Tuesday, August 08, 2006

we're still alive
but hope just died

that line just signifies how i feel about it now. seriously, was it my fault ? i dont know what happened, but i WANT to know. what's wrong ? it's never been like that before. & ive never felt even more worse ): im sorry, if i did or said anyth wrong, truly sorry. i dont get your nick, nope.



towned wiv siok & geok today.
bussed home wiv siok, seriously thot about it. perhaps now i can't rely it to just fate, if i want it, i should do someth. but i cant, i just dont know why & how to do it. i wish you would do someth wiv it, instead of just giving up wivout doing anyth. siok said she can feel that you're restraining yourself, i guess that i can feel it too. why do you do it ? i dont get anyth. maybe it's just that we dont have ---- --- bahhs.


we can make it work, can we ?


i guess.. i'll know it this friday. you turn up, it means yes. you dont, it means no. (: yepp, i'll take it like that, but whatever, youre not gna see this anw.




im sorry dude, you were perfect, just not MY perfect. p0os.






youre more than a crush.
you are my sugar rush.

throw me a lifeline
11:25 PM

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