Thursday, August 31, 2006

a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on


teachers' day celebrations was a big blur, but i always love watching mutton balls dance, <3 totally wonderful. all the sleek moves, haha :D

i stoned for a total of TWO hours today. and i dont know what the heck i was waiting for, so yes, i sat on the canteen bench and stoned. watched ppl walk past me & go back to their secondary schools, and bang i cant go back to mine. so Boyfriend offered his secondary school visit to me. PeiRong was coming along, so yepp, i went.

cabbed down. and yes, i totally was OUT OF PLACE in queensway sec, hahas. Boyfriend was really nice, he accompanied me everywhere, even stayed wiv me when i refused to budge and all that. quite weird when we were walking ard and conversing all that, hahas. meeting ppl and they all asked the standard question, and i never had a clue as to who they are, and hehehs, ive forgotten all their names and faces alr, :D but i saw anqi ! :D yay, double yay. Boyfriend was quite sweet today, that i must admit. getting food for me, then accompanying me, walking me to my busstop & waiting for the bus wiv me. & all the things he said.

today was quite enjoyable, except for the super paiseh times when i dont know a single person in qwss, hehs. saw muzai there ! :D ohh, & i thot i saw ms chen, but cant confirm that it's her. hmmmms


sometimes i wonder alot about things, and im sorry Boyfriend that i kept saying im not thinking about anyth, when actually (just like you said) lots of thots were running through my mind. i just dont know how to talk about them, and im sure you wouldn't be happy hearing about them. but really, thanks for today. (if you ever saw this).

i asked one question, about my choice of jc & he was like "luckily you din put ac first choice, then i wouldnt have met you." perhaps this was all meant to be ? chatted wiv Pookie ytd, and i was feeling like shit about my choice of school and all that after i read someone's blog. and i was seriously feeling like shit. i din know why, but after today's chat wiv Boyfriend, i guess that jj as my first choice was meant to be ? hahas, ARRGH, forget it. imagine i din put jj as my first choice, i might not have met someone. hahas, like whatever.





im trying really hard alr, serious. and im sorry if ive EVER hurt you.















thank You Lord, for the colour green

throw me a lifeline
8:10 PM

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