Wednesday, August 09, 2006

to sound bright and cheery ; ive got green fingernails & black toenails, ups my day loads.

who would have thought, the chat brought a smile to my face, thank you Nigel the Pig :p who would have thought that we would be feeling like shit over the same dam thing, oscar the grouch says hi & he doesnt miss you one bit, he likes living in tigger's honey pot at my home :p





there's someth going on between us, is there ?
or am i only zi zuo duo qing ? (see, a cheng yu, whee)
is it even referring to me, or am i just thinking what i want to think.

i guess there's a silver lining to everyth. i'm trying to see the silver part. but i promise i'll have fun during leaders' camp, even if ...... i'll leave a blank, you'll fill in the rest.

i feel that my life is shit. im feeling like shit actually.
like fcuk, im sad.
but no matter what, i promise there'll be a smile, there'll always be one for you.











adapted from Desiree.
Not Hey God, i've got a Big Problem.
But Hey Problem, i've got a Big God.
Lord, im trusting You, i always will be, this is all part of Your masterplan. is this what You want me to do, is this what You want me to feel, is this what You want me to learn from ? Lord, i'm Yours. Now & Forever.



learn to look at things in a new perspective, perhaps then life wouldnt be that hard to live. But with God in my life, there'll always be a good perspective no matter from what angle. yet why am i feeling so shitty.







p/s i miss you, yes i do.





we live by Faith & not by Sight

throw me a lifeline
9:24 PM

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