Monday, October 30, 2006
i am so bored. so so so bored.
& everyone knows what boredom equals !
QUIZZES ! :DDDD
SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1. bed
2. pillow
3. bolster
4. tigger x 26
5. window
6. cupboard
7. pen(s)
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. water
2. air
3. food
4. friends
5. faith
6. God
7. entertainment
SEVEN OTHER THINGS:
Have you ever:
1.slept for 24 hours?
22 hours is my longest.
2.travel alone?
yes ! travel to school, travel back home. hahas.
3.swam in the dark?
YES ! :D quite cool.
4. gone to a party?
yes, i have a life
5.Ran away from home?
nope
6.felt depressed?
commentless.
7.felt lonely?
commentless
SEVEN THINGS IN LAST 24 HOURS:
Have you...
1. Held someone's hand?
nope
2.Sang?
yes =x
3.Been kissed?
licked counted ?
4.Felt stupid?
YES.
5.Talked to someone?
yes, i have a mouth.
6.Missed someone?
no, not really.
7.Hugged someone?
nope
10 THINGS YOU MUST HAVE IN YOUR BAG/PURSE/POCKETS
1. money
2. keys
3. my ezlink card
4. actually that's all, i dont need my handphone, not really
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -
9. -
10. -
9 THINGS THAT YOU WANT RIGHT NOW
1. tiggers !
2. sunflowers !
3. CANDY EMPIRE !
4. tiggers
5. tiggers
6. tiggers
7. tiggers
8. tiggers
9. tiggers. hahas.
8 OF YOUR FAVOURITE PEOPLE
1. :DD
2. snow white & dwarves
3. perfect 7
4. 4c'o5
5. 4ofus
6. chiangrai-ers
7. huangshan-ers
8. brudders !
7 OF YOUR FAVOURITE FOODS
1. icecream !
2. mashed potato :D
3. ju gui (however you spell it)
4. cheecheongfun
5. charsiewpau
6. baked beans
7. icecream !
6 OF YOUR FAVOURITE MOVIES
1. parent trap !
2. charlie & the chocolate factory !
3. snowwhite&the7dwarves
4. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL !
5. anyth wiv zacefron / louiskoo / haleyjoelosment in it lahh !
6. -points up.
5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. bed
2. pillow
3. bloster
4. tiggers x26
5. window
4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRANK TODAY
1. water
2. noodles
3. rice
4. duck
3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1. faith
2. air
3. water
2 STUPID/EMBARRASSING THINGS YOU'VE DONE
1. too stupid to say here
2. too embarrassing to say here
1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET
1. my great grandma ):
who's your one & only?
: God
who's your number one?
: God
name ten people you hang out with most.
: siokhui
: yiyan
: belinda
: evelyn
: chinhua
: jacinda
: ganss
: aiya, i have no life lahh, i cant answer this question fully lahh !
:
:
:
who's the funniest ?
: david i guess
who's the cutest ?
: ME, lols
who's the nicest ?
: jac ?
who's the prettiest ?
: ME, lols.
who's the nerdiest ?
: jianping !
who shares the most interest with you?
: hmmmmmmmm. SAMANTHA FOO LAHH.
who sticks to you whenever he/she sees you?
: my doggy !
who showers hugs most to you?
: the netties ! vanessa especially.
who's the most generous?
: hmmmmmmmmm. no idea.
who's the sweetest?
: everyone of them lahh.
who motivates you to do good stuff?
: God
is everyone abovementioned important to you?
: LIKE DU-UH.
1.Wat song are you listening to now?
= no song
2. Color you are wearing now?
= grey ?
3. Now, who's on ur mind?
= sriously ? tommy. lols, why he reply my msg so slowww !
4. Now, what song do you like so much?
= memory, sugarcult
5. Where do you feel like going now?
= CANDY EMPIRE !
6. What movie do you want to watch?
= uhhh, no movie lahh.
7. Now, what do you want?
= TIGGERS
8. Current mood right now?
= commentless.
9. When is your birthday?
= 2306
10. Where did you buy ur bag/s?
= from singapore, hahas, cant rmb alr.
11. Where did you buy ur pencil box?
= heeren i think
12. How was school today?
= the school was fine.
13. Worst subject?
= GP / lit i think
PAST:
1. Last time you fell in love?
= sec2 i think
2. Last movie you watched?
= the prestige.
3. Last shirt you wore before the shirt you're wearing now?
= bannister
4. Last thing you held?
= my hp
5. Last place you've been to.
= school
6. Last dream
= forgot le
7. Last call you received?
= mdm azah
8. Last testi you got?
= siok neh
9.Last message you got in friendster?
= errr. i dont read my msges
10. last sms you got?
= TOMMY REPLIED ME
11. last thing you did?
= err, answer that qns
12. last present u got?
= my hp.
13. last present you gave to someone?
= a hug :D
14. last issue u read in the newspaper?
= i dont read newspaper
WHAT IS YOUR NAME?
|karolyn|
HOW OLD ARE YOU?
|17|
HOROSCOPE?
|cancer|
NATIONALITY?
|singporean|
RACE?
|half chinese, half angmoh. according to siok & everybody else lahh. they say i speak chinese funny ):|
ARE YOU A MIXED?
|-points up|
ARE YOU TANNED OR FAIR?
|not too fair, not too tanned.|
HAIR COLOUR?
|black ?|
EYE COLOUR?
|i dont know. too small to be seen|
RIGHT HANDED OR LEFT HANDED?
|rightie. but i wna be a leftie|
STILL SCHOOLING?
|yes|
WHAT ACCESSORIES ARE YOU WEARING NOW?
|ear studs|
DO YOU OWN ANY CRYSTAL?
|no ): not rich okay|
DO YOU OWN ANY iPOD/MP3/MP4 PLAYERS?
|ipod mini|
DO YOU OWN A CAMERA PHONE?
|yes|
DO YOU OWN A CAMERA?
|nope|
HOW MANY WATCHES DO YOU OWN?
|1|
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE THING?
|TIGGERS|
USUAL HANGOUT?
|jjc|
FAVOURITE MUSIC?
|any type lahh.|
CURRENT WORRY?
|-commentless|
HOW WAS YOUR DAY?
|so-so|
ARE YOU CHATTING AT THE MOMENT?
|nope, im not online|
WHAT WAS IT ABOUT?
|-.-|
WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS?
|another quiz. lol|
DO YOU OWN A THUMB DRIVE?
|nope ):|
WHAT'S YOUR MOUSE PAD?
|mousepad-less|
KEYBOARD BRAND?
|logitech ?!|
TIME NOW?
|9.22pm|
WHERE ARE YOU?
|at home|
ON AVERAGE,HOW LONG DO YOU USE THE COMPUTER A DAY?
|3 hours ?|
PLAN FOR TOMORROW?
|breakfast, school, home, candy empire :D|
These are supposedly 30 questions that no one would EVER think to ask. Answer them,with what comes to mind first.
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
- comb hair
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
- on my honeymoon
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
- floor ?
4. Favorite planet?
- earth ?!
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
- lol, new phone, no missed call
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
- the nokia ring tone, haha
7. What shirt are you wearing?
- my mom's old shirt
8. Do you "label" yourself?
- no ?
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
- shoe-less. but it's adidas
10. Bright or Dark Room?
- dark
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey?
- myself ? i think im karolyn
12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you choose?
- one of the beds ?
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- replying an sms i think
14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile phone say?
- my camper says it's postponed & she'll inform me once they confirm wiv it. -tommy
15. Where is your letter box?
- downstairs
16. What's a word that you say a lot seriously?
- retarded
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
- siok
18. Last furry thing you touch?
- MY DOGGY
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
- zero
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
- 6, lols. since sec3 can.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
- 14
22. Your worst enemy ever?
- satan
23. What is your current desktop picture?
- default picture
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
- no
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you take?
- a million bucks.
26. Do you like someone?
- nope, i dont know a person named someone
27. The last song you listened to?
- hmmmmmmmmmmmmms. i dont know :D
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
- that would be my younger brother. most prolly.
29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
- -commentless-
30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
- the foot of the table
name 13 of ur classmates that u can think of right off the top of your head.
1. siokhui
2. yiyan
3. chinhua
4. junjie
5. weihao
6. huanshern
7. kuinoi
8. xinyi
9. sienmae
10. ahmad
11. hafiz
12. jianping
13. muzai
> How did you meet 10?
:: he's in my class, DU-UH -.-"
> What would you do if you had never met 2?
:: lose a good friend lohh.
> What would you do if 6 and 10 dated?
:: lols, GAY.
> Have you ever seen 4 cry?
:: nope
> Do you think 10 is cute?
:: YES, VERY !
> How did you get to know 8?
:: du-uh, classmate !
> Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
:: hahas, nope, not really :D
> What's 7's Favorite color?
:: GREEEEN ! LIKE ME ! :D
> What would you do if 3 confessed they loved you?
:: why does chinhua always get this qns ? omg. i'll laugh like hell can.
> Fact about 9:
:: she's a girl
> Who is 4 going out with?
:: no idea lehh
> who is number 5 to you?
:: a friend.
> Would you ever live with 13?
:: i dont mind, hahas.
> Is 1 single?
:: YES ! LOLS AND AVAILABLE MAN
> Where does 7 live?
:: bukit batok ?
> What do you think about 6?
:: FRENCH FRIES, ahahahas.
> What's the best thing about number 8?
:: she's smart.
> What do you like about number 11?
:: everyth ! :D
> Favorite Memory with 2?
:: PROJECT WORK ! hahas :D
Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's (ex. 1,2)
[1] I have read a book before
[2] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping
[] I have been to Canada
[3] I have been on some sort of sports team
[4] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[5] I have tripped UP the stairs
[6] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs
[] have been snowboarding/skiing
[] I have played ping pong
[7] I swam in the ocean
[] I have been on a whale watch
[8] I have seen fireworks
[] I have seen a shooting star
[] I have seen a meteor shower
[] I have almost drowned
[9] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear
[10] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again
[] I have had stitch(es)
[11] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[12] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects
[] I currently have a job
[13] I have been ice skating
[14] I have been rollerblading
[15] I have fallen flat on my face
[16] I have tripped over my own two feet
[] I have been in a fist fight
[17] I have played videogames/com for more than 3 hours straight
[18] I have watched The Power Rangers before
[19] I do / have attended Church regularly
[20] I have played truth or dare
[21] I have already had my 16th birthday
[22] I have already had my 17th birthday
[23] I've called someone stupid. And i mean it
[24] I've been in a verbal argument
[25] I've cried in school
[26] I've played basketball on a team
[] I've played softball on a team
[27] I've played football on a team
[28] I've played soccer on a team
[29] I've done cheerleading on a team
[30] I've swam on a team
[31] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life
[] I've bungee jumped
[32] I've climbed a rock wall before
[33] I've lost more than $20
[34] I've called myself an idiot
[35] I've called someone else an idiot
[36] I've cried myself to sleep
[37] I've had (or have) pets
[] I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape
[38] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[39] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[40] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[] Ive mooned someone
[41] I've sworn at someone in authority
[] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights
[] I've been on TV
[42] I've eaten sushi
[] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[43] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies
[44] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies
[] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once
[] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica
[45] I've watched Looney Tunes before
[] I've been stuffed into a locker
[46] I've been called a geek
[47] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade
[48] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it
[] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist
[49] I've written poetry.
[] I've been arrested
[50] I've been attracted to someone much older than me
[51] I've been tickled till I've cried
[52] I've tickled someone else until they cried
[53] I've had / have siblings
[] Ive been to a rock concert
[54] Ive listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[55] I've been in a play
[] I've been picked last in gym class
[] I've been picked first in gym class or so
[] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gym class
[56] I've cried in front of my friend's
[57] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[58] I've freaked out over a sports game
[59] I’ve vomited in public
[60] I've washed someone else’s vomit (my doggys)
[] I’ve ran away
[61] I’ve had a stalker
[] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[] I've been on a car accident
[62] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me
[63] I've personally seen someone die
[] I've been confronted by a police officer but got away
[64] I've lost someone who meant the world to me
[] I've had crashed a party
[] I've been a member of a school office
[] I've been suspend class
I have lived through 64 of these 99 things
01. What time is it now?
9.37pm
02. What are you doing?
this quiz ?
03. Thinking of Anyone?
no, not really
04. Are you Happy/Blur/Sad?
no, im karolyn, lols :D alr tried to cut short alot lohhs.
05. Why?
cos my parents named me karolyn ?
06. What is the last thing you ate?
icecream !
07. Last thing that you've heard that made you cry?
cant rmb le
10. Whats the last movie that made you cry?
rob-b-hood.
12. Who do you wish to be by your side?
-commentless-
13. Regretted anything in this month?
yes
14. Did you fall in love/out of love in this month?
-commentless-
15. Who was the last person you talked to?
my brother
16. Who was the last person you hugged?
ehh, cant rmb
17. Who was the last person you sms?
tommy
18. What did you dream of today?
i didnt dream i think
19. Who can make you laugh?
chinhua. hahas.
20. Who always takes care of you?
my mom
21. Anyone you know is in pain?
i have an ulcer ):
24. What happen?
i have an ulcer ):
25. What do you wanna do before you die?
get married
26. What song is stuck in your head?
memory
27. What song are you listening now?
no song
28. Worried about anyone?
nope, not really.
29. What age do you wanna get married?
24 ? :D
30. How many children do you want?
2
31.Where do you wanna go for Honeymoon?
disney land !
32. Any plans in this 2 month?
australia.
33. Describe a perfect wedding?
love. a perfect wedding is one where the couple is TRULY in love.
34. Describe a perfect Date?
secret :P
35. Where would you like to go for Holiday?
hmms. i'd rather not go holiday
36. Do you play instrument?
recorder :D a lil piano
38. Do you have a band?
nope
39. What song do you want to listen to?
memory
40. Wish you could die?
at times
41. Do you give up easily?
sometimes
42. Do you know anyone that acts like a kid?
chinhua, hahahas
44. Do you know anyone that is rude?
my younger brother
45. What's the sweetest thing anyone ever done?
:DDDD secret
47. Any sweet unforgetful memories with your Ex?
nope, not really. forgotten all about him le.
48. Honestly.. Which Ex did you love the most?
-commentless.
49. Who do you want to be hugged by?
-commentless
50. Single or Taken?
taken. im married to 3 people :D hahahas.
AIYA, IM SICK OF QUIZZES. BYEBYE.
throw me a lifeline
9:44 PM
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our deepest fear is not that we're inadequate
our deepest fear is that we're powerful beyond measure
it is our light, not our darkness that scares us the most <
i dont see how you can bitch about me when you don't even know me. that's quite weird. but then i realised that i was bitching about alot of ppl that i dont know. & that i just bu shuang the way they look. hmms. major wake up call.
i sriously reckon tmr will be one hell of a day.
breakfast tmr, like totally yum (:
math lecture aside, there'll be candy empire ! woohoo <3
for both events, company's gna be good, i hope. :D
oh, just for the hell of it, my brother was giving me statistics. fancy this.
imagine there are 160 school days in one year. he skips school 60 days. goes for school for 100 days. & he's late 50% of the time. so technically he was only at assembly 50 times luhh. i was like WOW. (so tan kui noi the oddball, you dont have to worry bout anyth. my bro was NEVER suspended or whatever)
i think this picture is so cute lahh. taken when i went zoo. hahas (:
aaactually, there's sriously NOTH to say at ALL about my day. OP was alryyt. sometimes my group can be like ~!@#$%^&* sometimes they can be like heaven. hahas :D
& i dont like it when ppl wake me up from my sleep. uggghh. i am in quite a grouchy mood when they do that. i rmbed the one & only time i said e f-word in this place was when my dad tried to wake me up. & i was DEAD tired.
okay, im gone.
thank You Lord, for canon in d
throw me a lifeline
6:15 PM
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
everybody's got someth
they had to leave behind
one regret from ytd
that jst seems to grow wiv time <
i am officially in love.
it was LOVE at first sight i swear.
love.
i so love my new phone ! hahas :D
6280 was like SOOO different from what i rmbed it to be. (from that few moments wiv desmond's phone) it's so slidable (i know there's no such word) hahahas :D
don't laugh ppl, but i'm going YOGA wiv my mom later. all that jst so i could go out & get my skin burnt last tues. (i mean go Sentosa) hahas. but i know that after yoga, me & mom are going shopping. sure thing one. even if she says now that she dont want, she will go shopping one. that's the weird thing about my mom. then we'll eat alot & blahblahblah. so better bring a big bag ! (to hide mine & her ugly yoga clothes) but noth beats my ahma "costume" lahh.
ohhh, guess what ! my mom said i dont needta go today luhh. ): there goes my shopping. & she was commenting on how hard e yoga is. i'm like -.-" that's what we did for the mass display & it wasn't hard at all lahh ! hahas. ohwells. to each his (her) own.
so i guess i'll be heading down to the library today. if i'm not wrong, my books are due today. anyone wna date me out ? MY PW GROUP FOR INSTANCE ?
what is the name of your favourite superhero ? totally random.
thank You Lord, for crossword puzzles
throw me a lifeline
8:34 AM
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
& did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there <
i changed my skin, cos i dont like tagboards and links, really.
so taadaa, ive left my archives, THAT'S ALL. (:
maybe one day when im bored, i'll put back some stuffs, hahas (:
quite ugly i know, but i dont really care.
oh, my dad's getting 6280 for me. (: i really like 6111 but it's quite lousy (i think) according to the users of 6111. Desmond said 6280 is okay, so hahas :D
would you rather believe someone who loves you ?
or someone you love ?
thank You Lord, for bent wires
throw me a lifeline
10:41 AM
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Friday, October 27, 2006
here i am once again
im torn into pieces
cant deny it cant pretend
just thot you were the one <
i was reading my secondary 3 entries, hahas. omg, i cant believe i was proud of the fact that i liked only 3 guys that year -.-" wth was wrong wiv me man. hahahas. i jst realised how jialat i was back then, HAHAS. wth.
anyhows, quite random, but this is my 505th entry on this blog, hurhur (:
& i jst rmbed that i created this "secret" blog wanting to post all my troubles down, but hahahahas, totally zeep entries, it all went into my darling diary.
AAAH I WANTED TO POST QUITE A LONG ENTRY, BUT TOO BAD, MY FAVOURITE CARTOON IS SHOWING SOON !
(totally spies :D) heeheehee.
ohh, & happy birthday cheong yuen teck. (like youre gna see this, hurhur)
thank You Lord, for counter strike
throw me a lifeline
5:27 PM
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
hide me now
under your wings <
that song accompanied me home. Still. one of my all time favourites.
babablack sheep. typed one post bout today. & it got deleted. so whatever. im not retyping it.
today was HORRID. the end.
except for a few parts that made me smile.
i like this picture. a bubble is so fragile, can be bursted (i KNOW there's no such word as bursted) anytime, anywhere, anyhow. wivout knowing. as fragile as the word LOVE. finished reading "i kissed dating goodbye". insightful now. thinking more. looking down into the future.
how will he look like when he's fifty, prolly not a pretty face anymore. prolly not as handsome & as cute as he is now. but that's not why i ---- him see. that's not why. that's the reason why it's so hard for me to bid him bye, and bid you hello. do you understand ?): i miss everybody out there. samantha foo, you call me when you need me okay ! you call me ! dont leave me a tag, i'd most prolly not be able to read it til a few days later. you call me okay !
thank You Lord, for bottle caps
throw me a lifeline
6:59 PM
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
what's love
it's about us
it's about trust <
suddenly felt like posting really random somethings, so here go (:
i miss these >
me & chat (:
4c'o5 (:
orientation (:
i like these photos, i think they're really seriously cool >
now you know this >
taken at the zoo, 240606, hahas (:
now that's said & done.
my day >
had this four hour break between school ending & my math test.
so me chinhua huanshern junjie sienmae lihui headed down to westmall to catch a movie.
lihui suggested the prestige. & huanshern couldnt make it, so the 5 of us watched the prestige.
i liked the storyline, but the show was like so draggy, i fell asleep. wasted 7 bucks just to sleep at one place that was so freezing.
headed back to school to take the math test.
it was sriously like shit. BLOODEH hard ): Daniel was scribbling all the way, & i was like going knn wtf ccb & etc. hahas, all the vulgarities were spluttering themselves in my head. couldnt even attempt a SINGLE question lahh.
then supposedly wanted to go lt5 wiv chengxun, ganss, toot & chinchye, then it was locked so headed to OPS room. saw the netties then went to sit wiv em.
ate lunch after that.
& headed home.
im tired.
& azah just called me. LOLS.
im sriously getting more & more confused. ):
i get turned off by huge chunks of words in one paragraph on blogs. even thou i blog like that lahh. but hahas, im weird !
talking online wiv the nehs. wahlaoeh. retarded, sriously retarded.
okay i better stop blogging before they complain i reply too slow.
ANW IM GOING TO CHANGE SKIN SOON. I DOWNA PUT LINKS/TAGBOARD/ABOUTME ON MY BLOG.
thank You Lord, for alarm clocks
throw me a lifeline
7:44 PM
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
everywhere you go
anywhere you turn <
Sentosa today ! im like fricking red now. sunburnt.
anw, thanks for the morning, Chengxun, Clara & Alex Toot(s), Ganss & ChinChye. & those who joined us later during the day, Bryan, Mr Leow, Ms Chaw, Germaine & Ashley !
we (okay, Mr Leow & Bryan) made this gigantic sandcastle that's an absolute showstopper ! (: really pretty & all. all the Diseases & etc kept stopping to take photos. i sriously reckon some of them are g-ys lahh !
highlights of the day : "it's a gan thing !", "20 minutes !", "Diseases", "wetlettuces&chilipackets", "seaweeds", "bridge phobia" & so on (: hahas. all inside jokes.
mass dance in the water ? hahas.
i didnt study math properly, so hahas, i doubt i'll be taking h3 math next year.
no photos, even if i had some, i'd be too lazy to upload them anw. :D
I WNA GO CANDY EMPIRE LARRHH !
im gna start counting sheeps now, im like super duper wuper tired. (okay, im Karolyn, but you get my drift) hahas (:
im glad i got what i wanted to ask off my chest, FINALLY. hahas. i really needed that talk in the morning.
thank You Lord, for heart-to-heart talks
throw me a lifeline
10:04 PM
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
can i be your memory <
i didnt study math today.
like.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH ! im gna mug my ass off on mon & tues. lock myself in my room & do finish mock paper(s) & the promo paper. & i'll finish reading "i kissed dating goodbye" on weds night ! wahahas (: a very good plan.
note to self : cheong yuen teck's birthday is 27th oct. i must rmb that luhh !
i cant bear to give away the bears that i "designed". ): (notice the word i) lols, ytd leechinhua came for NOTH lahh. except to entertain my younger brother wiv chess & winning11 & God knows what on the ps2. okay, he delivered the bears. & he painted. & he drew S & 11. i dont wna give away 11 ! ): oh & he added laughter to the day. GUESS HOW HE PRONOUNCES KOALA BEAR ! READ THIS ALL YOU S10 PEOPLE ! HE PRONOUNCES IT AS ----- bear. hahas, i'd better censor it before he kills me. =x. IT'S M18, ASK ME NEXT YEAR ! :D (or tmr)
I WNA GO CANDY EMPIRE !
I WNA GO CANDY EMPIRE !
I WNA GO CANDY EMPIRE !where's that person who wna take me to VivoCity ! hahas, i dont care, first stop in vivo is CANDY EMPIRE OKAY OKAY ! you see this ! (im talking to you, chengxun btw !)
lols, terrence :
STOKED says:
i am candy empireKarolyn-n says:
HAHAS !STOKED says:
what does C stand for!Karolyn-n says:
COOKIE MONSTERR !Karolyn-n says:
hahas (:STOKED says:
CANDY EMPIRE(what does C stand for is an inside joke, :D)
fairfield tmr. I MUST RMB TO TAKE MY YEAR BOOK. grrrrrrr.
someone, please be in school (fairfield) studying tmr. pleaseeeee.
this is post is dam random luhh.
im borrowing the csi vcds from my auntie soon, i DONT care. my mom said i could after exams. woohoo ! im gna book the tv during november :P
i swear i NEED (notice need, not want) a new phone. both my phones are screwing up on me ): "insert sim card" "sim card rejected" blahblahblah. ): & the battery is like RETARDED lahh. both are retarded lahh ! one minute full batt, the next low batt, im like ~!@#$%"~!@#$%^&* (-insert appropraite words there-) i want a slide phone, preferrably 6111 or 6280. i'd love N80, but it hangs according to monkey. okay, i'll start blackmailing my parents wiv my chem marks :p
talking about chem. i got 28/30 for paper 2. ONE WAS A BLOODEH CARELESS MISTAKE ): i could have gotten 29 ): but whatever. must be contented wiv what i have (: yay !
thank You Lord, for CANDY EMPIRE !
throw me a lifeline
10:22 PM
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
unexpected what you did to my heart
when i was lost
you were there to remind me
this is the start <
ive got no idea why, but this morning "at the beginning" was playing in my head, hah. i love duets, sriously. hahas.
gna dress up the jj bears later, hahs. tutsi's being a nice pig & coming over wiv the bears to help me (okay, the class) do up the bears. i din even bother asking the class whether they'd wna help, it'll be a waste of breath. at least for ONCE, someone's acting like a good vice class rep.
page 129 of "i kissed dating goodbye" yay. finishing soon.
rubbed my makeup into my eye accidentally. my eyesight is horrigible lahh. even worse than ytd when i had to keep blinking. my eyes hurt like ~!@#$%^&* (-insert appropriate words there).
anyhooooos, we are OVER ! drama fest is OVER ! no more late night practices or screaming b*tches, hahas :D but i had fun i tell you, except for my ahma dress & the fact that my whole lit class starts to call me AHMA now. grrrr. the biggest surprise was that my MOTHER (the real one please) came for the show. & GANSS gave me a rose ! (your sis is super cute i tell you !)
ive got red nails, i still cant get over that fact. da-bai kept getting shocked over my makeup, i know it's horrendous luhh, idiot.
dead tired too. slept at like 9.30pm, woke up at 9am. now im still tired.
okay, im gone, my eyes hurt too much lahh ! ):
thank You Lord, for spacebars(i almost typed that as spacebras, not funny)
throw me a lifeline
10:12 AM
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extraordianry
E is even more than anyth that you imagine <
Lame Gan Club ! (:
to join : you must be someone wiv the surname Gan.
conditions : you must be injured so that you are lame.
lols, me & ganss are the sole members of that club, seeing that we both have knee injuries.
should i, could ii HATE making decisions luhh. to be OGL or not ? what attached to be ? should i take H3 math ? should i go for the match or phy ? should i do this ? should i do that ?
tutsis & hutus lahh !
i am drained physically & mentally.
dont laugh at my ahma dress tmr, i'll slaughter you if you do okay ! pffft. (-pokes everyone in sight)
i feel like relieving stress MY WAY.
I&R 370 words, lols, i dont care & i just printed it out, hahas. last minute work is always like that, but i dont give a hooooot. (still poking people). bwahahas, i so agree wiv yinghui's nick lahh ! "PW. the new 2-lettered 4-letter word." seriously cant wait for pw to be over, then i'll conc on getting 4A's. then throw in my kor's face. :P
HOW THE TUTSI DO YOU GET EYELINER OFF YOUR EYES ? someone fill me in on makeup techniques PLEASE ! i keep rubbing it, BUT IT'S STILL THERE ! babablacksheep lahh !
i need to poke someone.
FRICK, i regret poking that someone now. i got hit lahh. stupid brother.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OKAY, KINDLY IGNORE THAT. I AM IN A GROUCHY MOOD.
thank You Lord, for caller id
throw me a lifeline
9:37 PM
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
L-O-L-O-L-O-V-Emy day stank, quite a bit. still totally confused about alot alot alot of things. but that's not the point im here, the stuff below are >
MINDY NG, I SERIOUSLY HOPE YOU'LL SEE THIS.frankly, from your answers, i think i'd rather that you say
no. like when i asked you why you are considering yes, you said loveD him. (past tense). & since you have alr lost fractions... yea.
doubts there'll always be, cos youve been hurt & all that.
but seriously, i dont think you shud give an answer anytime soon, perhaps wait awhile ? see what he has to do or say.
i dont know why he took so dam bloodeh long to ask that qns, but i always believe there's a reason for everyth. perhaps you two are not meant to be or someth ? seeing from the fact that youve lost fractions.
i love you babe, always rmb that, and i'd only want the best for my girl. & i dont think he's the best.but love,
it's your decision my girl. i dont know what really went on between you two, but yea, that's my gut feeling.
love, take care okay, dont be so troubled over the bout of things that have been happening to you. im seriously sorry i cant be there for you like the past, but babe, rmb you can ALWAYS call me anytime, JUST like the past, i'll wake up just for your phone call okay. & if you feel that the world is crumbling down on you, always rmb girl, there's US ! if not us, there's always ME. i love you girl, alot.thank You Lord, for teleporting machines
throw me a lifeline
10:02 PM
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
& i will raise you up
on eagles wings <
i just wanted to proclaim thank you again, to each & every person who was there for me when my knee busted. (sounds wrong, but i dont care). (: you guys mean the world to me, THANK YOU. <3
hais, looks like i cant train for quite some time. i know my limits okay ppl, dont worry. (: gta dig out my knee guard soon.
i actually wanted to password my blog. i seriously didnt go to --'s blog for ages, and i just pressed a single wrong button and WHOO, i got teleported there. i bubble wiv hatred each time i see that blog, i cant stand it, but wth, i dont give a dam. JUST like mr kwa said, just like mr kwa said. keep that in mind girl. the main reason why im not passwording my blog is there's no darn point in doing so. waste time & all that, and blogs are for the public to see ayye. so no point.
if you read & still have someth bad to talk, i dont give a dam. totally. yes, that paragraph was so redundant and all that, but wth, this ISNT your blog okay. just fcuk off. -punches.
got the book "i kissed dating goodbye" from Desiree. after i read then i'll see man. no point troubling myself over all that. heehee. i'll concentrate on A's for now. guys gta go NS anw, & they say it's NS that changes guys. hahs.
anyhoos, i dont wna post my results on this blog cos it'll seem like im doing a bad thing. so to all those who requested to my marks, just ask me okay ?
today i walked around like a dead zombie. totally like some dead piece of shit luhh. tired & all that. mentally & physically. tired tired tired tired. lols.
even during the screening of High School Musical (watch : Zac Efron !) i was like dam tired luhh. almost could fall asleep lohhs. if not for that person sitting beside me i think i would have just fallen asleep. nono, im not blaming you :D (see no evil ! haha, okay inside joke) thanks for letting me poke you :p :D:D:D:D:D hahas. & thanks for protecting my knee~ (:
JOE ZUO YU DAN ! (: THANKS ALOT FOR YOUR MSG TODAY OKAY. IT UPPED MY MOOD ALOT. BEEN AGES LUHH ! I MISS YOU TOO OKAY ! <3
call me whatever you want lahh, i sriously DONT give a shit. im liking the attention u spend chatting about me anw (: thanks for making me part of your life ! :D
thank You Lord, for --
throw me a lifeline
10:31 PM
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
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STOP DOING THAT.
STOP CONFUSING ME.
STOP.
jst when i thot i had everyth under control, someone jst had to screw everyth up once again. wht's new bout all that jazz ? it's th same old routine where i let go & you mke me stumble once again. i swear this is th last dam time that i'll ever stick to this routine.
have i rly become more sad ? i feel th smiles dont come that easily.
& i jst realized, that even if my life is all screwed up & all that, it's not th whole life that's screwed up. my marks are still up to my expectations, one good thing. i'll always fall back on that & smile.
to all those who sriously think that my life is perfect, i get good grades, i get good guys, i appear to have a great family, i can assure you ALL, that it's not what it seems, my life is always never what it appears. & i assure you that no way am i exaggerating, ask those closer to me. i think my tears come easier than REAL laughter.
but i always realize, there are people who have worse troubles than me.
no food, no clothes, no education, no money, no family, no friends.
then i can sriously thank God for all that i have now.
thank You Lord, for positive
throw me a lifeline
6:02 PM
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i hold you close
i hold you near
it may not be forever <
there's someth wrong wiv ALL the tagboards on my comp, so i gave up & switched to a cbox for my blog.
anyhoos, to all those people who insisted for MONTHS that i go for a knee checkup i DID !
i went for a x-ray too.
& the results are that my knee is FINE. no fracture or anyth of that sort, wahaha.
but im still going to a specialist for a real checkup on the 6th.
& i sriously think that i'll forget about my appointment luhh.
ahhwells. so to all those who want me to check up my knee, must remind me about my appointment OHKAY !
it's at jmc, wherever that is, im gna have to leave my house earlier & go searching fer it luhh. pfffft.
& i still think the camp was finger-lickin' good.
even though i was a paika most of the time. hahas.
& i miss my campers & the camp itself, it seemed so unfinished. ):
Gazila, Gazali ! :D hahahahahahas. (okay, inside joke)
aiyah, i sriously think that i have got no life luhh.
ohoh, 2 shuai-ges on one newspaper page today ! :D
Louis Koo & Jonathan Leong.
ahhh, melts.
ohkay, you get my point about having no life, i'll just go & read the newspapers & beam at that wonderful page now. (:
SCHOOL'S STARTING TMR !
(i'd really rather still be in cdss lahh)
you, im trying my best alr.
thank You Lord, for windows
throw me a lifeline
10:35 AM
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Friday, October 13, 2006
i'll be your memory4days3nights of camp.
was a blast, im serious.
but, the worsest part of it was that i injured my knee.
)))))))):
hurhur, my new form of transport, the trolley. i got transported from the hall to backstage using the trolley, Daniel taped it down somemore luhh !
got confined to things that dont require movements.
like day 2 i tied water bombs, but me & Earnest & Germaine & Carrie were wetting each other non-stop, freezing like hell. no thanks to Joseph & Emmerson too.
& just this morning, i stayed at the command centre in the hall & watched part of 2fast2furious.
i wouldnt say that i missed jj people during the camp, i had this much fun luhh ! :D
minus the injured knee & the rashes all over my body & the dead tiredness i feel. slept at the netball court just now lahh !
a Big Thank You goes out to all those who took care of me when i was down. (:
& also those who msged me to take care (:
& sorry goes out to all those who called me & msged me. i couldnt really reply you all cos either my phone wasnt wiv me or i wasnt free.
thank You Lord, for the peanut group ! :D & SuanWoo, Michelle, Alex, Yuzheng ! (:
throw me a lifeline
8:45 PM
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
in places no one will find
all your feelings so deep inside
forever was in your eyes <
random lines from the same song, hurhur.
i predict that this post is gna be quite draggy & long, so dont read if you dont wna (:
ytd, just before going off for trg, i was feeling like shit, & i SO dont know WHY. i almost cried, for some dumb reason, which is - I DONT KNOW. i seriously dont know what hit me and all that. my comp was pms-ing me too, so i was frickingly pissed. feeling like shit, seriously. (talk about major moodswings ?) so when the time came for me to leave, i DIDNT wna budge, but i pulled myself all the way to school. AND whaddya know, just like i expected, my girls made me way high again <3, this is the reason why God sent us friends i tell you. Retard No. 1 was like smiling when she saw me, hurhur, you must see her to know what i mean by her retarded smile, it just put this smile onto my face luhh. :D 350 skippings & 4 suicide runs using 70% of our strength was quite a killer for a warm up. did jumps and all that after warm up, & i ~!@#$%^&* fricking hurt my knee again luhhhhhhh. im like quite pissed wiv my knee for being so ~!@#$%^&* (insert appropriate words there). but im finding no good reason why i shud see the doctor, yeeleen even told me to go see the doctor lahh ! hurhur. so i sat down while the rest trained & iced my knee. my knee was ohkay before trg ended, and yeeleen still refused to let me train, ))))): fine, i'll rest & be a goody girl :D heex. i was fricking bored last night guess what i did, I STUDIED LUHH ! (fancy that can !) i was trying so hard to stop studying, counting down the days til promos ended & can you imagine that i STUDIED cos ive got noth better to do ? I BETTER GET A LIFE SOON.
BUTTTT, last night was fantabulous, went down wiv my bro (younger) & ma & luckee (the dog) to play SPARKLERS ! i was like some retarded kiddy lahh, i had so much fun playing sparkler, heehee. but the haze was quite bad so my ma said we had to go home early. ): so sad. the wind was SUPER strong also luhh, all the candles got blown off, so sad ): heehee, luckee was super scared of the sparklers, esp when my bro was the one holding them. i was a good citizen & threw the litters away. (i must add in that line :D)
today, i woke up at 7 luhh, lack of sleep, i was darn tired. made my way down to school for the Chestnut Drive thang. got a mix up about my group, and guess what, im the FAMILY HEAD. fancy that, Family Head. it sounds so darn foreign. me & tommy are family heads, he's like so darn high during camps luhh, im darn scared i cant match. (but ive got the voice, woohoo !) hahas, and our group names are like Walnut Hazelnut Peanut & Doughnut. im in Peanut ! :D we've decided to call the groups NG, nut group. hahahas :D dam cute i tell you. so headed down to CDSS, met YuZheng there. faked him that we had to do pushups cos he was late & Mr Leow was fricking pissed at him (he's in my group lahh) hahas :D toured around the school, like woohoo, im so confident i'll NEED to ask directions luhh. bwahahas, but the map helped loads (thanks Siyun & Carrie). me & tommy ran back to our family spots luhh. & when we reached there the WHOLE group of us realised there was a SHORTCUT luhh. like ~!@#$%^&*, totally. hurhur, sat down in a group (all those unattached people) & brainstormed and stuffs. came up wiv "One Chestnut Clap" & "The Nut(ty) Game". hahas, dam cool i tell you.
went back to school after & sat down wiv SuanWoo, Michelle, YuZheng & Big A. to discuss on the group flag. seriously thank them loads for helping me think out a design for the family poster, i would have died luhh, if i had to do it by myself. dam funny lahh that YuZheng. we sent him up to find ChianLim & on the phone before, ChianLim said he wasn't having meeting. BUT when YuZheng reached there, the meeting started. so when he barged into the LNM, hurhur, all eyes was on him. :D hahas :D by the time i left school it was 12.15pm, & i was swearing cos i knew i would be late luhh. so when i was super far (according to Karolyn's Lazy Legs) from the busstop, my dumb bus came, i ran like dont know what to the busstop lahh. at least i caught the bus, phew.
i was super late meeting Manu Chinyi & Yuenteck luhh, APOLOGIES :D but i know you guys are nice people, & forgiving. :D & yt was late also lahh, was msging him before that CAN ! :p headed down to cine, ate Ramen for lunch. i swear, NEVER order the Spicy choices in their menu. i ordered the Spicy Tempura Fish (or someth Fish luhh), & it was so darn spicy that i drank up me & yt & manu & cy's water lahh. hot hot hot can ! & i was still wearing my leader's tee so i got like darn scared it would get dirty (wiv gravy) so i wore my jacket over it, hurhur :D that dumb cy lahh, go & help me ask for fork & spoon, so dam paiseh lahhhhh ! hahas. watched Rob-B-Hood. i swear it's DARN funny, REALLY nice, especially wiv
LOUIS KOO in it, aaaahhhh, -melts. i cried like dont know what lahh, it was DAM touching in the end. but, pffffft, i was the only one who cried. pfffffffts. that show was DAM nice i swear. if you think John Tucker Must Die was nice, Rob-B-Hood was equally nice, if not better. hurhurs. i needed to pee lahh, & was super urgent (i ren for like 1.5hours can !) that stupid cy still walk so slow out of the row ! rushed to the toilet & when i saw the queue ALMOST FAINTED NIA. hahas, then walked around after that. cy & yt kept disappearing when me & manu were in shops, HAHAS. im still obessed wiv cy's tummy, really comfy. -looks at yt. hurhur. we were talking about tummies & i said i downa marry a guy wiv six-pac. i want a guy wiv a flat tummy, then yt said "more comfy to lie isit ?" then i said comfy must get a guy wiv cy's tummy luhh ! :D no evil intentions, i swear.
met Nicole & Melisa at ZARA, hohohos (:
saw YaoZhi (puke puke gag) & his GF, his GF was hot man !
saw a fairsian, dont know his name.
saw Ragu (or someth like that) too ! was quite shocked luhh, he spiked his hair can ! hahas.
i had fun today & ytd, thanks darlings <3
ZOMG, i wrote so darn long lahh. i cant believe it.
i CANT wait to get back my results, IM SERIOUS !
i wna see what kinda pressie i can get for them.
TOMORROW, it's called "day-alone day"
hurhur, sleeping til 11, i hope i can. im too used to waking up at 8 plus ?
playing comp til lunch, then i'll lunch.
head down to the library after that, spend some alone time wiv books, it's a plus to any day in my life. (:
top up ez-link & buy my green hairband :D (my mom offered to paint her hairbands GREEN luhh so i wont buy a new one)
come back, tackle the newspapers.
read my borrowed book
dinner (:
my mom's still trying to make me go yoga classes wiv her. like over my drop dead (gorgeous, as christina would add) body luhh ! :p
POKE YOUU; but Baby, i still love you.
thank You Lord, for LOUIS KOO, hurhur <3
throw me a lifeline
9:36 PM
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Friday, October 06, 2006
there's always that one person that will always have your heart
you'll never see it coming cos youre blinded from the start <
hurhur, new skin (:
i dont quite like it as compared to the old one, but it's time for a change dontcha think ?
thats my thots whenever i think of buying someth new, when i alr have one good one. so like usually my stuffs have a usage life of plus-minus 1year :D
BUTive been using my beloved pencilcase since sec3 luhh ! (:
(everyone's been telling me to change it or someth, but i havent found any eye-catching ones, so no no, no change for that.)
AAANNNDDD, ive been using this blog address since sec3 too ! (:
AAANNNDDD, my favourite number has been 19 since sec3 too ! (:
new bag, new files, new pens, new pencil, new waterbottle, new clips, new hairtyes, new hairstyle, new handwriting. hurhur, exactly how many new stuffs i have man (& woman) !
okay, that was UBER, UBER randomness, :D
note to self : cut nails.
(i dont care, im going for trg !)
thank You Lord, for kookoobarus (however you spell it, :D)
throw me a lifeline
11:44 AM
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the best times of our lives <
so mel's party was a very successful bbq (i think)
oh yes, i so love my girls. <3
Siyun lost ALOT of weight today, she kept sweating non-stop while bbqing the food, whole face was full of sweat.
Joanne is SHAGGED today, from running (on the bed)
:D hope she doesnt see this.
Mellieeeeeee weeeeeee, netball retard no. 1, she counted the number of netties at the station, 6. "EH GOT ONE MORE" (in response to that, we all went, du-uh, it's melisa lahhr !) she shared her jokes, omg, it's like neverending supply lahhr.
cheer up my darling retard, it ain't no fun retarding when YOURE not retarded. pray hard girl, i'll pray for you too. (:
Jacindaaaaaa, it was good chilling out wiv you & chatting and stuffs. woohoo, THE ONE (: hahas, i saw your oh-so-random statement that Bryan went fishing wiv Mr Leow, hahas :D <3
Vanessa, hahas, we kept rejecting all her food. only accepting Joanne's ones cos she threatened (me & Siyun) that if we don't eat "our friendship is over". i heard it as "i'll french it all over". her ever-so-predictable statement when me and mellie left "beee-caree-full !" yes babe, you BeCareFul too (: hahas.
Birthday Girl, Mel Irwan <3 hope you like our angpao, we donated alot of money ohkay ! :D thanks for the day my dear, i hope you get a great bday (:
i love my girls <3ohkay, it's seldom that im up so late luhh, people close to me should know.
one example :
ToNE... ITS OVER!!! says:
hahz first time so late see ya onlineToNE... ITS OVER!!! says:
welcome to the midnight clubKarolyn-n (: in places no one will find, all your feelings so deep inside. says:
harhar.Karolyn-n (: in places no one will find, all your feelings so deep inside. says:
first time im online at sucha late timing mahhsToNE... ITS OVER!!! says:
thats y im so surpriseToNE... ITS OVER!!! says:
karo is filled wif surprises seiToNE... ITS OVER!!! says:
never fails to surprise meohh, GAELAN GU just had to call me to GLOAT that his teacher told him that he PASSED physics. im like grrrrrrrrrrrrr, almost bit his head off (if he was infront of me that is)
blaaahhhhsssss, i dont know my plan for tmr, i cant even plan anyth for tmr. (ohkay technically it's TODAY luhh, but i dont care) I WNA GO FOR TRG. -stomps feet, pulls hair, punches. :D aaaahh, yeeleen's trg tmr, i hope they get a really tough trg, heehees :D ohkay, im JOKING.
ohh i was watching comedies on StarWorld from like 10pm til like 1.30am ? ohkay, minus off that one hour i watched Prison Break, :D wahahas, addiction addiction ! :D
omg, like LiHui is SOOO random luhh :
Li Hui says:
why u still up?-obviously i responded-
Li Hui says:
oh hows the netball team?ohkay, pardon me, but i SO wna exclaim this again.
PROMOS ARE OVER PEOPLE, IT'S TIME TO PARTAAYYYYE !
(ohkay but i SWEAR, i SWEAR, im gna study when november comes, puts on my nerd specs 8-|)
(ohkay, side note : 8-| is the shortcut to the nerdy emoticon on msn, heex :D)
AFTER ALL, I'LL BE GONE FOR LIKE 3 WEEKS IN DECEMBER, I DONT WANT LAHH !
UBER CUTENESS I SWEAR, UBER UBER UBER CUTENESS, HURHUR. :D
-looks at muzai & ahmad. YOU GUYS SHOULD KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. :D
i feel like doing a quiz, but guess what people
I AM LAAAAZZZEEEEEEEE ! (lazy)
Booya, im gone :D
sweet dreams (of you) hurhur (:
will you still love me in the morning ?forever & ever Babewhoever invented the term forever, is a LIAR, there's no such thing as a forever.
thank You Lord, for flower prints on teeshirts
throw me a lifeline
2:14 AM
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
my heart's beating faster
holding on to feel the same
this may never start
i'll tear us apart <
It was finally here- Anna's wedding day, the day she had dreamed about and planned for months. The small picturesque church was crowded with friends and family.
Sunlight poured through the stained-glass windows, and the gentle music of a strong quartet filled the air. Anna walked down the aisle towards David. Joy surged within her. this was the noment for which she had waited so long. He gently took her hand, and they turned towards the altar.
But as the minister began to lead Anna and David through their vows, the unthinkable happened. A girl stood up in the middle of the congregation, walked quietly towards the altar, and took David's other hand. Another girl approached and stoof next to the first, followed by another. Soon, a chain of six girls stood by him as he repeated his vows to Anna.
Anna felt her lips began to quiver as tears welled up in her eyes. "Is this some kind of joke?" she whispered to David.
"I'm.. I'm sorry, Anna," he said, staring at the floor.
"Who are these girls, David? What is going on?" she gasped.
"They're girls from my past," he answered sadly. "Anna, they don't mean anything to me now... but I've given part of my heart to each of them."
"I thought your heart was mine," she said.
"It is, it is," he pleaded. " Everything that's left is yours."
A tear rolled down Anna's cheeck. Then she woke up.
got this from someone's blog.
reality check to me, a big big reality check. how much chunks of my heart have i given away ? (notice : the word "much", not "many") i myself cannot keep track on who have held my heart in their hands before, why ?
ytd i was fiddling wiv the ------- & was staring down at my physics notes. i only studied 3 chapters, honest. and bam, i did someth i promised someone i would never do again. & honestly, seriously honestly, i felt better, i felt like that was a punish to me. "Karolyn, if you dont get serious, you'll get ----ing." so yes, im sorry dude ): luckily the jacket covered all evidence.
on a much much much lighter note, PROMOS ARE OVER PEOPLE ! (:
im sorry to all the LEP people, one more paper to go ! :D
hokay, i better go off now, im gna be late alr.
Baby, it's good to see you smiling and laughing, even if it's wiv HER.
my heart sank and my heart lifted.
CAN THERE EVER BE SUCH A FEELING ?
hurhur. it's time to play.
ohkayohkay, im going off alr !
(mel's bbq, & i seriously think im gna be late, :D)
thank You Lord, for bangles
throw me a lifeline
4:55 PM
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
ru guo shou fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
na zai zong dian zhi qian wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian <
that line just keeps running through my head, ohkay, i admit im addicted to guiji. bahhs, should never have kept listening to it when i had Pookie's mp3, blehhhhs. i think ive blasted it like 10 times back-to-back alr this morning. hahas :D
omg, im seriously acting like promos are over luhh. ): which is totally frickingly unhealthy for life. i should start concentrating on the more important stuffs in my life, JUST like BFF. except for the subj differences. hahas. through this promos i just realised that everyth has died down, ive rearranged my priorities, except i can make exceptions at times luhh. there's a major difference to the way i feel now, which is like friickingly good i tell you (: it's been ages since ive had the urge to msg someone lahhs.
mindys ngs mins lis, is haves nos ideas whys buts is likes thes ways yous spells fricks sos ims copyings yous. :D theres, ones nices paragraphs, is hopes yous understands its, lovers (:
cheong yuenteck ! (: hurhur, that was so random. i was flipping through neoprints (yes, i know it's wrong to). im biased but ive got a favourtie neoprint. :D it's one of me and manu and yuenteck and chinyi and kevinyap ! :D hurhur, so i started reminiscing (however you spell that word) about the past, i started thinking of yuenteck (of all the 4, dont ask me why him). then i realised that omg, i forgot someth darn important about him. so i msged darling manu for it :D and you fellow smitheroo told chinyi luhh, how come ! boooo ): OH YOU BETTER NOT TELL YUENTECK, I SWEAR I'LL CHOP YOUR HAIR OFF, HURHUR. so anw i msged yuenteck for like 1 hour ytd ? yesh ! we're going out on saturdayy, wheeheehee. (: after the chestnut drive secondary school thang that is, hurhur, but im FINALLY going out, wwhee !
ohkay that above paragraph so dam redundant, but manuela siya forster (foster?) you better read it OHKAY ! :p
i miss fairfield people alot ):
you see this choo, monkey, chris, joylua, oli, hohoho, mesy !
you see this bff, lover, roonee, sherri !
you see this 4c, (oh no way am i gna type out everyone's name)
you see this manu, yuenteck, chinyi, stalker, shilei, kelly mak, nick !
you see this fok !
you see this cris, rocking darling & all the chiangrai people !
oh i suddenly rmb, 4710 ! WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR GANG !
thank You Lord, for finish lines
throw me a lifeline
9:41 AM
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
reality overcomes me
i'm living a lie <
2809GP paper one
GP paper two
Chinese2909Literature0210Math0310Chemistry paper one
Chemistry paper two0510Physics paper one
Physics paper two
two more strikes (: hahas. chem paper finished, i know i'll get promoted. lols. acting like today last paper alr, im still not preparing for phy. hahas :D i really shud get started on physics, i mean the last time i touched physics was the day when i got my last phy lesson, harhar :D
after the paper went for lunch wiv denise yueqi michelle kian ban & ahma. hurhur, so much for me having honey stars for lunch. so full now >.< lunch was really fun, the trip there was fun, the people were fun, hahas. went mini shopping after that, but bought noth. was really tempted to buy this tigger metal pencil case, hahas, but i din. oh wells. banhao should REALLY grow up man. >.< just like yueqi say, cannot grow up one, keep whacking me & denise, we're innocent ppl lohhs. zhong ji mi ma was dam funny, we all were aiming for denise to tio the number, hahahas. Michelle :"90 to 100" & in response to that YueQi went "75" and she said it very confidently. HAHAS :D
i heard the maths paper was hard, hanyang was like "du-uh, the ppl taking the paper are the ones who din get A for math" pfffft, ohkay lohh, win liao lohh.
MengXiang - "the sky is falling !" (when he couldnt do chem)
joke of the day, i keep laughing.
I CANNOT WAIT FOR THURSDAY TO SHOO AWAY. ):
did i mention i slept at like 12.30 last night ? ohkay, 12.30 this morning. cos i was playing & crapping wiv my bros. ahh, woke up wiv a slight headache and after the dumb chemistry which SERIOUSLY drained my braincells, my head's pounding now, so i shud go and sleep. and when i wake up, i swear i'll study physics.
after all, 15 bucks from my wallet is at stake here. hurhur. haagen dazs dude, im gna win our bet. (:
thank You Lord, for tree branches
throw me a lifeline
2:57 PM
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