Saturday, September 09, 2006

okay, this was utterly freaky.
i was typing a post just now, and this page just closed by itself.
hahas, freaking myself out.


anw back to my point.
i had this dream last night, that i died.

when i woke up (which is just), it made me refer back to my conv wiv pookie last night, about (haha) the future. & like who can predict the future ?

i wna get married before i die, but who knows ? i might die in my wedding car. (& i can never see my husband again)
i wna give birth before i die, but who knows ? i might die during child birth. (& my kids will never get to know his/her mommy)
i wna get a job before i die, but who knows ? i might die while trying to get my job. (& i will never earn $$ by myself)


hahas, this was where this webbie cancelled itself.

actually, if i died now, would anybody notice. prolly not. i still rmb that time in sec 2, sirong msged alot of us "Bye guys, thanks for everyth" just to see our reaction. i didn't think much of it, hahas, i dont know why, just had this feeling that sirong was like THAT. joel & sijay spoilt his plan when they saw him in school on saturday. it wasn't until tuition when sam called then i realised that maybe sirong was serious, then i sent a msg down. (harhar) on monday he showed me the list of the people who msged him.

if it was for real, no one would have stopped him at 3.28am (around there). i still rmbed sijay said that he got woken up, but he ignored looking at it and went back to sleep. imagine if sirong was for real, no one stopped him, HOW ? hahas.

this post sounds so much about dying, okay infact it is all about dying, but have you ever planned what kinda funeral you wna have ?

i want my coffin to be white, wiv a cross on top. then it must have white ribbons at the side. yepp. and my phrase to be written on the tombstone is "we live by Faith, and not by sight". presented to earth on 23061989, given to heaven on -insert date-.

quite cool hurr ? planning our death. but if i really were to die, i wish that i dont have kids, i dont have a hubby, and i dont have a job. that way, my death wouldnt affect anyone. ohwells. what's life all about ? i dont understand, in the end we'll die, why not just eat chips and watch tv, hahas.















thank You Lord, for shortcuts

throw me a lifeline
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