken someones heart?:
* i dont want to think so.
DONE.
bye world. i'll study phy today, i'll study math today.
& while the rest of the world is at west coast, i'll be studying. riiighttt.
my mom refused to let me out & i dont care as long as she lets me out on 10th feb. i swear if she doesnt let me out, i'll jst go out. ( i think, heehee )
thank You Lord, for photos
throw me a lifeline
10:04 AM
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Friday, January 26, 2007
qu nian de dong tian
wo men xiao de hen tian
kan zhe ni ku qi de lian
dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
lai bu ji ting jian
ni yi zou de hen yuanbabablacksheep.
deep & meaningless was running in my head nonstop.
then some dumb dumb had to keep singing jie kou, & now both songs are running in my head, & noooo, you DONT wna hear the tune in my head now, hurhur.
ytd went all the way to vivo for kopitiam dinner, hahas, oh & to collect class tee design. then headed down to queensway, blasting jie kou & screaming it out at the back of the bus. well, more of chinhua screamed, & i covered my face in embarrassment. ugh, super paiseh can. then screamed gui ji til we reached queensway. i screamed when there was no one ard us. super paiseh lahh he. finally settled class tee. dropped my pen which knocked down my pencil case when i heard how much one shirt was. oh wells, hahas :D super happy that chinhua was "shagged" on the journey back, no more screaming of songs ? was dam tired too, but i was REALLY REALLY dam happy that we FINALLY settled the class teeeeeee~ wheeeeeheeeee. hahas :D
today settled the games stuffs like nails, rubber bands, boards & markers. heehee. i hope everyth goes smoothly & everyone's cooperative, wheeheehee. there's trg on monday, my self proclaimed games stall committee meeting on monday PLUS family videotaping on monday. well done, well done. see what i mean when i say i have got no time ? i absolutely mean it. but why am i still blogging ? that's so weird.
heehee, ive got a new skin.
& i like it okay.
i did it by myself, thank you thank you.
not that there's much difference, but what the hell luhh :pp i like it can le.
to me, YOU are perfect indeed. (: i really like that photo, hahahas :D ohwells. i guess it's time to bathe. been reaching home dam late these few days, not that i can help it though :D
ahhhhh, im feeling cold. & i bet ive got a msg, but im so darn lazy to go take my phone. sighhs.
no chocolate / icecream, im keeping my promise. BUTTT, what can be my anitdepressant ? no more icecream ): ): ): ):
i, i don't know why i miss you so much
yeah i, i don't know why i still feel your touch
you, you left me feeling high & dry
wiv noth, noth but the qns why
yeah you, i guess you had another direction
leaving me wiv noth but a dead connection
if you called me today
i'd say that i'm fine
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice it's jst a lie
you knew what you had
you still walked away leaving me in this mess
my love for you is deep & meaningless
you, you knew what you were doing to me
& i, i guess i was too blind to see
well you hit where it hurt & you fooled me so bad
but i'd do it again to relive what we had
(dam that's sad)
there are many things left to remind me
of a love that i jst can't leave behind me
if you called me today
i'd say that i'm fine
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice it's jst a lie
you knew what you had
you still walked away leaving me in this mess
my love for you is deep & meaningless
deep & meaningless ; rooster
thank You Lord, for timers
throw me a lifeline
9:29 PM
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
i, i dont know why i miss you so much
i, i dont know why i still feel your touch
you, you left me high & dry
wiv noth, noth but the qns why <
days are gna get worse from today onwards.
once love fiesta's around e corner, it's gna be friicking obvious who's doing all the shit. it's gna be pretty obvious that love fiesta's gna be a one
mangirl show, dumbb. i cross my fingers hoping that the class will help, but wthh, if a FIVE page sms cant work on someone, what makes you think that whoever reads my blog will care. ahhhh, wth lahh.
that's e main reason why i shifted, YONGJUN see that ? i dont want my class to hate me, frick lahh. sometimes i wish if i shouted at them, they'd shut up & listen. sometimes i wish if i were nice to them, they'd be nice to me to. sometimes i wish if i listened to their opinions, they'd shut up when it's my turn to talk. frick lahh.
anw, tuesday was GOOOOOOD. (: thanks yongjunn :D:D hahas.
i cant really rmb the details of my week. buttt, all i can rmb is that ive been good & ive been doing homework, that i award myself tonight to use the comp.
okay, my comp crashed, so im using my bro's lappie, what's new right ? i dont know why my comp can die so many times >.< hahas :D
ahh, im addicted to deep & meaningless. & im fricking lag. hahas, ohwells. better late than never huhh. :D
i dont regret what ive done. if you ever see this.
thank You Lord, for redbean
throw me a lifeline
8:58 PM
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
take my photo off the wall
if it jst won't sing to you
cos all that's left has gone away
& there's noth there for you to prove <
went vivo ytd. initially was quite high, thennnnnn, when the sky turned black-er, & the tiredness from the day before started creeping in, the highness jst dipped. i sriously take my hats off to e j1s, they were having so much fun by themselves luhh ! hahas :D
i can take e rain on e roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
i can take a few tears now & then & jst let them out
i'm not aftraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on wiv you gone still upsets me
there are days every now & again i pretend i'm okay
but that's not what gets me
what hurts e most
was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
what could have been
& not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do
it's hard to deal wiv e pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i'm doing it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends & i'm alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, living wiv this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade give away all e words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken
what hurts e most
was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
what could have been
& not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do
what hurts e most
was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
what could have been
& not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do
not seeing that loving you
that's what i was trying to do
what hurts the most ; rascal flatts.
i don't care, i'm so gna wait til everyth uploads blah blah blah, im changing my skin TODAYY. pfft.
p/s, i miss fcukstratedd-. might change back to there one day, sigh.
thank You Lord, for feelings
throw me a lifeline
10:16 AM
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
i'm standing on a bridge
i'm waiting in the dark
i thot that you'd be here by now
there's noth but the rain
no footsteps on the ground
i'm listening but there's no sound
isn't anyone trying to find me
won't someboey come take me home
it's a dam cold night
trying to figure out this life
won't you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i.. i'm wiv you
i'm looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cos noth's going right
& everyth's a mess
& no one likes to be alone
isn't anyone trying to find me
won't someboey come take me home
it's a dam cold night
trying to figure out this life
won't you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i.. i'm wiv you
i'm with you ; avril lavigne.
watched spirited away til 2 in the morn. & really jst hit the sacks after that. but i really like that show. it really emphasises on e word serendipity. :D ( which IS my favourite word after all (: )
gna rush down to school later. yongjun is my partner >.< he chopped me last night in a very weird & retarded way, but hey, what's new bout it ? :D:D hehs. im gna give you someth later ! (if you see this before we meet, wahahas :D)
i'm gna change my skin, jst a lil lil lil lil bit :D wahahas.
maybe not today, my com's slowwwwwwwwwww. ):
thank You Lord, for straight bus home.
throw me a lifeline
10:44 AM
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Friday, January 19, 2007
we were strangers
starting out on a journey
unexpected
what you did to my life
when i was lost
you were there to remind me
this is the start <
if fridays keep screwing up, i'm gna be a dead girl. ): today was as fcukkkk as last week. & it's the same blooooodeh reason, i jst hate being so weak. i jst hate crying. it sucks when you cry so fricking easily don't it. & as usual, each time i think im going over e edge, there'd be ppl who'll pull in back in immediately.
today it was yongjun, as usual. but not that much him (awwww.)
it was really really tingting that was there for me oh so much. i totally cant emphasis on how much laughter he brings to me. walked wiv me all over e school. staff room, then netball court, back to staff room, back down to e canteen, then up to staff room again. sat at e netball court & we started chatting. he's noob-er than me luhh.
jishen was nice too. (:
& those itsybitsy people all over e place who gave me a tap or a smile or a cheer up.
& zhouren, who has a girlfriend for FOUR days le, kept whispering jiayou to me. & i kept saying HUH, til he shouted jiayou out, hahas :D
honestly, i thank God for all the itsybitsy people in my life :D
dinner was fab, thanks louis(e) hahas :D
i hate tests, dontja ? it jst sucks e life out of everyth. im fricking scared i failed my chem test today. considering e fact that i din study finish, it was quite okay, but im sure that many of my answers were wrong, ahh wthh. i kept saying what's e whole bloodeh point of talking bout a test after it's gone, uggh. forget it. im gna cry like hellll man, if i fail it.
i wna go to e seaside, i wna scream.
but the thing i wna do the most, is walk down the sand wiv you.
jst once, it'll be unforgettable.
but that dream is dashed now, isn't it ?
trgs are killers nowadays. im like so dam dead tired after trgs luhh. come home & i jst wna hit e sacks alr, but im forcing myself to stay awake, which is darn bad. ): plussss, i still havent caught up wiv e homework yett. (-shakes my own hand, pfft). im definitely gna work doubly hard to catch up wiv everyth, i SWEAR to myself, please please please make it work.
at most i'll study in school. sigh, why am i saying all these thangs here, what the hellll.
i like spirited away, hahas :D (utter randomness).
things i wna save mooza for.
1) my phone bill, it's so weird, i'm like sending 1000++++++++++++ msges every month. i've only got 500 free, go figure. & i'm like chatting 300++++++++++++++ mins every month. what the hell. so people, please call meeee ! not vice versaa !
2) prison break 1 & 2 dvds :D wentworth miller ! :D:D
3) high school musical dvd. :D i want the best best best best best quality, my husbandddd ! :D
4) my dream prom dress. wahahas, no one knows what it's gna be like.
5) bday PRESENTS. pfft. when june comes, im broke. NOW, when august/sept comes, i'll be broke too. the sacrifices of having an og. -sighhh. (hahas, im jst kidding horr !)
6) alot more clothes & earrings & necklaces & bracelets.
7) a good manicure after A'div & my nails can grow long long long long longggg~
8) rebond my hair. i swear i must rebond my hair. i wna rebond my hair.
9) adidas green watch (: i'll be sooo green, but i likeeee <3
things that i really wna do
1) learn canonind & flight of the bumblebeeeeee !
2) get my driving license :D:D
3) get into my dream course. (it's a secret, but i'll be in e same faculty as my elder brother~ heheh)
4) jian fei :p
5) studyyyyy & not be addicted to the comp
6) save mooza for the things above
7) go out wiv clique, snowwhite&dwarves, 4ofus, 4C, og16 (soooon), og19, og3 :D:D
8) watch spirited away, which is showing now.
bye everybodyy :D:D im so retarded, shat. & g'nite.
or rather, g'morning. shat, i broke my promise.
thank You Lord, for wind
throw me a lifeline
12:19 PM
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Monday, January 15, 2007
sorry for making you cry
for turning away as you walk on by
but baby i need to be strong
& i need to move on wiv my life
you know it's not that i don't care
so don't make me feel bad
it's not fair
baby you know all e reasons
i made my decisions in life
now a girl's gta do what a girl's gta do
& a boy has to become a man
& i'm sorry for saying
but it's love that i need
& that love i jst can't get from you
it's funny how things turn ard
one day i am lost then i'm found
it happened so fast
i knew it would last
from e first time
i first looked in your eyes
although it's so soon this i know
i'll never be on my own
as dreams turn to tears
she buries my fears
& i will cherish this love ever more
you know it's not easy to do
turning my back on me & you
but baby i need someone there
who will love me and care for my life
smiles they turned into tears
& all of my dreams
they all disappeared
baby this cannot be right
so i'll turn down the light on our love
now a boy's gta do what a boy's gta do
& a girl had to do what she can
& i'm sorry for saying
but it's love that i need
& that love i jst can't get from you
it's funny how things turn ard
one day i am lost then i'm found
it happened so fast
i knew it would last
from e first time
i first looked in your eyes
although it's so soon this i know
i'll never be on my own
as dreams turn to tears
she buries my fears
& i will cherish this love ever more
& everyth that could gone wrong
has gone wrong at some time
now i can see e light
it was love at first sight
& i'm not gna let this
girl boy go
it's funny how things turn ard
one day i am lost then i'm found
it happened so fast
i knew it would last
from e first time
i first looked in your eyes
although it's so soon this i know
i'll never be on my own
as dreams turn to tears
she buries my fears
& i will cherish this love ever more
yes i will
wiv you...
cherish this love ; a1.
it's been a long time since i heard this song, & i fell in love wiv it again. hahas. e weirdest thing ? ive totally got no link wiv this song. i think e lyrics are quite no link, but i really really like this song. a1 is my favourite band btw, hahas :D:D too bad, they're disbanded alr.
finally finally cleared things up. (: im totally good people, totally good. yongjun, i will NEVER give you a chance to slap me. but i'm so gna KICK YOUR ASS. :D
it's time to start studying, yongjun i demand a study "date" wiv you. i must start keeping up wiv homework, i tell you it's terrible.
msg msg msg ! :D:D:D that's for me to know & for you to find out. i wna see msg play soccerrr !
p/s yongjun wants me to announce that he's my one & only.
i totally agree, my one & only retarded jerk, hahas :D
retardedly you sent me 2 mms of e same thang. & retardedly my phone is not enabled wiv mms, so i had to go online to see e pic, THAT'S why i'm here. grrr.
p/p/s pc was good today. i want more pc like this :D
thank You Lord, for green toenailsi love You, more than ever. thanks for being there for me, thanks for lifting my spirits (: You are indeed, One & Only (:
throw me a lifeline
8:31 PM
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
you're it
you're the ultimate <
those who found out i moved all qns me about WHY i moved. especially after since friday. but honestly, im fine, sriously. finee.
i jst want more privacy, so dont link / spread this address around kay ? (like anyone would ever do that, hah)
i guess i really am dam easily affected by (fill in the blanks). (insert appropriate words here). was randomly flipping through my phone today (like as if i can flip, but whateverr) then i dont know how i suddenly had the urge to go see my sim messages. & wthhh. i realised someth. aaahh. then i jst had to go see my photos & my vids. & i realised someth more. riightt. & i din see (fill in the blanks) online for hellllll long. i thot (fill in the blanks) blocked me luhh, & my heart jst leaped (or leapt or lept, whateverr) when i saw the popup thingy. wahahas. then it sank when i saw the nick. grrrr. i shud stop being like that. resistant to change, aaah, wthh.
so anw, from 3pm - 6.40pm, karolyn (the cute) attempted maths10A, i took 3hours & 40mins ? riighttt. & i still left blanks, hurhur. shiitttt luhh.
& fcukkkkk. my bill's gna be frickingg high this month. im close to send 1000 msges. (in fact i'm ONE msg away from that) so if it's not important, im not gna reply. (like anyone would see this anw) hurhur. 5 more days til my bill restarts, I CAN REN.
& i found out 2 things today.
1) yjchan89 has got a -----. :p:p & he LOVES me, wahahas :D
2) zomg, i was really fricking shocked when i found this out, but i cant say. only yjchan89 knows, & you better SHUT UP hor.
i made a resolution NOT to cry this year.
buttt, i cried during jjnite, & i cried on fri.
i guess my resolution's not gna work this year.
so i shud change it.
i resolute NOT to cry more than 10 times this year.
(yjchan see this !)
& chengxun has made a deal wiv me. im not gna do pc for 2months (or less, hopefully :D) wahahas.
i should stop this nonsense, but i'd really like to settle everyth. & i really hope there wont be a third person in all this. okay fourth then. sigh. i wish, i really wish You could show me a sign. but most prolly, your answer to my qns are "wait", so yes, i shall wait.
yjchan89 ! i give you permission to slap me if you read my blog & see any emo posts on it. or if you see my cry again. or if you see me moody. but dont slap me if im pissed, i tell you, you'll DIEEEE. heeeeeeeeeex :p (i'm heeexing you)
thank You Lord, for YJCHAN89 ! :D wahahahas (no i dont like you or love you :P:P
throw me a lifeline
8:29 PM
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ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui bi jiao zi you
wo bu dong ni shuo shen me
fan zhen bu hui song shou <
shifted, doubt many people will see this.
hahas, i doubt anybody reads my blog regularly anw.
woohoo ! but anw, to those who were smart enough to "decipher" my last "post" on fcukstratedd-, hellooo ! & for that, i'll go & search for a nicer skin ! :D hurhur.
thank You Lord, for remedies
throw me a lifeline
9:24 AM
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
chapped lipas & chipped nails <
ytd was totally shatzu man. totally shit. totally fcukkk.
thanks to those who were there for me.
likeee xinyi yiyan & siokhui.
& zhouren, who stood there wiv me & wiped my tears away for me.
& chengxun, for "lunching" wiv me, but no thanks for walking away. pfft.
& especially especially especially yongjun, (: thanks alot alot alott. for listening to me curse (i screamed e f-word to him), for being there for me, for msging me like the whole afternoon til night, for checking on me this morning, for the encouraging words, for attempts to make me laugh, for telling me somethS that were so warm heartening (:
i msged a 5 page sms to some dude. & i thiink he dont dare reply me. when i told siyun that he din reply me, she was like "don't cry okay ! don't cry !", shit, im not that affected by this lil kinda things, am i ? this is baaaad.
butttttttt, today was far far far far far extremely far different from ytd.
went to school in the morning for complex numbers & i now it's NO KICK. hahas. im gna be dam guai & do homework tmr, i swearrrr.
then og19 came my house :D not all luhh, but good enough :D
played boggle at first, dam funny.
then bridge, FINALLY <3 my favourite card gameee ! :D:D
thennn we sat ard & talked. superrrrrr funny can. i laughed til i couldnt take it luhh. (tummy muscle cramps thanks.)
i kept forcing louis to drink water & eat, please youre sickkk !
& tingting was like redddddd (note : they bought alcohols back to my house)
so anww, the people that came :
christopher, derrick, ervin, huiqi, jiahan, jowell, junxiong, louis, nevin, rachel, sabina, vanessa, yimin, zalikha, zihong. + a very extra tingting (junting). was trying to invite chengxun down, but too bad.
it was really really really really really dam fun (: i swear, the house was so noisy while we were playing. & then when it was the time where we jst sat & talked, it was DAM funny lahh ! hahas, nevin, louis, jowell, junting were craaazzzyyyyy ! i jst sat at one side & laughed my buttt off.
you'd never know, junxiong & yimin are goooood piano players (thank God for the piano at my house) :D
played merry-go-round. (inside joke : mary go & find round, junxiong/nevin go & find jowell) hahas :D super funny. then they left to play pool except for e few who left much much earlier.
tingting was so nice :D walked me home firstt.
& he has the same sandals as meee !
oh yes yes, JOWELL BOUGHT ME ANOTHER TIGGERRRR ! :DDDD
(note : the smile on my face was like huuuggeeee)
(that's a hint to everyone who wna make me smile, buy me a tiggerr :D)
& i bought new black pens :D
i like black pens, i dont know why but im weird & i think that black pens are the best pens to use for exams. hahas. & ive got a favourite brand + thickness. heehees.
i need to stock up on coloured pens too.
ive got a favourite brand of foolscap paper too !
zomg, i'd better stop my typing out my weirdness.
ohh during lecture today. i was sitting beside this girl (i dont know her & vice versa i thinkk) & like mr leow asked if we're ready or someth like that. as usual, i replied, no im not ready, im karolyn. & the girl was like "omg, youre dam lame lahh !" shaaat, im now known as someone who's lame. butttt according to nevin, we're all not lame, we CAN WALK ! wahahas.
enough of tears, thank you yongjun ! (: youre my anti-depressant cum batman cum retarded jerk cum rainbow luhh. :D im really grateful for you okay, for not giving up on trying to cheer me up, but no thanks for saying that when i cry, i look very funny. & thanks for saying that im taller than you (you know what i mean, i hope), i really appreciate every lil thing that you did ytd, & today (:
og16 OUTINGG ! :D 10th feb 10th feb ! :D:D:D i sriously sriously cant wait. i miss og16 alootttt.
p/s i sriously got a fricking degree. 25 on my right & 50 on my left. PLUS 50 astig on both eyes. yahhh. i hope it doesnt go uppp. &&& my specs are GREEN. totally GREEN. (tao kae noi ! :p you jealouss ! :D) i wanted another model & it cost 128 only, but the stupiiid salesgirl told me it's 180++ grrrr. slap her face, so i stuck wiv e cheaper one. but at least it's green :D
thank You Lord, for swings
throw me a lifeline
10:26 PM
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
wouldn't it be nice <
ahh, today louis was ALMOST an angel lahh (:
he msged me when i was bored to (almost) death during GP & math.
he accompaned me to JMC for my physio (wiv ervin)
he waited for me to reach clementi while e rest went for dinner first.
& he waited wiv me for my bus even when his bus came first.
aww, dam sweet right.
& i agree wiv desiree :D it ain't all bout marks or friends. but all about Him.
cos we're all about You & e world You promised
& all we have will give You praiseRANDOMNESS :
ive got a very bad cough.
ive got a very boring GP teacher. watching videos even make me sleep, wthh.
ive got a fricking degree (i mean my eyes). ive been wearing chinhua's specs ard. & they're 100 each eye. (wthhhh)
Bryan Fok Jun-Feng is retarded man. he is really reatded.
ive got a very very very very extremely bad memory lahh. wthh, during dinner jst now i had someth impt to tell chinhua, now i forgot what. ugh. i jst know it's someth to do wiv e class lahh. ugh.
blehhh.
~{YJ}~ says:
ya~{YJ}~ says:
that's why you're superwomanno im not :D but still, thanks yjchan89.blogspot.com HAHAS :D
seeing the world, through a new view.
it's like i'm looking through someone's eyes.
-melisa made that point to me, wahahas.
oh yea, og dinner was one hell of a fun time (:
thank You Lord, for og dinner !
throw me a lifeline
9:40 PM
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
i could search for all eternity long
& find, there is none like You <
i miss NINETEEN ! ): so darn much lahh.
og outing ?! they're planning one alr, saturrdayy ! :D:D
i'm a NOOB lahh, happy NOOBLET ?! louie(s) likes to call me a noob & a lazy pig. wthh lahh. he found out so fast that im lazyy. unnbelievable. it's that obvious is it ?! hurhur.
-screams ! love fiesta is like gna drain ALOT of time from my studies, definitely. cos i know for sure, if any one of my class' proposals get accepted, I would end up doing EVERYTH. (so much for an efficient vice class rep) hurhur. that's e only thing i don't like about my class. & i can't stand e fact that when someone's talking, they're like shooting their mouths off. listen lahh, what's wrong wiv shutting up for 5 mins. i mean i know i talk too lahh, but when it's important must listen mahh ! i mean, im like fricking important, so when i go up must listen mah (hahas :D) but im srious. & i cant stand the fact that even when i msg them (finee, using my "efficient" vice class rep's phone) to msg them, they can still dont do, dont bring. frick lahhr. & i know whoever from my class who's gna read this, most prolly wouldnt even give a shit, & most prolly skip this whole paragraph. uhhhhh. i miss 4c ): so dam dam dam much.
it's jst like love. you give too much, yet you don't get back so lil, if not noth. riightt.
want me to do class tee, want me to plan class outing. frick lahh, HELP LAHH. you think im some kinda superwoman isit. wthhhhh.
i dont want to shoot anyone in particular.
i dont want to shoot anyone in particualr.
but the one person that i NEED to back me up is actually contributing in the talking. uhhhhhhhhhhh.
aiya, wth, i dont know how this post became about my class. pfft.
thank You Lord, for badges
throw me a lifeline
9:51 PM
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
this could be the start
of someth new <
the orientation turned out to be someth much better than i expected. (:
& i cant believe how dumb i was, wanting to be in family 5 ? ohnono, never.
i've got a fever
i'm hot
i can't be stopped
i've got a front ooh
back aah
can't be stopped(junting's new cheer for f4 in 4 diff languages lahh !)
games attached was abit screwed up for me lahh. at least everyth was okay in the end. i got nagged ALOT by yuzheng, he kept scolding me for doing alot of things. he scolded me for running, scolded me for carrying waterbombs, scolded me for going into the water, wahahas. but was really touched lahh (: he kept nagging then i din do this din do that, my knee din really die. (: got threatened to be removed if my knee died, so guess what? me & ganss both acted like our knees were alright to continue in games attached. so after the games were over, i couldnt help it le. but it wasnt as bad as i expected.
og19 was splendiidd. i quite regret joining games attached cos there's no time for me to spend wiv og19. the few really really touching moments. when i was rushing around finding my bag, i asked emily where it was lahh. then when i walked away, louis called me & started talking & talking & talking. then i was like "errr.. sorry i gtg, i'm in a rush, i talk to you later ba !" then he was like "HUHHHHHHHHHHH !" dam touched. another time was on the last day when they had the final debrief / songsinging in the hall. i was in the lnmass cos of my knee & chatting wiv loadsa ppl til i eventually fell asleep. people like louis, mervin & jowell were asking for me. dam touched (:
my og had funny people like NEVIN, super on people like JOWELL, quiet people like HUIQI & so on & so forth. my mind's abit woozy now, cant really rmb le. jowell was like telling me, in our og got the most extreme people, i am the one wiv the extremely most bandages (or someth along that line). it was initially i am the most friendly lohh. hahas. my new nickname given by louis : christmas. why ? christmas karolyn (christmas carolling) wahahas. dam funny lahh.
jjnight i was super high, dancing wiv this camper whom i dont know one, hahas. super high. danced til my knee was like dying. then mervin whacked my knee >.< hahas. ohwells. cried like dont know what lahh. when chris whispered "i miss og16" to me, the tears jst dropped even more. ):
in lnmass had a good chat wiv xiaofenxiaojie, mrkoh, pat, yilong & kokmun. hahas. advices came from everywhere, & pat kept laughing at mslim's advices. really dont make sense one. hahahas. yilong's so much heavier than me lahh, the bed proved alot & he still don't believe me >.<
after orientation, some of my og stayed behind. & we ordered mac's. :D 20 orders lahh ! louis went wiv me to collect them & taadaa, there were TWO boxes, & i mean those real boxes. a few paper bags. hahas, they came in a taxi, we wanted to see a mcvan lahh ! hahas :D total bill 115.60 was 9 bucks short & louis volunteered 9bucks ! (so sweet, omg) the guys played SOCCER (where'd their energy come from lahh !) played *ahem* CARDS, hahas :D dam fun lahh my og. me & chris were like some zao sia tape recorder singing along to songs while everyone else were laughing at us & jowell took "mtv" vids on us, hahahas :D nevin is drop dead funny i swear man.
the talk didnt really turn out quite right. perhaps we were jst a tad too tired ? & jst to letja know, i havent made my decision yet horrrr. untillll you know what. ms lim jst wanted me to tell you what im feeling / thinking now, so you wont be so lost yepp. ughh, this is confusing.
anww, jst to end off (cos i really gta rush to pack / wake up properly / eat brunch cos i have a carnival laterr) i have got the sweetest brother ever. i mean my blood related brother okayy ! i now love having chats wiv him, it's the nicest. & (-points down) after reading my last post, he wrote me a postcard to cheer up okay ! (: & he delivered someth to me (a bunch of papers) on the 2nd day of the camp cos i needed it okay ! no one can beat him as the best brother ever. :D thanks kor. (& no, no, no, no oinkiedoinkie !)
i slept for 12 hours only, compared to the 22hours after o2, it's dam lil. & i'm dam tired.
louis is dam dam dam funny
me : people call me karo.
louis : people call me louis.
hahas,
louis : dam, i forgot how to use my phone.
& now louis = louie, cos louie is cuterrr ! (& i called him louie on the 1st day =x)
& JIAHAN cheat my feelings, he said his name is jiachen on the first day xD
& TO ALL 4C PEOPLE, DANIEL SEOW GOT A GIRLFRIENNDDD ! (i thinkk)
thank You Lord, for og19 (: esp emily zalikha junxiong chris & zihong
throw me a lifeline
10:06 AM
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
this is my cry
my one desire
jst to be where You are, Lord
now & foreverperhaps it was really all in my mind.
this so obviously is not one of the days where i go "haha" nonstop.
my mood affected the people ard me, & i'm truly sorry.
why didja think i escaped ?
to those like denise belinda & jacinda, i thank you from the bottom of my heart.
& definitely siokhui. thanks so much for letting me vent it on you.
manu* says:
=( =( =(karolyn. says:
whyy ?manu* says:
follow you lor\karolyn. says:
hahs.manu* says:
must (((:manu* says:
otherwise, your og people will think that you dont like them, and take your anger out on themmanu* says:
wahahakarolyn. says:
hahs, nice trymanu* says:
hahamanu* says:
ormanu* says:
you can always smile cos of memanu* says:
(((:i love manu (:
so fine, i gta snap back into "happy mode". even when i feel like kaobei-ing everyone in my sight. what for put me in games attached when you dont expect me to do anyth ? -.- im not paikar anw. jst ignore that last sentence, we cant get all that we want can it ?
so what sucks now ?
my best provider of joy is so gna be down. (my marks)
glenn says:
are you depressed about love? is your guy playing with your feelings? you can come to glenn!karolyn. says:
hahs ! =Dglenn says:
you need a man,hes the man.glenn says:
he needs a woman,you can be THAT womankarolyn. says:
nice try glenn, nice tryglenn says:
tskglenn says:
im just trying to make you smilei love glenn too (:
in addition, taken from muzai's blog :
the list of things worth reminded for (: [from 2006]
meeting karolyn the-lame-girl gan.(karo must read this!)
i love muzai too (: [there, i finally said it]
i swear, ive got the world's greatest friends. & isn't that what's life all about really ?
love is only chatter,
friends are all that mattersure as hell, some irritating dude is tugging at my heartstrings, & i plan to lose him, even if it means cutting off my strings. i swear. (but then doesn't it always go back to me swearing that he's the sweetest guy ever ?) last straw, but then weirdly, one extra straw always pops out. one wonders why.
holding on to feel the same.perfectly stated lyrics, i wonder what's gna happen next ?
so get back back back to where we started, my heart's beating fasterisn't it the beginnings that are always sweet ?
in coffee city, we borrowed heaven, don't give it back, i've never felt more wantedkey word, borrowed, someday it's time to return it.
what's wrong what's wrong now, too many too many problems, don't know where she belongsthere are always two sides to one story.
wasting half a year, waiting for you here, i'd be your anyththank You Lord, for TIGGERS, & SUNFLOWERSYour Love Remains True & Constant.
We Live By Faith & Not By Sight.
throw me a lifeline
10:24 PM
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Monday, January 01, 2007
this is the sex babes (: <
newyearseve-newyears was a bomb man (:
met up wiv sam & sherri for dinner (sakae <3) met chia there.
mindy & jeraldine came soon. walked ard blahblahblah.
saw yuenteck chinyi (mr tummy :D) seanloke.
went to meet ness.
then we wanted to head down immediately to sam's house.
butttt my big fat idiotic dumbdumb elder brother (adjectives included cos i know he reads my blog :p) wanted to meet us for e pouch for his friend that's a girl, hah.
so we waited for him.
met nyukk !
oh & while crossing the road met johnson alexchooo leonard bobo ernest hoehan ! hahas. bobo was like squishing my cheeks & asked me a DAM WU LIAO qns -.- no link wiv me at all.
COUNTDOWN IN THE MRT STATIONNN !
headed down to sam's place next.
watched win a date wiv ted hamilton(?)
& then we played monopoly (& i half watched grease, that show is LOVE man)
mac's came in :D
played from 1am til 8am
started wiv all six of us, then sam quit, followed by sherri, then ness.
left me jer & min. wooooh !
min was like "the enemy" me & jer were allies.
it was hellllll funn.
loads of laughter.
while e rest were sleeping, we (as in e remaining 3) were playing monopoly. then we sneaked into sam's room for aircon & beeedddd ! (e rest were on e floor outside / e couch(s)) yeeeaaa :D
ahhh, im too lazy to blog about my day, but it's the BESSSTTTT <333
it's not where you spend it, it's WHO you spend it wiv. :D
there's someth very very very very very very very wrong wiv my heart. & i dont mean health wise. shit. double shit. triple shit.
HanYang is an ass, talking bout dumb stuffs during new years ? pfffftt.
i need sleep. 10am tmr morning at schooooool. ughh. ): i'll be there by 10.15, i swearrr.
p/s it's a dam pity that hz & tse din join us, there'll be much more laughter lahh
p/p/s i think ive got e flu. dejavuu
p/p/p/s i havent done any homework (whoopedooo to me), i have lit test (i havent read duchess, deaaad), i have chem test (organic chapters everyone, & i dont know where's my notes)
p/p/p/p/s MY SECOND FAVOURITE JST SCORED <3 (peter crouch i mean)
thank You Lord, for coincidental meetings
throw me a lifeline
10:07 PM
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