Saturday, October 07, 2006

in places no one will find
all your feelings so deep inside
forever was in your eyes <


random lines from the same song, hurhur.


i predict that this post is gna be quite draggy & long, so dont read if you dont wna (:


ytd, just before going off for trg, i was feeling like shit, & i SO dont know WHY. i almost cried, for some dumb reason, which is - I DONT KNOW. i seriously dont know what hit me and all that. my comp was pms-ing me too, so i was frickingly pissed. feeling like shit, seriously. (talk about major moodswings ?) so when the time came for me to leave, i DIDNT wna budge, but i pulled myself all the way to school. AND whaddya know, just like i expected, my girls made me way high again <3, this is the reason why God sent us friends i tell you. Retard No. 1 was like smiling when she saw me, hurhur, you must see her to know what i mean by her retarded smile, it just put this smile onto my face luhh. :D 350 skippings & 4 suicide runs using 70% of our strength was quite a killer for a warm up. did jumps and all that after warm up, & i ~!@#$%^&* fricking hurt my knee again luhhhhhhh. im like quite pissed wiv my knee for being so ~!@#$%^&* (insert appropriate words there). but im finding no good reason why i shud see the doctor, yeeleen even told me to go see the doctor lahh ! hurhur. so i sat down while the rest trained & iced my knee. my knee was ohkay before trg ended, and yeeleen still refused to let me train, ))))): fine, i'll rest & be a goody girl :D heex. i was fricking bored last night guess what i did, I STUDIED LUHH ! (fancy that can !) i was trying so hard to stop studying, counting down the days til promos ended & can you imagine that i STUDIED cos ive got noth better to do ? I BETTER GET A LIFE SOON.

BUTTTT, last night was fantabulous, went down wiv my bro (younger) & ma & luckee (the dog) to play SPARKLERS ! i was like some retarded kiddy lahh, i had so much fun playing sparkler, heehee. but the haze was quite bad so my ma said we had to go home early. ): so sad. the wind was SUPER strong also luhh, all the candles got blown off, so sad ): heehee, luckee was super scared of the sparklers, esp when my bro was the one holding them. i was a good citizen & threw the litters away. (i must add in that line :D)


today, i woke up at 7 luhh, lack of sleep, i was darn tired. made my way down to school for the Chestnut Drive thang. got a mix up about my group, and guess what, im the FAMILY HEAD. fancy that, Family Head. it sounds so darn foreign. me & tommy are family heads, he's like so darn high during camps luhh, im darn scared i cant match. (but ive got the voice, woohoo !) hahas, and our group names are like Walnut Hazelnut Peanut & Doughnut. im in Peanut ! :D we've decided to call the groups NG, nut group. hahahas :D dam cute i tell you. so headed down to CDSS, met YuZheng there. faked him that we had to do pushups cos he was late & Mr Leow was fricking pissed at him (he's in my group lahh) hahas :D toured around the school, like woohoo, im so confident i'll NEED to ask directions luhh. bwahahas, but the map helped loads (thanks Siyun & Carrie). me & tommy ran back to our family spots luhh. & when we reached there the WHOLE group of us realised there was a SHORTCUT luhh. like ~!@#$%^&*, totally. hurhur, sat down in a group (all those unattached people) & brainstormed and stuffs. came up wiv "One Chestnut Clap" & "The Nut(ty) Game". hahas, dam cool i tell you.

went back to school after & sat down wiv SuanWoo, Michelle, YuZheng & Big A. to discuss on the group flag. seriously thank them loads for helping me think out a design for the family poster, i would have died luhh, if i had to do it by myself. dam funny lahh that YuZheng. we sent him up to find ChianLim & on the phone before, ChianLim said he wasn't having meeting. BUT when YuZheng reached there, the meeting started. so when he barged into the LNM, hurhur, all eyes was on him. :D hahas :D by the time i left school it was 12.15pm, & i was swearing cos i knew i would be late luhh. so when i was super far (according to Karolyn's Lazy Legs) from the busstop, my dumb bus came, i ran like dont know what to the busstop lahh. at least i caught the bus, phew.

i was super late meeting Manu Chinyi & Yuenteck luhh, APOLOGIES :D but i know you guys are nice people, & forgiving. :D & yt was late also lahh, was msging him before that CAN ! :p headed down to cine, ate Ramen for lunch. i swear, NEVER order the Spicy choices in their menu. i ordered the Spicy Tempura Fish (or someth Fish luhh), & it was so darn spicy that i drank up me & yt & manu & cy's water lahh. hot hot hot can ! & i was still wearing my leader's tee so i got like darn scared it would get dirty (wiv gravy) so i wore my jacket over it, hurhur :D that dumb cy lahh, go & help me ask for fork & spoon, so dam paiseh lahhhhh ! hahas. watched Rob-B-Hood. i swear it's DARN funny, REALLY nice, especially wiv LOUIS KOO in it, aaaahhhh, -melts. i cried like dont know what lahh, it was DAM touching in the end. but, pffffft, i was the only one who cried. pfffffffts. that show was DAM nice i swear. if you think John Tucker Must Die was nice, Rob-B-Hood was equally nice, if not better. hurhurs. i needed to pee lahh, & was super urgent (i ren for like 1.5hours can !) that stupid cy still walk so slow out of the row ! rushed to the toilet & when i saw the queue ALMOST FAINTED NIA. hahas, then walked around after that. cy & yt kept disappearing when me & manu were in shops, HAHAS. im still obessed wiv cy's tummy, really comfy. -looks at yt. hurhur. we were talking about tummies & i said i downa marry a guy wiv six-pac. i want a guy wiv a flat tummy, then yt said "more comfy to lie isit ?" then i said comfy must get a guy wiv cy's tummy luhh ! :D no evil intentions, i swear.

met Nicole & Melisa at ZARA, hohohos (:
saw YaoZhi (puke puke gag) & his GF, his GF was hot man !
saw a fairsian, dont know his name.
saw Ragu (or someth like that) too ! was quite shocked luhh, he spiked his hair can ! hahas.





i had fun today & ytd, thanks darlings <3
ZOMG, i wrote so darn long lahh. i cant believe it.



i CANT wait to get back my results, IM SERIOUS !
i wna see what kinda pressie i can get for them.



TOMORROW, it's called "day-alone day"
hurhur, sleeping til 11, i hope i can. im too used to waking up at 8 plus ?
playing comp til lunch, then i'll lunch.
head down to the library after that, spend some alone time wiv books, it's a plus to any day in my life. (:
top up ez-link & buy my green hairband :D (my mom offered to paint her hairbands GREEN luhh so i wont buy a new one)
come back, tackle the newspapers.
read my borrowed book
dinner (:

my mom's still trying to make me go yoga classes wiv her. like over my drop dead (gorgeous, as christina would add) body luhh ! :p




POKE YOUU; but Baby, i still love you.















thank You Lord, for LOUIS KOO, hurhur <3

throw me a lifeline
9:36 PM

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