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STOP DOING THAT.
STOP CONFUSING ME.
STOP.
jst when i thot i had everyth under control, someone jst had to screw everyth up once again. wht's new bout all that jazz ? it's th same old routine where i let go & you mke me stumble once again. i swear this is th last dam time that i'll ever stick to this routine.
have i rly become more sad ? i feel th smiles dont come that easily.
& i jst realized, that even if my life is all screwed up & all that, it's not th whole life that's screwed up. my marks are still up to my expectations, one good thing. i'll always fall back on that & smile.
to all those who sriously think that my life is perfect, i get good grades, i get good guys, i appear to have a great family, i can assure you ALL, that it's not what it seems, my life is always never what it appears. & i assure you that no way am i exaggerating, ask those closer to me. i think my tears come easier than REAL laughter.
but i always realize, there are people who have worse troubles than me.
no food, no clothes, no education, no money, no family, no friends.
then i can sriously thank God for all that i have now.
thank You Lord, for positive
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throw me a lifeline
6:02 PM