Saturday, September 30, 2006
10% luck
20% skill
15% concentrated power of will
5% pleasure
50% pain
& 100% reason to rmb the name <
my computer got revived, like yay. & now it's so dam cool wiv all the updated stuffs. like the newest type of windows internet explorer, the latest windows live messenger and the latest itunes. im like totally lost using the comp, but im not even supposed to be using it.
2809GP paper one
GP paper two
Chinese2909Literature0210Math0310Chemistry paper one
Chemistry paper two
0510Physics paper one
Physics paper two
hokay, i like to see the pre-cancelled math paper, wahahas. sorry to everyone else out there. i like to gloat to NEHNEH especially. (:
oh and a big hug and thankew goes out to all those who tagged me & msged me & hugged me & told me to take care when i was sick (: thanks dudes. & dudettes ! (:
hokay, im updating my ipod ! :D
(mini)
thank You Lord, for chops and stamps
throw me a lifeline
12:31 PM
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
in the arms of an angel
may you find some comfort here <
what's the worse-estestestest thing that can happen to you before promos ?
get sick.
& that's exactly what ive got.
ive got flu
fever + headache
friickingly badly infected throat
i cant walk or stand too long, otherwise i'll vomit like hell.
i didnt eat (so i didnt know what i vomitted =x)
& the worse thing is, i CANT STUDY. my head will explode
ytd i tried to do one qns, i finished it & i almost died.
i doubt i'll study today lohhs ): promos start tmr, & the doctor was laughing at me.
pfft.
throw me a lifeline
9:28 AM
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Monday, September 25, 2006
my dirty lil secret <
John Tucker Must Die was really good (:
thanks for the chocolate bar. (:
thank You Lord, for porcupines
throw me a lifeline
6:15 PM
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
i think the weirdestestestest part of me is.
when i get angry, i CRY.
throw me a lifeline
11:03 PM
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hide me now
under your wings
i will be still know You are God <
to realize the value of a sister:
ask someone who doesn't have one
to realize the value of ten years:
ask a newly divorced couple
to realize the value of four years:
ask a graduate
to realize the value of one year:
ask a student who has failed a final exam
to realize the value of one month:
ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby
to realize the value of one week:
ask an editor of a weekly newspaper
to realize the value of one hour:
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet
to realize the value of one minute:
ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane
to realize the value of one second:
ask one who has survived an accident
to realize the value of one millisecond:
ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
To realize the value of a friend:
Lose onewas in school from 1-6.30 today.
i would like to say today was productive, but i would rather have spent time studying at home instead of going out to dinner (which was totally yucky).
yes ): the best thing they served was WATER. eeewch.
blahs.
ohh today i was happily savouring my yummy chicken pau when the jj cat jumped onto the table i was at. & i froze there wiv my eyes opened for like 10 seconds and in the distance SUWEN was laughing at me like crazy. then i screamed & ran away. and the CAT RAN WIV ME ! aaaahhh, i was screaming & the ppl in the canteen were all laughing at me, even the cher. pfft.
the ones i love, please dont get overstressed. it makes me really really worried for you. especially siok. and lover. and ganss. and jean. and you. (i know my bff isn't stressed at all you 17th april, hurhur, on purpose again)
thank You Lord, for symbols
throw me a lifeline
10:42 PM
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Friday, September 22, 2006
im scared for lit.
i think i forgot what Great Expectations is all about.
(no, it's not anyone's cue to laugh, cos i'm being perfectly serious now)
throw me a lifeline
11:09 PM
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
she walks to school wiv the lunch she packed
nobody knows what she’s holding back
wearing the same dress she wore ytd
she hides the bruises wiv linen & lace
the teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
it's hard to see the pain behind the mask
bearing the burden of a secret storm
sometimes she wishes she was never born
through the wind & the rain
she stands hard as a stone
in a world that she can't rise above
but her dreams give her wings
& she flies to a place where she's loved
concrete angel
somebody cries in the middle of the night
the neighbours hear but they turn out the lights
a fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
when morning comes it'll be too late
through the wind & the rain
she stands hard as a stone
in a world that she can't rise above
but her dreams give her wings
& she flies to a place where she's loved
concrete angel
a statue stands in a shaded place
an angel girl wiv an upturned face
a name is written on a polished rock
a broken heart that the world forgotthrough the wind & the rain
she stands hard as a stone
in a world that she can't rise above
but her dreams give her wings
& she flies to a place where she's loved
concrete angel
Concrete Angel ; Martina McBride.
i personally like the lyrics to this song. but after saying that, it's time for me to study. i'm getting terrified. ): 7 more days 1 more night til promos start, just thankful that the first week’s papers are NOT h2. (phew !)
oh yes, i was studying at the canteen after school when i saw some scribblings. “exams sucks” i wanted to reply back, i agree, then i ventured on to read the rest, i saw this RETARDED (hahas :D) picture, seriously retarded i swear, then i read the last line. “comeonkhai” was written, hahas. then i concluded that those (-points up) were drawn & written by khairiz. i bursted out laughing, lol. then i rmbed that indeed he was sitting where i was sitting then. (haha ?)
okay, this comp is officially having a bitch fit as well. eugh ! what's wrong wiv comps I wonder.
i'm learning malay. and the whole gang of them are bent on teaching me vulgarities in malay. (NOT FUNNY HOKAY !) still i stick to my most favourite line in the world “aku ta ta wu” (hopefully i spelt it correct) which means i don't know/understand. lol, cheap trick i know.
[edit]
i typed that post at like 7pm ? then my comp was bitch-fitting me and blogger refused to load. so yepp i STARTED on physics. guess what ? im still on page 4 of circular motion. (i started wiv that) like ha-de-ha, karolyn is dead ):
thank You Lord, for time
throw me a lifeline
9:27 PM
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
so blessed i cant contain it
so much i gta give it away
Your love has taught me to live now
You are more than enough for me <
a tribute, to the number one in my life, God.
my other comp has officially been pronounced dead, and it's cremation date is on the 19th of september (namely, today).
and guess what's the MOST wonderful part about that comp dying ? ALL MY PW STUFFS IS INSIDE. i've tried since like 10pm to let my comp work properly, i got pissed off, screamed the f-word aloud, wanted to type the f-word into a msg and send it and all that, but OH NO, it doesnt work.
suddenly it hit me. what i had to do. i sat down in front of my comp, crossed my fingers, closed my eyes, bowed my heads, and i PRAYED. i prayed real hard.
my comp became better, but no, not usual, a punishment for me not constantly praying. so all that i got was the copy that we handed in to azah, but luckily, i rmbed most of what we edited, after all i was the typist. so i edited til now.
now my printer refuses to work, but guess what, no im not frowning, im smiling like what im supposed to be like when im His child.
rewards come surprisingly, when youre down suddenly you experience God's love like noth else. im seriously acting retarded and crazy. so many stuffs to handle, all of it are blurs, yet of all the blurs, there's someth's there that makes me smile and laugh like some mad-woman.
i don't believe, what took me so long to see it ? thank You Lord, for everyth.
do you believe in fate ? i do. (:
there's definitely a reason why i came into jjc, why i came into this particular class, why my best friend is this particular (fat, ugly, bitchy, blahblahblah) samantha foo. (im kidding bff ! :D), why my eyecandy is ------- :DDDDDDDDDDDD, why do i like -------, why i know this person, why i dislike that person, why that person dislikes me (even when she doesn't even know how i look like -.-), why this why that. we'll never understand now, we'll definitely understand in the future.
this is retarded. my handphone has been signalling it's low batt since 10pm, riiiiightt.
and as usual, im too lazy to find a charger to charge it and all that, and my spares are all gone ! ):
that was random.
study hard dude ! do well for promos, you can do it, i believe in you. (:
heehee.choose one : would you give up someth you love for the one you love, or would you give up the one you love for someth you love ?
thank You Lord, for basically everyth
throw me a lifeline
12:41 AM
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
i dont want to be the one the battles always choose
cos inside i realise that im the one confused
i dont know whats worth fighting for
or why i have to scream
i dont know why i instigate
and say what i dont mean
i dont know how i got this way
i'll never be alright
so i'm breaking the habit
i'm breaking the habit tonight <
like yay, my ipod's fixed. (: i've been blasting songs for quite a while now, hearing the songs i like the most is definitely relaxing.
read through vectors, and i actually understood everyth, what with me being relaxed plus singing out loud,(haha) then i realised this.
!@#$%^&* why the hell am i reading maths?! im not taking maths promos. dumbb, hahas. but i felt really good, i thot vectors was gna be killer, then after reading through, i think vectors is quite alright, yay for me (:
ytd was a really really good day for me (: i finally really studied for once.
went to school for physics consultation.
then david invited me and kuinoi to go for maths lesson wiv mr leow, so we went.
then after that dont know who mentioned there was physics, so i stayed.
mr tan:"are you sure your name is not karoLAME?"then after coming home, i watched "the art of seduction" as a form of a break (okay, that show is PG, dont think dirty you all dirty-thinking ppl out there, ayye !)
then after that i did chemistry. (:
then after that i played metal slug 3 wiv my brother, dam good man (:
i seriously think ytd was good.
i set my phone to silent wiv no vibrations, then after doing each chem question i'll be like "OH YES, I WAS MSGING CHINHUA !" so i went to check my phone, hahas. ohwells. the one thing i like about msging him is that he replies slowly, which is darn good for me & my phone bills.
i sent 1000+ msges this month, how wonderful. i alr told my dad that when the bill comes i'll fork out 30bucks for it. see im responsible. :D
a constant wave of tension
on top of broken trust.toodleloo.
thank you YOU, for making my day these few days wivout yourself even knowing it. (: youve kept me grinning widely and all that, hahas.
and thank you zhu ba jie, for bearing my retarded screamings to you about it.
i've got this countdown thingy for promos, it's getting to one-digit days left to promos. gosh, like im screwed if i dont start studying.
p/s wonderfully, my comp has this stupid virus that cant let me use the internet, really wonderful. the virus attacked at the right time.
thank You Lord, for perfect timings
throw me a lifeline
10:46 PM
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
those three words
they said too much
yet not enoughcurrently totally hooked on Chasing Cars, darn nice i tell you, especially if your Jonathan Leong's fans. hahas (:
ytd was a contrast to wednesday. i dont know what the hell kicked into me on wednesday, i totally was zonked out. i din listen during phy lecture OR maths tutorial. wonderful, there was this one thing on my mind that kept distracting me. but ytd, was okay, quite good in fact.
so it was really good to see mindys again and sammyrammy. you would never believe all the ahtun retardedness mindy has, hahas, i totally forgot about her super duper wuper retardedness AND her super duper wuper zuper lousy singing, hahahahas :D & the two of them came jj to eat lahh. each time i see them they're eating like pigs man. i went for chinese and they finished 2 boxes of chocolate biscuit rolls thingy and one tao kae noi. hahahas. pigs i tell you, they're pigs.
like hahaha :D the ending of last night was the best i tell you. i was screaming at my computer side and jumping up and down. i swore my mom would disown me if she could seeing my retardedness level. i saw SOMETH that made me go :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD the whole night through ! hahas. i msged a very very poor-thing Pookie about it, i dont see why he wasn't as high as me, hahahas :D
let's hit the random button
1) i miss 4c.
2) i miss my cliques. (perfect 7, snow&dwarves)
3) i hate !@#$%^&* :D
4) i have 26 tiggers, hahas :D
5) i really love my bag and my shoes.
6) my left finger nails are painted black and green alternatively.
7) i have physics consultation today.
8) i really wna watch "John Tucker Must Die"
9) i dont like my small eyes at times ):
10) im addicted to bridge, i seriously think im addicted to bridge.
11) im going to UK next year ! :D for a lit trip.
12) i wanted to dip my waterbottle into green paint, hahas :D
13) i like to wear my watch on my right hand, and yes im a right hander.
14) i think left handers are really cool (e.g. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD & my brother)
15) i miss playing netball. and i miss retarding wiv my netties (esp smellie !)
16) i still like the names jazmynn and chadd. (they'll be my kiddies names i tell you)
17) i wna take h3 math.
18) i think green and black are a really good mix
19) im addicted to Hello Panda vanilla flavour, where's DARRYL ! hahas :D
thank You Lord, for smileys (: :) =D (= =) (x XD =p ):
throw me a lifeline
8:27 AM
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
there are many more things that are much more important than this.
i cant stand my train of thought, it's always far more optimistic than what happens.
promos are around the corner and my clouding my mind with nonsense thots and fantasies.
of all times, why must you appear now, and i seriously hope that you'll disappear soon. i dont want my mind to be filled wiv thots of this.
if all those sound weird or whatever, trying being me. i dont understand things like this, and what you think i'll understand wiv experience ? try again.
all i know is one thing stands clear.
thank You Lord, for His Beautiful Eyes.
throw me a lifeline
4:54 PM
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
na zai zong dian zi qian wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian <
i thinned my hair !
quadraple yay :D:D:D:D
my tv's been tuned to animal planet since the morning.
tributes to steve irwin.
i (almost) cried when sui died, dam sad lahh. made me think of when luckee will die.
my comp's having a bitch fit, undoubtedly. irritates me to the bone (no no, irritates me to the atom) each time i use it nowadays. there's this weird chinese programme on it. really idiotic. i bet that chinese programme is a dumb sorta virus. dumb dumb dumb. bang ! shoot it wiv my surname. pffft.
i must start studying.
hahas, i cant STICK to studying. starting's not a problem. halfanhour later, poof im outta my room.
utter randomness :
i like the name jazmynn. (adapted from jasmine)
get on my rewind mode ;
thank You Lord, for repeats
throw me a lifeline
10:04 PM
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
okay, this was utterly freaky.
i was typing a post just now, and this page just closed by itself.
hahas, freaking myself out.
anw back to my point.
i had this dream last night, that i died.
when i woke up (which is just), it made me refer back to my conv wiv pookie last night, about (haha) the future. & like who can predict the future ?
i wna get married before i die, but who knows ? i might die in my wedding car. (& i can never see my husband again)
i wna give birth before i die, but who knows ? i might die during child birth. (& my kids will never get to know his/her mommy)
i wna get a job before i die, but who knows ? i might die while trying to get my job. (& i will never earn $$ by myself)
hahas, this was where this webbie cancelled itself.
actually, if i died now, would anybody notice. prolly not. i still rmb that time in sec 2, sirong msged alot of us "Bye guys, thanks for everyth" just to see our reaction. i didn't think much of it, hahas, i dont know why, just had this feeling that sirong was like THAT. joel & sijay spoilt his plan when they saw him in school on saturday. it wasn't until tuition when sam called then i realised that maybe sirong was serious, then i sent a msg down. (harhar) on monday he showed me the list of the people who msged him.
if it was for real, no one would have stopped him at 3.28am (around there). i still rmbed sijay said that he got woken up, but he ignored looking at it and went back to sleep. imagine if sirong was for real, no one stopped him, HOW ? hahas.
this post sounds so much about dying, okay infact it is all about dying, but have you ever planned what kinda funeral you wna have ?
i want my coffin to be white, wiv a cross on top. then it must have white ribbons at the side. yepp. and my phrase to be written on the tombstone is "we live by Faith, and not by sight". presented to earth on 23061989, given to heaven on -insert date-.
quite cool hurr ? planning our death. but if i really were to die, i wish that i dont have kids, i dont have a hubby, and i dont have a job. that way, my death wouldnt affect anyone. ohwells. what's life all about ? i dont understand, in the end we'll die, why not just eat chips and watch tv, hahas.
thank You Lord, for shortcuts
throw me a lifeline
10:45 AM
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Friday, September 08, 2006
we started as friends
it was cool
but it was all pretend <
ytd steamboat was darn fun (:
>siok, sienmae, junjie, huanshern, weihao, jianping, chinhua. hahas :D
we were all predicting that sienmae & weihao will end up hugging each other on the bus. =\ hahahas. cos 6 of us went up the first bus, then not enough space left sienmae & weihao behind. hahahas :D
at first i was like da xiao jie, everyone go take food, i sit down there. then in the end i ended up cooking for siokhui -.-" hahas. chinhua was the prawn killer and weihao was the meat killer. we ate soooo much lahh. chinhua took at least 5 FULL plates of prawns and weihao took at least 6 FULL plates of meat.
i sat beside pookie and he kept cooking the prawns & before one plate finish he went for another plate. and i think i ate half of what he cooked. what do you expect, free prawn skin peeler beside me, of cos i'll gladly eat. (: hahas. (: ate and ate and ate. we planned to eat today's breakfast & lunch. HAHAS :D
dead tired after that. journey home i was trying to sleep standing. oh yes, the mrt train STANK lahh. hahas. but i din really smell anyth after we moved. my group were like breathing huge breaths of air each time the door opened. hahas (: listening to pookie's mp3, MY IPOD DIED WIVIN 15
SECONDS OF ME ON-ING IT, then i forgot i was listening to it, when he alighted i was like shit shit, then he say nvm. so now i've got a mp3 ! :D wheee~
oh yes, SAW GANGYI ! in his police uniform ! :D
ALWYN ! it's been a long time. hahas, he asked me out on a "date" tmr. heex, but postponed til after our promos (: funny guy, we're STILL the same height ! whee !
thank You Lord, for shrinking sizes
throw me a lifeline
10:26 PM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
if i just lie here <
there ! BFF, best female friend, best friends forever, hahas :D camwhoring on 060606. yepp (: at changi airport and the way back, heehees.
today was good man, like really productive i think. (minus off maths lecture please). so i arrived at lt5 at 8.30 on the dot, yay. but i shud have just freaking pon it, waste of time, PLUS, not tested for promos. !@#$%^&*
so anw, pw meeting was REALLY REALLY good. (: totally productive and all that, i felt for ONCE, that pw meeting wasn't just a waste of time, wonderfully good. planned totally EVERYTH for the written report, and started writing the report at fireflyz. hahas, was the fastest typer in my group. Aniz couldn't believe it, hahas. me and Yiyan were totally giggly and all. Aniz and Lihui commented that we slowed down the productivity rate, then i went "Aniz ! then u come and type lahh !" hahas, and he went like "i regret telling you that i type slow." (HAHAS !)
came home, was enjoying icecream and chips (totally sinful i tell you.) when Monkey called me to go bowling wiv kltc and junjie. so headed down to je library to meet up wiv her and kelly. then met junjie and went bowling. dam funny man ! :D had hell fun also. junjie kept trying to spin his ball and like 7/10 attempts were LONGKANG. funny funny. then after the people cleaned the lane, whoo, he got a STRIKE ! hahas. played singles then guys vs girls. the guys were leading in the first half. then someth went wrong wiv them and the girls won ! the guys had like TWO strikes and one spare, while we only had ONE strike and one spare. so (: the girls are obviously better. (:
finally gave Pookie the badge. "Men are not pigs. Pigs are gentle, sensitive and intelligent animals". so HE starts calling me a pig now, and says he's actually praising me. YAHH RIGHT.
thank You Lord, for 9-pound
throw me a lifeline
8:56 PM
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i will do one quiz, then go to school.
im alr dam late, but who the hell cares ?
i plan to reach at 8.30, so maybe i'll do two quizzes ? hahas.
1. Song playing at the moment?
:: qing tian, jay chou
2. Reasons for living?
:: friends.
3. Do you think you're ok?
:: no, i KNOW im karolyn.
4. Ever donated blood?
:: nope, im wuper afraid of injections.
5. Favorite color(s)?
:: green !
6. Accessories you usually wear?
:: ear studs ? and my watch
7. One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
:: what hurts the most, rascal flatts.
8. Last place you went to?
:: besides home ? far east.
9. Last person you went out with?
:: sammy foo.
10. The most exciting sport?
:: netball, i would have to say.
11. Ever had a baby?
:: yes, cheryloo was one, and jiamin is one, hahahs.
12. Movie you want to watch?
:: currently, no movie.
13. Any piercings?
:: ears.
14.The most romantic gift(s)?
:: tiggers + sunflowers.
15. Acted on stage before?
:: yepp.
16. Struck by lightning before?
:: NO !
17. Danced with your loved one before?
:: heehee, yes.
18. Ever wished you could turn back time?
:: yes. i guess.
19. What would you do if you woke up one day to find yourself in bed with someone from the opposite sex?
:: check if i have clothes on, and see who is that guy, if he's cute, hahas, no problem-o.
20. One song that's meaningful to you?
:: feng, jay chou.
21. Last person you met for the first time?
:: claire chua ?
22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
:: school.
23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
:: hahas, yes, i even planned how to rob one !
24. One thing you totally regret doing/done?
:: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms... cant think of anyth.
25. Do people like you?
:: i hope so.
26. What was the last game you played on the computer?
:: =x orisinal.
27. Someone who means a lot to you at the moment?
:: luckee doodledums.
28. The color of your mobile phone?
:: grey ?
29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
:: nope, not really, no.
30. What do you wish to happen now?
:: i can be magically transported to school.
31. Last time you ate pizza?
:: hmmmms. i cant rmb. shud be 31st aug. jietong ordered pizza down.
32. Ever been given a ring?
:: nope.
33. Do people think you're weird?
:: hahas, even I think IM weird.
34. Movies now showing that you hate?
:: -commentless-
35. Most important thing in your room?
:: my bed.
36. Last movie watched?
:: o.O the click.
37. Last television show watched?
:: the chuang yi show lahh.
38. Who is the person you want to see right now?
:: :P secret.
39. Ever called a person useless?
:: nope, but mr koh called ME useless.
40. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
:: i guess not. hahahahahas.
it's currently 8am, so i'll most probably be in school by 8.20 ?
gosh, i needta strolllll ~
p/s my lecture starts at 8, haha.
thank You Lord, for alarm clocks
throw me a lifeline
7:57 AM
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
my mother is trying to make me do yoyoyoyoyogaaaargh. (yoga)
like no.
study session wiv sammyfoo was good today.
rather good
spent 4 hours on physics
and out of that 4, spent at least 1.5 hours stoning.
loadsa questions for Boyfriend, (proof that i studied !)
yoyo, no matter what, youre still number one.
thank You Lord, for notes
throw me a lifeline
8:55 PM
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Monday, September 04, 2006
hey you, jiu shi nitoday > finally, FINALLY, the 8 of us gathered, may be short, but EIGHT ! finally. (:
snow white and the 7 dwarves. (: my favourite cartoon, definitely.
kept meeting loke and ganss and sarah ! :p
i loved today (:
& i love (according to alphabetical order), charmaine choo (happy), cheryl oo (grumpy), christina chiang (snow white), ho jiayee (bashful), joy lim (dopey), mesy (doc), olivia lee (sleepy)
tmr > going down to bff's school. (best female friend)
& boyfriend's going to Medan, hahas, so sad.
(okie, i know that sounds sarcastic)
it's the time of the day again >
quizzzzzes1) What's ur nick name?
Karolyn-n
2) Have you ever been greeted by an unexpected person?
yes, definitely.
3) What's the last thing that u wrote on a whiteboard?
good question, i can't rmb.
4) What photo in ur room that has the largest frame?
photo ? frame ? ehh, no photo and no frame.
5) If you could be a cartoon for a day, what would it be?
snow white & the 7 dwarves, SNEEZY.
6) What's ur weakness?
physics i guess, hahas. :D
7) How's your previous exam result?
like sh*t. ): very very bad.
8) What's your strength?
maths, i guess.
9) Do u like playing pc/playstation games? If yes, what's ur favorite?
playstation i only play one game well, street fighter ex 3 ! :D
10) Who's your favorite person to chat with?
definitely Pookie, most retarded award.
11) Have your name ever been writen in the discipline book?
nope, never. im serious !
12) What's ur relationship between you and your ex now?
ehhhh. friends ?
7) Who do you wish that you can give CPR to?
ZAC EFRON !
8) What's the last thing you bought?
i bought wiv my money ? LAYS' SALT AND VINEGAR.
9) What happened the last time u broke up with ur gf/bf?
sorry, i didnt break up wiv him, he broke up wiv me. =x
10) If u could do magic, would you tell anybody?
of cos not ! i'll be like a weirdo.
11) What's the last thing you kicked?
the table, yeowch !
12) The last time you sang in front of people?
today ! :D
13) Would you smoke?
never, never, ever. my mom would kill me anw.
14) What's the color of your school desk?
blue ?
15) Do your friends tell their problems to you?
i guess
16) Do you tease your friends for fun?
of cos !
17) Is your pet annoying?
NEVER
18) Your dream pet?
got it alr. luckee's the BEST.
19) Your favorite person in school?
:P secret
20) What do you think of the person who took this survey before you?
can't rmb who le
21) What's her/his physical appearance?
-points up.
22) Final words?
im not dying yet, hahas.
[x] Cell phone.
[] Own phone line.
[] Own room.
[] 2 or more storey house.
[] Hot tub.
[] Guest room.
[] Have own computer
[] TV in your room.
TOTAL: 1
[x] Your own bed.
[] More than 20 pairs of shoes.
[x] More than 10 bags.
[] Expensive sunglasses.
[] Name brand wallet.
[x] iPod.
[x] mp3.
[] Xbox.
[x] PS2.
[] PS1
[] Gamecube
TOTAL: 5
[] Basketball hoop.
[] Basketball.
[] Netball hoop.
[x] Netball.
[] Volleyball.
[x] Badminton racket.
[x] Tennis racket.
[] Air hockey table.
[] Pool table.
[] Ping pong table.
[] Foose ball table.
[] Trampoline.
[] Own a snowboard.
[] Own a surfboard.
[] Own a pair of roller blades.
[] Own a pair of figure skates
[] Own your own bowling ball.
[] Own a pair of bowling shoes.
TOTAL: 3
[] Stereo in bedroom.
[] DVD player in room
[] Have something from Abercrombie and Fitch
[x] Gets more than $50 each month.
[] Shop at AE.
TOTAL: 1
[] Does something expensive often.
[x] Parents are still together.
[] Step mom/dad
[] AIM.
[x] MSN.
[x] Yahoo!
[] AOL.
[] Digital camera.
TOTAL: 3
[] Scooter
[x] Bicycle
[] 4-wheeler.
[] Guitar/drums.
[] Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[] Hammock.
[x] been on a cruise.
[x] Sat on a train.
[x] Took a plane.
[x] Traveled out of the country.
[] Personal trainer.
[] Expensive jewelry
[] Met a celebrity.
TOTAL: 6
[] Straightener/curling iron.
[] Spent more than $100 on your hair at one go.
[] Been to a batting cage.
[] $100+ on you right now.
[] Own savings account.
[] Been to Europe.
[] Been to Hawaii.
TOTAL: 0
[] Been to NYC.
[] Been to Chicago.
[] Been to The Statue of Liberty.
[x] Been overseas.
[x] Moved more than 3 times.
[x] Own more than 1 house.
TOTAL: 3
HAS:
[x]Pet
[] Ranch.
[] Verizon.
[] Cricket.
[] Virgin mobile.
[x] Nokia
[] Alltel
[] Tv-mobile.
[] Sprint.
[] US Cellular
[] Nextel.
[] Motorola
[x] Sony Ericsson
[] Been to states in the US.
[] Have a job.
[x] More than 100 buddies on friendster
TOTAL: 4
[x]Alarm clock
[x] Home cooked meal almost every day.
[] Eat out almost every day.
[] Been in a limo.
[] Own camcorder.
[] Own laptop computer.
[x] Own desk
TOTAL: 3
Now add up all your total scores
29/100 spoiltbrat.
[] you have gotten F9 grades for math many times.
[] you always do last min hmks in class.
[x] you use ur handphone to text ur friends in class.
[x] you phone got confiscated before.
[x] you listen to ur mp3, cd player in class.
[x] you sleep in class.
[x] you curse teachers
[x] you are always late for extra classes.
[x] you doodle on tables.
[] you make out in class.
[x] you are rebbellious with some teachers.
[] you always hand up work late.
[] you make fun of the nerds and geeks.
[x] you have broken school rules.
[] you always dun have the correct books.
[] you dun take notes.
[x] reccess is your favourite part of school.
[x] you hang out after school.
[x] you lie to ur teachers about hmks.
[x] you tell ur parents that u dont have hmks, when u actually do have
[] u have made someone cry in school.
[x] you copied hmks before.
[] you threw away hmks before and lie that u didnt recieve it first of all.
[x] you laugh at the way some teachers walk
[] you have been late couple of times
count the crosses and then multiply by 4.
I AM 60 % bad in school.
[x] Sleep with a stuffed animal
[] Eat cereal for breakfast
[] Watch Saturday Morning cartoons
[] Are afraid of the dark
[] Love the color pink
[] Never get in fights with your parents
[x] Think ice cream for lunch is perfectly reasonable
[] Hug often
[] Use the "sad eyes" and lip pout on your parents
[] Have a goldfish as a pet
[x] Worn slippers/flip flops out in public
[] Are attracted to shiny objects
[] Think happy faces are cute
[x] Sometimes answer the phone by saying, "Yellow?"
[x] Take baths
[] Have a furby
[] Think it is fun to catch bugs
[] Use a lifejacket when you go swimming
[] Make daisy necklaces/bracelets when you go to the park
[x] Love the game 'Rock, Paper, Scissors'
[x] Listen to Britney Spears and N*Sync
[x] Watch Spongebob Squarepants
[x] Dream about going to amusement parks
[x] Like these surveys
Total: 10
Now count up all your x's and multiply it by 4.
That is how childish you are. 40%
[x] Held hands
[x] Lost someone
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone something important
[x] Cried your eyes out
[x] Danced
total: 5
[x] Rejected someone
[] Been rejected
[x] Wanted to kill someone
[] Got called a ......../..........
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself
[] Hurt someone
total: 3
[x] Got involved in sports
[] Got called a dork
[x] Fell out of love
[x] Went to a funeral
[x] Knew someone who has commited suicide
total: 4
[] Grades dropped since you were 10
[] Wrote a love poem
[x] Went through a phase
[x] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying
total: 3
[x] Drank
[x] Made a mistake
[] Found the one
[x] Thought you found the one
[] Cheated on your bf/gf
total: 3
[x] Found out your bf/gf cheated
[x] Was lied to
[x] Felt like the happiest person in the world
[x] Felt like dying
[] Got pregnant/your girl pregnant
total: 4
Now times by 4 this is how much of a teenager
I'm 88% teenager
[] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[] I can do my own laundry
[] I can cook for myself
[] I do my chores after being told once
[x] I always do my homework/work
[] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[] I think politics are exciting
[] My parents & grandparents have better things to say than my peers
total: 1
[] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm sick
[] I always carry a pen/pencil in my pocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a ticket
[] I watch talk shows and point out the incredibility of it all
[] I know what incredibility means without looking it up
[] I drink black coffee
total: 1
[x] I know how to run the dish washer... and/or do the dishes
[x] I can count in more than one language
[x] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it.
[] I mow the lawn
[] I wash my car
[x] I can make adults laugh..without being stupid
[] I remember to water my plants
[x] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
[] I'm generally organized
[x] I know the meaning of capital punishment
total: 8
[x] I can spell experience without looking it up
[] I clean up my own messes
[] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[] I can go to the store with out getting something I don't need
[] I understand jokes the first time they are said
[] I listen to my elders
[x] I understand the fact that the world always screws someone over
[x] I can type fast, because I type every day
total: 3
[] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office or something like that
[] I can watch politics and laugh
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[] People have said that I act older than I am
[] I can be sent on an errand and not get sidetracked
total: 3
Count up your 'x's,
"I act like a 16 years old."
[] You listen to death metal.
[] You wear black most of the time.
[x] You have had 10 or more fights with your parents/guardians
[] You own a pair of chained pants.
[x] You've cried yourself to sleep.
[x] You used to think about suicide.
[x] You've screamed so loud at the top of your lungs your throat hurt.
TOTAL = 4
[x] You did or still do constantly worry wat other people think
[] You're a transvestite
[] You own at least one metal CD
[] You buy clothes from hot topic
[x] You'd rather be someone else
[] You wear black eyeliner
[x] sometimes even with your friends you're quiet and sad
[] You cry every day
[] You cry every week
[] You'd never be seen in pink all the time.
[] You take/used to take drugs.
[] You smoke/Used to...
TOTAL = 2
[] Right this second you want to die
[] Your walls are black
[] You've attempted to starve yourself
[] You've dyed your hair black
[] You've dyed your arm hair
[] Your computer is full of gothic symbols
[x] You sometimes feel like the whole world is against you
[] You stay up late
[] your family couldn't care less about you.
[] You only leave your room to pee and eat.
[x] You drink/used to drink alcohol.
TOTAL = 2
[] You wear long sleeves in the summer
[] You get called emo/scene
[x] At least once a month you shrivel up and cry
[] You wear spikes
[] You wear chains
[] You wear band Tees
[] You own merchandise of The Used
[] You own a regular metal CD
[] Your friendster/myspace is black
TOTAL = 1
[] You hate your siblings
[x] You could care less about your looks
[x] You want to be skinnier
[x] Your hair is currently black
[] You own arm cuffs
[] You pray to the devil
[] You own at least 2 shirts with sayings
[] You like the taste of blood
[] You welcome the sight of blood
TOTAL = 3
GRAND TOTAL = 12
Now take that number, multiply it by 2
24% depressed
yay ! :D you've survived the Karolyn's Quiz Attack, til next time, toodles.
throw me a lifeline
10:48 PM
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
what hurts the most
was being SO CLOSE <
photo from ytd, i love it loads (: all of us were holding onto the railing in the mrt train. gaelan snapped this short. OOPS, i meant shot. hahas :D quite nice, im seriously in shock, since gaelan is quite shot, OOPS, i meant short.
TODAY, was undoubtedly the BEST. (: went out wiv my ma and younger bro. headed to queensway. wanted to buy my dream sneakers. yepp. so we walked ard queensway, compared prices and all that. AND THEN realised it's a GUYS shoe so the smallest size for it was like WAAAAAAY bigger than my feet size. i was darn darn darn sad. then my second choice also no size, hais. then my ma spotted my first choice and i realised that ONE AND ONLY STORE got the childrens size for it ! dam heng lahh ! (: DAM DAM HAPPY. bought it ! :D US size 5.5. my younger bro was in shock, din know my feet were so small. >.< but im dam happy ! :D
then headed to ikea for dinner. yummy yummy. then my mom surprised us, she suggested haagen dazs for DESSERT ! hehs, so headed down there for yummilicious icecream (:
then my mom wanted to go 7-11 to grab some drink. I SAW THIS WINNIE THE POOH MAGAZINE. i grabbed it and shoved it in front of my mom to buy. :D:D:D triple yay.
today was dam dam shiok.
today was brilliant. (:
thank You Lord, for days like this
throw me a lifeline
10:28 PM
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Friday, September 01, 2006
i was checking my mail the other day (finally) and i saw this mail from manu, it read "
wHAHA, hello!! I got a song for you. hopefully it makes you feel better alright. but it's kindof sad i tell you first. HAHA
love,
manu :)"
so i downloaded the song, & its totally, TOTALLY,
TOTALLY,
TOTALLY,
TOTALLY what i feel.
deep breaths.
here it is
What Hurts the Most ; Rascal Flatts.
[start]
i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
i can take a few tears now & then & just let them out
i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on wiv you gone still upsets me
there are days every now & again i pretend i'm okay
but that's not what gets me
what hurts the most
was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
what could have been
& not seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin' to do
it's hard to deal wiv the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i'm doin' it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends & i'm alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, livin' wiv this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade give away all the words taht i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken
what hurts the most
was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
what could have been
& not seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin' to do
what hurts the most
was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
what could have been
& not seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin' to do
not seeing that loving you
that's what i was trying to do
[end]
just like i said, we learn from heartbreaks.
and just like i know, im gna ignore whatever comments i read.
i dont even KNOW them.
throw me a lifeline
7:43 PM
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mei yi ci he ni fen kaithings would be totally different from today onwards.
sent mrs ang off today. it's a really sad sight seeing your form teacher leave singapore for 5 years. no more teachers' day celebrations wiv her. ):
14 people turned up.
12 remained to eat breakfast-cum-lunch at bk. (:
then all left.
5 headed to je.
then 1 left for sch.
then another person came.
so left me tian mesy kelly & cheryl (who joined us).
went je library.
for our usual activity, bridge ! :D
had one whole game of laughter wiv tian, he's a bugger who anyhow throws cards down, hahas.
breakfasting on monday. i know it'll be a totally different experience.
this sentence keeps repeating in my mind.
heads we will, tails we'll try againwhy dont we try just once more ?
dont waste your time on me, youre alr a voice inside my head):
throw me a lifeline
4:38 PM
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