Saturday, August 05, 2006

it is always the same routine.

someth happens that makes you so determined that you say to yourself "this will be the last time, i WILL forget about him this time." & the next moment he does someth that is so nice that you fall even further down the pit you are determined to climb out of. soon, someth happens again, and you SWEAR that this is THE time that you'll forget about him, and the next moment he does someth nice again and you broke what you swore...

and the cycle goes on and on and on.
arent you getting bored, no ?
arent you getting sick of it, no ?


im sorry for being so dumb & petty & hurtful & ignorant & blahh. BUT THAT'S THE WAY I AM.






Happy Birthday Kuinoi ! oddestestest !












thank You Lord, for kian, mich, edmund, (& soon to be er sao), ber (& soon to be jie fu), and hongming (who is NEVER there for gatherings)

throw me a lifeline
5:58 PM

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