Sunday, July 30, 2006
such a feeling's coming over me
there is wonder in most everyth i seeponning school to study wiv Pookie tmr. i seriously hope we can study. mc muffin early tmr, mcmuffins sure do brighten my day up hell loads.
im addicted to this dumb game. its not even my account, its my younger brother's actually, and im helping him to level up and all that. it's actually quite a dumb game. you just keep clicking one button that's all. but it's simple, i like <3.
im glad to see that things are all working out fine now. it sure is good to see that youve found someone else. im glad we both found another door. (:
a quiz (:
MY EX
[x] is my past
MAYBE I SHOULD
[x] go to bed now
I LOVE
[x] sausage mcmuffin wiv egg
I DONT UNDERSTAND
[x] chem bonding
I LOST MY
[x] eraser when i threw it at Pookie
PEOPLE SAY THAT IM
[x] act cute.
SEX IS
[x] someth that should happen behind closed doors
LOVE IS
[x] sacred
SOMEWHERE, SOMEONE IS
[x] crying
I WILL ALWAYS
[x] be a girl
FOREVER IS
[x] someth that is all talk but no action.
I THINK THE CURRENT PRESIDENT IS
[x] a guy.
WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING
[x] i open my eyes
LIFE IS FULL OF
[x] ups and downs. when youre down it'll go up soon, when youre up be careful, it'll go down.
MY PAST
[x] is someth that i can learn from.
I GET ANNOYED WHEN
[x] ppl dont get someth.
I WISH
[x] i owned Haagen Daz
MY DOG IS
[x] old
TOMORROW IS GOING TO
[x] be a day where i can count on laughter.
I HAVE LOW TOLERANCE FOR
[x] ppl who dont get someth
IF I HAD A MILLION DOLLARS I WOULD
[x] buy Haagen Daz
SOMETIMES I WANT TO
[x] cut
I DONT
[x] wear diapers
i think im quite weird in a weird way.
thank You Lord for extra helpings
throw me a lifeline
10:54 PM
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
if you're a heart wivout a home
a rebel wivout a cause
if you feel as though
you're always stranded on the shore
like a thief in the night
let me steal your heart away
baby if for reasons, what you're looking for
i'll be yourspast vs present, it felt good to step into fairfield grounds, to see the fairfield uniform and all that. but the thing, or rather the person, i wanted to see the most, wasn't there. why was i so expecting him to suddenly pop out of nowhere and go "karokarokaroPI ?" i guess i miss him too much, & i dont know why.
SUPERSEB ! :D tonny used tape to paste the letter "T" onto his tee, i did a letter "S" for seb, and then i did the triangle thang for him too, superman's sign :D. i would post up pictures of him, if not for blogger having some dumb problem.
i guess the highlight of my day was the chat wiv mr kwa. i like teachers that can talk to me & give me advices, i dont mind sharing my thoughts with them, so far in jjc, ive met no teacher like that, yes not even mr leow or whatever. its now that i realised, even with 4As, ive made my wrong choice in a jc. i shouldnt have put too much priority into being an OGL, i should have chosen AC as my first choice. 12 points in JJ ? it's a waste for me. i'd rather be getting E grades in AC, with the harder tests, better notes, better tutorials. i get my training ground for university there, but oh wells, we all make choices in our lives, and this time i made a wrong choice. No, dont get me wrong, JJC is wonderful, i mean the people there are wonderful, but the study environment there sucks. i always wonder why Pookie transferred back to jj, it's a waste for him. Thanks Mr Kwa, for that chat, funny guy. but i will make do with my choice, i will do great for my A levels. it's too late to turn back now.
now come to think of it, why didn't i listen to my parents ? is being an OGL that important ? if i fail my A levels, being an OGL wont help much. why did i really stay ? was i just going along with the crowd ? was i just wanting to stay because my friends were there ? why was i so blind then ? was it cos of someone, some particular person ? i guess i'll never know why jj so strongly attracted me to it. argued and fought over that first choice of mine, regrets ? plentiful, but i never regret a day wiv the ppl in jj, definitely. and i always believe that there's a reason for everyth, God is behind those reasons. i remained in jj for a reason, yes. what's that reason ? i'll know soon. i hope.
i must open my eyes and observe, and think, ask for advices before i make choices. it is my life, and no way do i want to screw it up. and ive made up my mind, i will stop cutting, my body is mine, no more scars. no matter how much it hurts, i wont cut, i wont i wont. i hope i wont.
i have faith in You Lord, faith.
saving money to buy Green adidas sneakers ! 119 bucks, i can do it ! (: at that time, anyone wna go queensway with me ? JP sucks man, was looking for a waterbottle at JP wiv Pookie, totally noth, im heading to queensway after the common tests, shop shop shop ! :D
p/s ive saved fifty so far, proud of myself. (:
thank You Lord, for teachers like Mr Kwa.
throw me a lifeline
9:36 PM
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
going home wiv joy today, would undoubtedly be the highlight of my day.
there's someth wrong wiv me recently, moodswings galore, & no it is not PMS.
am i really slipping back to what i used to be ? cos i really hate it.
it was so hard to get out of that dam situation, i dont wna be stuck in it again.
everyone is busy mugging for common test, & what am i doing, God knows.
i dont think ive even seriously started.
what's wrong wiv me ? ):
i need to destress.
destress = no icecream
icecream = cant destress
what on earth should i do now.
if i destress, would i disappoint YOU ?
thank You Lord, for remedies
throw me a lifeline
9:47 PM
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Monday, July 24, 2006
1. Would you marry for money?
sorry, i alr have a husband xD hehs, no lahh, i'll marry the dude who buys me a haagen daz outlet next (:
2. Have you had braces?
never !
3. Could you live without a computer?
i'd like to think so.
4. If you could live in any past time period, where would it be?
i would want to live in the times where dinosaurs died, i wna know how they died !
5. Do you drink enough water?
yes, du-uh.
6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take 'em off?
take them off ! im clean !
7. What are your favorite fruits?
watermelon, pears, apple ! :D anyth but durian please !
8. What is your favorite place to visit?
DisneyLand ! althought ive never been there.
9. Are you photogenic?
am i? :D
10. Do you dream in color or black and white?
colour, im high-tech
11. Why did you take this survey??
that's a good question, i dont know !
12. Do you drink alcohol?
at times
13. What is the most beautiful language?
l-o-v-e
14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
heehee, by who ?
15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?
sunrise, it signifies the start of a new day
16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?
if my husband lives one day more than me.
17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
yes ! -looks at my fats.
19. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?
i dont know :D depends on the moment.
20. Do you believe in magic?
nope.
22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
:D:D:D:D:D YES !
23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
i still think santa claus is real.
24. Do you write poems?
at times !
25. Do you snore?
NO I DONT.
26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
sides. i like to hug my bolster.
27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
i want my doggy !
28. Are you basically a happy person?
i'd like to think so
29. Are you tired?
yes, im tired of studying.
30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
nope, i dont drink caffeine.
32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
:D too many to count.
33. Do you get along with your parents?
at times.
34. Do u smoke?
nope
35. Do you have a cat?
i have a dog !
36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
YES !
37. What do you do when you're sad?
cry.
38. What do you need most now?
someone.
39. What song are you listening to now?
no song
40. What are you craving right now?
ice cream !
i think i blow small things out of proportion.
throw me a lifeline
6:28 PM
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
look at the stars
look how they shine for you
& everyth that you do
& they were all yellowi woke up to this msg "Mookie? Er..are you alright?". i was wondering what the hell happened to make that kuku think this way, ended up he "just wanted to make sure that noth is wrong wiv" me. :D
yepp, i just used literature to write that above paragraph, inserting quotes into the sentences. yay ! :D
okay, that was quite a retarded post, im going to watch high school musical ! (:
throw me a lifeline
7:54 PM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
my thoughts are choking
on you my dearignore that dumb & idiotic post below, i wasn't in any mood, okay i was in a super terrible bad mood. but sausage mcmuffin wiv egg <3 & my mcflurry this morning tops it all, what wiv retarded company, yes.
forcing mcflurry down my throat, (minus 4 big scoops that i forced Pookie to swallow down), made us late for physics. hafiz came at 11.45, and the lesson ended like 5 minutes after that, haha.
ushering after that, ive been getting weird msges and all that from friends of a weird person. stood the whole time, legs were going to break any moment, i swore i was coming home to study, but my butt was stuck in front of the television set. i swear The Suite Life Of Zack & Cody makes television worthwhile. it's the reason why i don't mind paying for Disney Channel using my allowance if my parents don't wna subscribe after the free 3 months thing. what with shows like high school musical, Disney Channel is a must have, i repeat, MUST HAVE.
next up, common test.
i still HAVENT made up my mind whether im going for founders day or NOT. i failed my first physics test in term 3, a horrible mark, i got lower than Pookie ! ): that means if i want to maintain my A grade in physics, i MUST get a super high A for the up coming common test. pfft.
i must start studying, must must must.
thank You Lord, for beds that are made
throw me a lifeline
9:45 PM
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Friday, July 21, 2006
where'd you go
i miss you soi hate it, i cant get used to it.
dont let's fight anymore, i dont like it when we ignore each other, i cant stand it.
but nope, im just too stubborn to say im sorry, this isn't my fault anyway.
(or is it ?)
i miss my crabbing buddy.
ive gotten too used to having you ard in school, to be the one that puts the laughter into my mouth, to be the one that i just cant help but pick on.
but on a lighter note
A A A C C A on my progress report.
these are my dream marks for A's not for term 2.
& i actually cried today, shitty.
throw me a lifeline
7:50 PM
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
i hate the way that when i get pissed off, i can't do my freaking homework.
now, my anger is gnawing at my heart
& EoM is gnawing at my brain
now, is it your fault or my fault ?
Lord, i need Guidance.
throw me a lifeline
9:04 PM
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
p/s just to clear things up, the she im referring to, is not me.
thanks for those who msged me to ask what happened, love you all.
thanks for the wonderful day ytd, 4c, but no thanks tian, ceci & junjie for injuring me.
thanks for the retarded phonecalls & msges, Pookie
throw me a lifeline
10:09 AM
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
she died.
throw me a lifeline
9:18 AM
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Friday, July 14, 2006
something
is
wrong
wiv
her.
throw me a lifeline
9:27 PM
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
go for founders day & blow my physics exams.
or stay at home & study & miss out on all the fun.
shucks, i better go ask my mom about this saturday first.
anyhoos, i dont know why but i wna blog this
i was walking out of school wiv xuankai today.
suddenly he screamed "shit"
so i asked what happened.
"my reminder just reminded me to go take my ez-link"
what a joker, that's boss for you.
i wna be a good girl. studying will be my life, followed by netball. put my all in these two things. i will study during breaks, yes, i will be like oddball. no more outings for me, not that soon, unless you wna date me to STUDY. or unless you wna treat me to someth like icecream. :D
thank You Lord, for pitch black
throw me a lifeline
9:42 PM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
i realised i was so wrong today when you looked away & i saw your friend laughing "discreetly". what a joke to think there was still one good quality in you, but nooo, you just have to prove me wrong. think you got a girlfriend, big arrh ? i get someone 10 times cuter than you, see what you say, go away, shoo, get lost.
spoilt my whole day. ):
but i ate my long-wanted sausage mcmuffin wiv egg <3 for breakfast wiv Pookie who very nicely waited 15 minutes for me. cos that idiot Hanyang was freaking late.
& during break, me yiyan siok & kaiting went out of school. yiyan bought cheesecake & me siok & her were gobbling it down, yums <33
whee, Pookie just gave me his password, hacking his friendster now :D (btw, his password REALLY is a retarded one, it amplifies his kuku-ness !)
i'll get my 1000 testimonials soon ! yesss !
thank You Lord, for wallpapers
throw me a lifeline
10:06 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
it started when we were younger
you were minedon't bother asking, i won't tell, so there :P
list the last 18 people who have given you a testimonial.
If someone has commented twice, skip to the next new commenter.
1. daniel seow
2. manu
3. kimberley
4. yuenteck
5. shak
6. kk
7. muzai
8. joy
9. mindy lover
10. evelyn
11. kailin
12. yiyan
13. jacinda
14. chinyi
15. zhengliang
16. terrance
17. melissa tan
18. pookie
Have you ever kissed 1?
-NO. & i don't want to.
What's the best memory you have of 2?:
-mr & mrs smith ! manu, i'll be the mrs okay !
Why are you friends with 3?:
-why ? hahas, cos we're both netballers lahh.
When's the next time you're gonna see 4?:
-i don't know ! yuenteck, when am i gna see you again ? :D
Tell something juicy about number 5:
-i say paul paul you say shak you say shak :D
What do you like about 6?:
-errrrrrrrrrr, hahas, the vietnam trip ! :D
Is number 7 attractive?:
-noth to say :D :P hahas. yes lahh, VERY
What was your first impression of 8?:
-dopey (:
How did you meet 9?:
-secondary 1b (:
Do you think 10 could kill someone?:
-yes ! WITH HER VOICE :D siao zha bor !
Is 11 your best friend?:
-nope ! (: but i still like you :D
Have you seen 12 naked?:
-eew, like no ! :D hahas
Has number 13 seen you naked?:
-NO ! hahas
Do you think 14 has a crush on you?:
-no, he has a crush on my cheeks.
Who do you spend the most time with?:
-number 19, karolyn :D
What is the last thing you did with 15?:
-errrrrm, play bridge !
Have you ever been to 16's house?:
-nope, but i hope it's full of cookie monsters & cookies :D
Would you ever make a move on 17?:
-shane would most probably kill me, yes.
What do you and 18 talk about the most?:
-that's a very good question, i have NO idea.most probably about how kuku he is :p
1. Last place you've been to
`[[ alexandra hospital
2. You are
`[[ Karolyn (:
3. They say you are:
`[[ retarded
4.Yesterday
`[[ was a saturday ?
5. Last person who texted you?
`[[ pookie
6. Last name in your received calls?
`[[ Moses
7. How old are you?
`[[ 17
8. What song are u listening to?
`[[ no song.
9. Last thing you bought for yourself
`[[ errrrm, :D i can't rmb.
10. I want to
`[[ go to sleep, hahas.
11. I really like
`[[ tiggers !
12. I have a crush on
`[[ tiggers!
13. I really hate
`[[ some bitch.
***** HAVE YOU EVER ******
1. Cried at school?
`[[ yes.
2. Ran away?
`[[ wanted to.
3. Broken someone's heart?
`[[ :D commentless.
4. Had ur heart broken?
`[[ yes.
5. Cried when someone died?
`[[ don't know anyone who died yet.
6. Broken a bone?
`[[ unfortunately, no.
1. Sit by the phone waiting for a call all night?
`[[ yupp
2.chat online?
`[[ doing it now, du-uh.
3. Save emails?
`[[ only some.
4. Wish u were someone else?
`[[ yes. that girl is like totally perfect.
5. Cry in front of friends:
`[[ yepp.
***** SO *******
1.do you get jealous easily?
`[[ i guess so.
2. What have u been doing these past few Days?
`[[ studying ! :D
3. What are you thinking about now?
`[[ what time should i sleep.
4.what did you do last night?
`[[ watch tv.
5.what did you last say to a friend last night?
`[[ good night ?
6. When will want to marry?
`[[ when someone proposes !
7.When did u last receive a gift?
`[[ :D can't rmb i think. should be from evelyn koh on 28th june ?
8. When did you last have an alcoholic drink?
`[[ should be at manu's party :D
9. What was your greatest bet ever made?
`[[ MY EARTHQUACK, but i still din get it ):
10. Is all fair in love?
`[[ at times.
1. whose picture is it that you keep in ur wallet?
- me & ber and also have me & my bros
2. wat time do you go to bed?
- depends on what time im tired.
3. What's on your mind just now?
- the answer to the last question.
4. what was the latest movie you saw?
- Just My Luck :D
5. when was the last time you went out?
- today.
6.what do you hate the most for now?
- failing exams.
7. what things you want to do now?
- sleep !
8. what do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
- breathe.
9. talked on the phone just to say good night?
- no, im not bo liao.
10. miss someone?
- nope, not really no.
11. are you a coffee addict?
- i dont drink coffee.
12. are you satisfied with your life now?
- i guess so.
13. will you share a glass of water with a friend?
- du-uh.
14.when was the last time you ate seafoods?
- i don't like seafood !
15. ever had a food fight?
- hohos, YES ! real messy.
16. what do you usually eat for breakfast?
- nothing.
17. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
- lost, but then got it back.
19. Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school in college?
- junior college can ? :D i check out for hot guys.
20. who's on ur mind?
- no one.
22. how's your heart lately?
- in good condition.
23. Reminds you of ur 1st love?
- what reminds me of my 1st love ?
24. ever had a crush on a teacher?
- :D yes.
25. things u need everyday?
- food, drink, air :D
Have You...
[x] hugged someone in school?
[] gotten a detention?
[x] cried in school?
[x] made new friends?
> Total: 3
[] gone to a dance
[] watched a football game
[x] watched a soccer game
[] watched a baseball game
[] watched a basketball game
> Total: 0
[] watched a tennis match
[] watched a softball game
[] watched a track meet
[x] watched a volleyball game
[] stood up for someone being made fun of
> Total: 1
[] broken up with someone during school?
[x] argued with a teacher?
[x] got a 100% on a test?
[] walked to school
[]drove to school
> Total: 2
>
[x] got dropped off at school
[x] heard a rumor about yourself
[] gone to school under the influence?
[] had something illegal at school
[x] missed school when you weren't sick?
> Total: 3
[x] failed a test
[x] failed a class
[] made up an excuse for homework not being done?
[] the teacher believed your lame excuse?
[x] crushed on a teacher?
> Total: 3
[] hit on a teacher?
[x] hate a teacher?
[x] was involved with a sport?
[] on student council?
[] in a club
> Total: 2
[] got a scholarship?
[x] got an award?
[x] fallen asleep in school.
[x] gotten in trouble for falling asleep in class
[x] had your phone go off in class
> Total: 4
>
[] had your phone taken away?
[x] lied to a teacher?
[x] laughed so hard you cried in class
[] eaten lunch in the bathroom?
[x] missed a week of school or more at once
> Total:3
Do You/Did You/Will You?...
[x] enjoy school?
[] excited for summer
[] taking summer school?
[x] have a summer job?
[x] going somewhere?
> Total: 3
Now add it all together and multiply by 2.
My School Year was 48% Exciting
poos. :D
tomorrow reach school early in the morning for some dumb class rep thang.
meeting for breakfast wiv pookie tmr ! :D wheeee ! i want my yummy burger <3
thank You Lord, for last minute hugs
throw me a lifeline
9:50 PM
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
who's the one who said put your lips like thispookies ! :D okay that was so random.
-what's ur favourite cartoon character ?.
. TIGGER :D
-what's ur favourite colour ?.
. green
-what's ur favourite line ?.
. don't be retarded.
-what are you doing now ?.
. this, chatting, msging, BLAHBLAH.
-what's ur favourite tv show ?.
. winnie the pooh ! okay fine, i love qiu tian de tong hua :D
-what is the last time uu touch food ?.
. o0ooooh, i dont take note when i eat.
-what's the easiest way to get out of an unwanted date ?
. -picks up phone. pretend to be talking wiv my parents. then say i gta go le.
-what's the bedtime story that uu enjoyed most ?.
. cinderella :D
-what music r uu blasting now ?.
. no music.
-what r ur plans for e rest of the day ?
. to go to sleep ?
-who are you tinking of now ?.
. no one, til you mentioned this.
-who do uu wan to be with now ?.
. God ! :D
-who do uu wish to go out with now ?.
. yes, God.
-who is the one in ur hart ?.
. God !
-who do uu tink is missing uu now ?.
. how would i know ?! hehs.
-who do uu love ?.
. God !
-who r uu chatting online with now ?.
. that's a secret ! fine, im chating wiv pookie, the retarded kuku ass. & blahblahblah.
-who is at home ?.
. people :D
-who r uu going out with ltr ?.
. whoever is in my dreams
-why r uu doing tis survey ?.
. yin wei suo yi bi you dao li chang zai xin li bu yao gao su ni.
-why r uu nt slping ?.
. cos it's not bedtime !
-are uu in love, taken, single, anti-love, attachedd ?.
. single.
-are uu singing ?.
. errrr. nope.
-are uu bored ?.
. nope, not really. :D
Q1) Sleep with or without clothes on?
- with, du-uh.
Q2) Prefer black or blue pens?
- BLACK, weirdly.
Q3) Dress up on Halloween?
- i wish !
Q4) Like to travel?
- depends on to where & wiv who.
Q5) Like Someone?
- not particularly.
Q6) Do they know?
- nope.
Q7) Who sleeps with you every night?
- my tigger :D
Q8) Think you're attractive?
- :DDDDDD no.
Q9) Want to get married?
- yes :D
Q10) To who?
- zac efron !
Q11) Are you a good student?
- i'd like to think so.
Q12) Are you currently happy?
- hohos, yes !
Q13) Have you ever been cheated on?
- unfortunately, yes.
Q14) Birthplace?
- toapayoh hospital
Q15) Christmas or Halloween?
- christmas.
Q16) Colored or black-and-white photo?
- b&w please.
Q17) Do long distance relationships work?
- nope. wiv guys, long distance anyth NEVER works.
Q18) Do you believe in astrology?
- nope.
Q19) Do you believe in love at first sight?
- YES
Q20) Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
- nope, i dont think so.
Q21) Do you drink?
- yes, i drink water.
Q22) Do you make fun of people?
- yes, Hanyang !
Q23) Do you think dreams eventually come true?
- nope.
Q24) Favorite fictional character?
- Tiggers !
Q25) Go to the movies or rent?
- buy them (:
Q26) Have you ever moved?
- loadsa times !
Q27) Have you ever stolen anything?
- :D
Q28) How's the weather right now?
- too dark to be seen.
Q29) Last time you cut your hair?
- january
Q30) Last person you talked to on the phone?
- just.
Q31) Last time you showered?
- secret ! :D okay okay ! 6pm
Q32) Loud or soft music?
- what's my mood ?
Q33) Mcdonalds or Burger King?
- mac's, they don't like beef.
Q34) Night or day?
- night.
Q35) Number of pillows?
- 2 :D
Q36) Piano or guitar?
- guit !
Q37) Future job?
- teacher !
Q38) Current job?
- student, & proud to be one.
Q39) Current love?
- tiggers
Q40) Current longing?
- :D
Q41) Current disappointment?
- 1-4 august. i rest my case.
Q42) Current annoyance?
- my younger brother
Q43) Last thing you ate?
- chips ): so darn sinful
Q44) Last thing you bought?
- lackerol ! to make me study.
Q45) Most recent thing you are looking forward to?
- hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, can't say im looking forward to anyth.
Q46) What are you hearing right now?
- typing.
Q47) Plans for the weekend?
- it is the weekend
Q48) What did you do today?
- woahhh, maths & i went to the hospital !
Q49) Pick a lyric, any lyric or song?
- i pick start of someth new !
Q50) Pick a movie quote?
- have you ever felt like there's a whole new person inside of you looking for a way to come out ? -gabriella, high school musical (:
cousin's staying over. that one hell of a girl. gta entertain her, hahas ! :D
thank You Lord, for slumber parties ! WHEE !
throw me a lifeline
10:11 PM
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you will always be my boomight i mention that cris is the sweetest thing ever ? (:
"I miss karo’s bubbly smile and waves."
& yes i do miss you too ! your smiles & waves perk me up each time i see you. hahas, enthu waves, wide smiles. those were the days. (:
there, christabel lau ! (:
1.Where have you been an hour ago?
- sleeping
2. State your name?
- Karolyn
3. Do you like your name?
- yes, i guess so.
4. Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school?
- as in primary or JC ? if JC, i was looking for hot guys :D
5. What do you want to be ten years from now?
- i want to be married with kids & having a job, hohos :D im just kidding, i want to be Karolyn !
6. What do u feel upon receiving emails?
- depends on what type right.
7. At what age you first learned to use a pc?
- errrrm... i cant rmb le.
8. Have you ever eaten any exotic food?
- nope, can't say i have.
9. What was the last illness that you had?
- cough.
10. Do you like listening to rap music?
- eminem rocks ! only eminem though, hehs.
11. Have you ever thought of driving the train to uni?
- that'll be so cool ! but nope i havent thought of it til now.
12. What did you do last 1st November 2005?
- like i can rmb..
13. Which do you prefer? sunny days or rainy days?
- rainy ! i don't know why though.
14. When was the last time you browsed the bible?
- correction, it's Bible, not bible. & my answer would have to be... i can't rmb when.
16. What is the brand of your first wristwatch?
- baby-g
17.Look behind your back. What do you see?
- a sofa.
18. Say something about the person whom u like....
- you are nonexistent. which means there's no one !
20. What did you have for breakfast today?
- nothing.
21. Your last dream that you remembered?
- okay, this is gna sound dam weird. i dreamt of paul ! dam weird lahh !
22. What do you usually say when you meet a person?
- hello ?! or hey ?! or boo ?
23. Do you agree on the saying "to forgive is to forget?"
- yepp.
24. Last thing you held before using the computer?
- my brother's ipod
25..What is the place u dreamed of?
- in my dream of paul ? a grass field.
26. When was the last time your tears fell?
- hmms, when i found out she was hospitalised.
28. At what age are you ready to get married?
- IM READY NOW, POP THE QUESTION !
29. Long hair or short?
- LONG, definitely
30. First person to run to if you are depressed?
- weirdly, the person that popped into my head is heehee, pookie ! but i'll pray first.
31. Whats the last movie you watched?
- Just My Luck, i think. (that's like so long ago)
32. Who was the last person you sms?
- gaelan.
34. Were you attracted to a person ten years older than you?
- never !
35. Are you happy at this point of your life?
- happy about ? but yes, you can say im happy comparing to the start of this year.
36. What do you want to eat tomorrow?
- nothing. im on a diett !
37. Are you in love now?
- yes, wiv tiggers !
38. With whom?
- tiggers !
39. If you could have one wish right now, what would it be?
- i want someone to die.
40. By the end of the day, what do you say to yourself?
-it's time to sleep ?! (not that i talk to myself & all that though, IM NOT WEIRD)
01. What time is it now?
9.54 am (EARLY AYYE)
02. What are you doing?
errrr, this ?!
03. Thinking of Anyone?
errrrr. i wasn't til this question popped up.
04. Are you Happy/Blur/Sad?
commentless !
05. Why?
cos im a mixture. okay that sounded wrong. im feeling a mixture of feelings !
06. What is the last thing you ate?
that would have to be icecream, last night.
07. Last thing that you've heard that made you cry?
she's hospitalised.
10. Whats the last movie that made you cry?
errrm, i don't know.
12. Who do you wish to be by your side?
honestly ? zac efron !
13. Regretted anything in this month?
YES YES, not rebutting to the idiot koh when he scolded us.
14. Did you fall in love/out of love in this month?
nope.
15. Who was the last person you talked to?
my mom ?
16. Who was the last person you hugged?
jacinda !
17. Who was the last person you sms?
gaelan.
18. What did you dream of today?
hohos, paul ! :D
19. Who can make you laugh?
loadsa ppl ! clique, snow&dwarves, 4c, s10, netties !
20. Who always takes care of you?
God.
21. Anyone you know is in pain?
yes, she is ! ):
24. What happen?
her heart stopped.
25. What do you wanna do before you die?
get married !
26. What song is stuck in your head?
start of someth new !
27. What song are you listening now?
start of someth new :D
28. Worried about anyone?
yes.
29. What age do you wanna get married?
now would be fine :D HAHAHAS.
30. How many children do you want?
2
31. Where do you wanna go for Honeymoon?
errrrrrrrrrrrr. i dont know.
32. Any plans in this 2 month?
to mug my ass off & get exemption from promos ! :D you can do it girl !
33. Describe a perfect wedding?
a perfect wedding isn't where or how it is held. it is when you are by the side of the guy you love & you know who loves you, saying "i do" with a circle of your closest family & friends around. that's the perfect wedding.
34. Describe a perfect Date?
a perfect date would be wiv the one you like :D
35. Where would you like to go for Holiday?
somewhere I CAN DO SHOPPING.
36. Do you play instrument?
recorder :D & a bit of piano.
38. Do you have a band?
nope.
39. What song do you want to listen to?
start of someth new.
40. Wish you could die?
at times.
41. Do you give up easily?
at times.
42. Do you know anyone that acts like a kid?
yes, the first person that pops into my head is KENNARD GAN, my OLDER brother.
44. Do you know anyone that is rude?
yes, my younger brother.
45. What's the sweetest thing anyone ever done?
-points wayyy up to about cris.
47. Any sweet unforgetful memories with your Ex?
which ex ? :D hahas, but yes, unfortunately.
48. Honestly.. Which Ex did you love the most?
3101, 2003
49. Who do you want to be hugged by?
God.
50. Single or Taken?
single, hohos. it's not a bad thing though.
1. When is your Birthday ?
` 2306
2. What are you doing now ?
` this.
3. What is your hobby ?
` pffts. reading ! honestly !
4. Do you like animals ?
` yepp ! i love the zoo.
5. What do you think about Beyonce ?
` what Sijay said. she's hot, but her thighs are abit fat ? (that's what he said)
6. Have you watched movies recently and with who ?
` nope ): been ages since i last stepped into a theatre.
7. What is it ?
` -points up.
8. How do you think bout the movie ?
` -points up.
9. What type of guy/gal you are interested in ?
` if you have nice eyes, you have 50% chance of getting wiv me.
10. Do you like online games ?
` what kinda games ?
11. Do you have a crush ?
` heeeeee, nope.
12. Who is he/she ?
` non existent.
13. Ever tried to talk to him ?
` !!!! -points up.
14. So... do you have bitches in school ?
` YES YES YES.
15. Ever hated anyone ?
` YES.
16. Ever bully anyone?
` errrrrrm, nope. im innocent !
17. How many ex do you have??
` 10000000, fine 7.
18. When was your first kiss??
` primary 2, SERIOUS !
19. Feeling like hugging someone ?
` yepp.
20. Ever lied ?
` du-uh
21. Ever escaped class ?
` heeee, yes.
22. How're you feeling now ?
` commentless.
23. Thinking of bumping into ?
` zac efron !
24. Do you consider yourself innocent ?
` YES !
25. Why ?
` cos im not guilty
26. Kiss or Hugs ?
` hugs please.
27. Ever gossiped about anyone ?
` hehs, unfortunately yes.
28. Did you ever try being a cupid ?
` yepp.
29. Do you hope a hot guy/gal comes to you and says that he likes you ?
` IF IT'S ZAC EFRON I HOPE I HOPE !
30. Ever got melted away ?
` YES.
31. What will you do if you bumped into your ex ?
` demand my tigger.
32. What are your future plans ?
` to study
33. Are you thinking of someone ?
` i wasn't til i saw this question.
34. Who ?
` nigel ! my tigger !!
35. Why ?
` erm cos of my tigger ?
36. What was your last gift received looked like ?
` A TIGGER !
37. Do you like roses ?
` nope.
38. What did you do for your loved one during Valentines Day ?
` nothing.
39. What do you wish to do now ?
` answer this question.
40. Why ?
` cos im supposed to ?
41. Are you sleepy ?
` i guess.
42. What song are you listening to now ?
` breaking free.
43. Which song do you think is romantic ?
` romantic songs !
44. Finish off this lyrics " Me ain't gonna
be with you ..."
` there's a song that says that ?!
45. Do you watch anime ?
` at times.
46. Any websites you wish to share with?
` fcukstratedd-.blogspot.com
47. Do you like to read ?
` nope. i LOVE to read.
48. what you wish to have with you right now.
` zac efron !
49. Why ?
` cos he's my future husband, HAHAS :D
50. What are you gonna do after this.
` another quiz !
1.[whats your full name?]
Karolyn Gan Jia Yi
2.[Do you like your name? and why?]
i like the Karolyn, i hate the Gan, & jiayi is SO common.
3.[Are you attached or single?]
single.
4.[Why are you single/attached?]
cos i dont wna be attached ?
5.[Do you hate someone right now?]
nope.
6.[Who is the someone who hate?and why you hate that person?]
i dont hate no one.
7.[Who is ur bestfriends?]
-takes in a deep breathhhh...
Joe Sam Ness Min Sherri Kevin Christina Cheryl Charmaine Joy Jiayee Olivia Mesy Manu
8.[why do you choose them as your bestfriends?]
cos they rock !
9.[Do you love anyone right now?]
nope.
10.[Do you hate yourself?]
at times.
11.[How many times have you had your heartbroken?]
really really really broken. twice then.
12.[Name one person who is on your mind right now:]
joel loke ! HAHAS.
13.[Do you smile often?]
i laugh.
14.[Do you wish you were happier?]
yes.
15.[Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?]
yes.
16.[What is your favorite school subject?]
PC.
17.[Are you a friendly person?]
i'd like to think so.
18.[Do you have any bad habits?]
i am lazy ! (at least i admit it)
19.[Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?]
i'd like to think so.
20.[What is your favorite color now?]
green.
21.[Believe in Revenge?]
nope.
22.[Do you shave your toes?]
errrrr. nope.
23.[ Do you cut yourself for fun?]
i don't cut myself FOR FUN.
30.[Has anyone ever seen you without makeup?]
errrr, everyone i know has.
31.[Do you know your neighbours?]
yepp.
32.[Do you believe that opposites attract? ]
yepp.
33.[Dream job?]
teacher :D
34.[Have you ever attempted suicide?]
unfortunately, yes.
35.[Do you trust people easily?]
i guess.
36.[What did you eat for dinner last night?]
food.
37.[what did you do this morning when you wake up?]
open my eyes.
38.[what's your room like yesterday]
messssy !
39.[do you enjoy being alone?]
at times.
40.[describe your favorite moment?]
:p
41.[can you hangout with anyone?]
yes i can
42.[what's your favorite lyric today?]
it's the start of someth new, it feels so right to be here wiv you
43.[do you believe love at first sight exists?]
yes.
44.[if you knew someone liked you right now, what would you say to them?]
who !
45.[Last time you laughed at something stupid?]
errrrrr. errrrrr. errrrrrr, ytd ?!
46.[Broken any bones?]
nope, sadly.
47.[Seriously…..are you still just a kid at heart?]
heheheheheheheeheh, IM MATURED !
48.[Are you thinking of someone right now?]
i wasn't til i saw this question !
49.[Are u an emo person?]
i guess.
50.[If u had one last breath to say something to someone u love what would u say?]
i love you !?
im being a nice sister, my younger bro wans the comp, im passing it to him, hahas.
thank You Lord, for maths solutions
throw me a lifeline
10:20 AM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
so i won't give up
no i won't break down
sooner than it seems life turns around
& i will be strong
even if it all goes wrongmajor pouts.
i HATE it when i can't solve maths problems.
the stupid answer key has SO many bloodeh errors, that i kept re-doing my question til i finally THREW my calculator down & screamed that the stupid answer key is so bloodeh wrong.
pffts, i needta destress, badly.
how how, founders' day is on 3rd august. & physics exam is on 4th august. HOW ?! ): which one do i go for. & gaYlan gu ain't no help at all. when i received the letter i said shit at least 20 times, & my poor mother said "go to the toilet lahh !" at least 20 times too, hoho.
i had two cups of icecream today. ): a bad sign, very bad sign.
to keep my nerves in proper shape, you all know what it calls for !
QUIZZES ! :D hehs.
. Song playing at the moment?
someone's watching over me, hilduff.
. One reason for living?
God made me.
. Do you think you are okay?
nope. im karolyn (:
. Ever donated blood?
im afraid of injections, the end.
. Last message from?
gaYlan gu !
. Last message sent?
to gaylan gu.
. Last call from?
hehs. mdm azah
. Last place went?
besides home ? my void deck. me & Hanyang spent don't know how long there. idiott bugger.
. Last food you consumed?
icecream ):
. Last person whom you chat with in msn?
errrrrrrrrrrp i dont rmb
. Accessories you usually wear?
ear sticks :D
. Movie you want to watch?
She's The Man !
. How many piercings?
3
. Have you ever performed on stage before?
yes :D
. Ever wish you could turn back time?
yepp.
. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
hohos, yes ! i even planned the meeting time and all (just for kicks though, noth happened !)
. One thing you totally regret doing?
getting a blog :D
. Do you consider yourself a good listener?
i'd like to think so.
. Would you rather be happy or wealthy?
wealthy. i'd buy happiness :D (okay thats just the plan)
. Are you shy to ask someone out?
depends on what gender !
. Do you like to talk on the phone?
yea, i guess.
. Would you rather go on a walk or watch tv?
walk ! unless there's a show i really wna watch.
. What's the worst words you know?
fcuk definitely the worst.
. What's your worst fear?
snails ): & injections.
. Have you ever felt you were in love?
yepp. & it was seriously for real. but too bad.
1. Start Time:
- 8.45 pm
2. Name:
- Karolyn
3. Nickname:
- Karo, Angmoh, Carrot, blahblah.
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?
- green, thank you !
5. Chinese Zodiac:
- snake
6. Zodiac:
- Cancer.
7. Hair color:
- i'd like to think brown, but it's black, darn.
8. Eye color:
- too small to be seen.
9. Height:
- I AM SHORT.
10. Favorite Color:
- green !
11. glasses?
- when my eyes hurt.
12. Braces?
- never !
13. Piercing/tattoos?
- 3 on my ears. but i really want a belly ring.
15. Area code
- 600 ?
******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?
- my fringe !
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?
- past month was june. hmmmmmmm. YES. when stupid koh ask me why i came to school in slippers i should have rebutted "BUT YOU COME TO SCHOOL IN SOCKS AND SANDALS TOO"
20. Hugged someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?
- yepp ! og 3 :D
21. Skipped school?
- hohos, yes :D
22. Bungee jumped?
- I WANT I WANT, but nope.
23. Had sex outside?
- outside where ? there's an inside & outside ? hahas, BUT I HAVENT !
24. Dumped someone?
- hehs, yes.
25. Been arrested?
- NOPE !
26. TP'd someone's house?
- wassat ?
27. Won something?
- winning someone counted ? :D
30. Been rejected?
- hmmm, considering the fact that i never made the first move, nope.
31. Been to a funeral?
- nope.
32. Used a lighter?
- YES !
33. Been on stage?
- yepp.
*****FAVOURITE*****
34. Season
: winter !
35. Food
: mashed potatoes.
36. Ice cream flavour
: rocky road !
37. School subject(s)
: pc.
38. Person?
: pooos. Joe Kevin Sam Manu Chris Mindy Joy Jiayee Olivia Char Mesy Cheryl Ness Sherri
41. Book(s)
: Kissed By An Angel, Elizabeth Chandler.
42. Movie(s)
: HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL !
43. Song?
: Start Of Something New.
44. Park?
: THE ZOO.
45. State
: Singapore.
46. Place
: my room.
47. Sport to watch:
: netball !
49. Bands/musicians
: Zac Efron !
50. Letter(s)
: i like Z & Q
51. Restaurant
: Swensen's.
52. Cartoon Character(s)
: TIGGER !
53. TV Station(s)
: DISNEY CHANNEL
54. Name for a son:
: Chad ? or Zack.
55. Name for a daughter
: Isis.
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?
: CHOCOLATE
58. Long relationships or one night stands?
: long relationships please.
59. Dogs or cats?
: dogs.
60. Scary movies or comedies?
: comedies, thank you.
61. Short hair or long
: LONG.
62. Croutons or bacon bits?:
: bacon bits.
63. Kissing or hugging
: hugging.
****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****
64. Mexicans
: HATS.
65. School
: Class Rep.
66. Grass
: the Sky (don't ask me why)
67. Cow
: sex. IM INNOCENT. today the kangsheng go ask me, what sound does the cow make when you have sex wiv it. darn.
68. Canada
: PIZZA ?!
69. Mouse
: Guz, the cute mouse in Cinderella.
70. Hands
: the netball handshake !
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?
: high school musical ?!
72. Talked on the phone?
: yepp.
73. Cried?
: nope.
74. Threw up?
: NOPE.
75. Drank a glass of water?
: yes.
76. Done Drugs?
: nope.
77. Read a book or magazine?
: yepp.
78. Watched TV?
: yepp.
79. Looked in the mirror?
: yepp. to tie hair.
80. Taken a shower?
: YES.
81. Taken a picture?
: nope.
82. Listened to music?
: yepp !
83. Kissed someone?
: luckee !
85. Told someone you liked them
: yes, evelyn koh i love you ! :D
that's short. i wna watch tv ! :D
thank You Lord, for globalisation.
throw me a lifeline
8:56 PM
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there might never be a sign
no flashing neon light
telling you to make your move
or when the time is rightmy current craze :
ain't he cute ? :D
my self-proclaimed future husband, yes yes. (:
zacary david alexander efron !
soo, civics ytd was talking about qualities of your future life partner. i mean who havent thot of that ? the qualities we all desire of our future life partner is the same. trustworthy, faithful, honest, nice, kind, caring, looks good, blahblah. sure, that is definitely what i want in my future life partner, but that kinda model dudes are way extinct. to be more practical, i just want him to love me as much as, or even more than, i love him. but now, that's even hard to find. is it that hard ? maybe i should be like my kor. he tells me that he's not getting married (which means lesser angpows for me ): ). i wonder why. after each failed relationship, many of us fear getting into another one & falling without him catching us again. me too, definitely, but so why do i still say yes each time an invite comes along ? (an invite that ive been waiting for that is) pffts. i don't get me at times, i don't ):
the doctor's predict that she's goinng to die soon. hospitalised for the second time due to heart failure. the doctor's aren't going to try to revive her when she dies the next time. i sure hope the news come to me when im in school, i so hate crying in front of my family, shit. for my birthday this year, she still gave me an angpow. she still gave me money to buy my duck leg. i'll never forget how visits to her have changed over the years. i used to now only how to greet her, that's all, conversations was always made through my mother. now i can at least speak a few sentences wiv her, yes. i used to kiss & hug her each time i left, now "byebye !" it's all i do before gladly leaving. notice the word gladly, i can't believe it. there are many things i take for granted in life, and now i realised i took for granted that she'll live forever, instead, now, she'll leave forever.
you don't know what you had til it's gone. & now it made me realise that no one can live forever. i love you. i do.
one today, hokay, maybe two then.
[] I'm afraid of silence.
[] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[] I am really ticklish.
(only when attacked by surprise)[]I'm afraid of the dark.
[] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[]I can't sleep in a room if the door is open
[]I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed
[] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people.
(i have gay friends, for example, bryan lim sheng. i have lesbian friends, for example, samantha foo, so nope im not afraid xD)[x] I believe in true love.
[] I've run away from home
[] I listen to political music
(there's such things as political music?)[] I collect comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[x] I've stayed out all night
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I watch the news
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies.
(HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL, starring my future husband <3)[x] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for blue eyes.
i am a sucker for nice eyes xD[x] I dont kill bugs
[x] I curse.
when im angry, du-uh[] I have an "x" in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[] I love Spam
what's spam ?[] I bake well
i don't like kitchens. i cant crack open an egg ![] I have worn pajamas to class.
[] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[] I want a better job
[x] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[] I love Dr. Phil.
whossat ?[] I like multiple people
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[] I loved Lord of the Flies.
wassat ?[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
i've stopped though :D unless my nails have to be short & i suay suay dont have nail cutter[] I am not comfortable with being me.
[] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
although Singapore is small, i am guilty of that, OKAY.[x] Thought of suicide before.
[] Seen a shooting star.
[] Had a menage a trois.
wassat ?[] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[] Have kissed someone really strange
[] Hugged a stranger.
[] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.
[x] Been in a fist fight
wiv my younger brother, yes[] Been arrested.
[] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] made out in an elevator.
[] Swore at Liberace.
[] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose
[] Been skydiving.
[] Been bungee jumping.
[] Gotten stitches.
[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[] Crashed into a car alarm went off
[x] been to Japan.
for one night. cos had to change flights, dumbb.[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[] shoplifted
[] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(a crush on a teacher, hehs)[] Stole something from your job.
[] Gone on a blind date
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] Been to Europe.
[] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[] been to New York
[] Been married
[] Gotten divorced
[] Saw someone/something dying.
[] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] Thrown up in a bar or club
[x] Eaten sushi.
[] Been snowboarding.
[] Continued to care for someone sooo much even though you know you can't have them
[x] taken a picture just for the sole purpose of putting it on myspace/friendster..
[x] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
[] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[x] been at a party and instead of giving out your phone number you give them your myspace name and say look me up
[x] liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
teacher ? :D a crush)[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[x] Hate the world.
[] Love someone who doesnt/didnt realize it
[] have your cell phone permanently attached to your hand/hip
[x] cried over a guy/girl you didnt even go out with.
1. Never in my life i: - got married
2. The last person i kissed was: - my dog, luckee
3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always manage to make me smile is: - Pookie. seriously drive me crazyyy, but makes me laugh, weirdly.
4. The high school I go to is: - Jurong Junior.
5. When i'm nervous i: - get butterflies in my tummy.
6. The last time I cried was: - when i heard she's in the hospital again.
7. My hair: - is black
8. When I was 5, I: - was 5 :D
9. My Christmas last year: - was the day i said yes, & then said no.
10. When I turn my head right, I see: - piano scores
11. I should be: - a boy. im so chor lor.
12. When I Look Down I See: - the floor ? -.-"
13. The craziest recent event was: - HE GOT A GIRLFRIEND, WHAT THE HELL.
14. By this time next year: - i'll be mugging for A's :D
15. I love: - sunflowers & tiggers
16. I have a hard time understanding: - myself.
17. I feel like: - a pig. okay that didnt sound right, but what the heck.
18. You know I like, if you: - catch me STARING at you.
19. Take my advice: - there can't be any rainbow wivout any rain. & when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look too long at the closed door to see the one that has been opened for us.
20. My ideal breakfast is: - nothing.
21. If you date me out: - you must be a guy.
22. Soon I plan to: - answer the next question
23. If you spend the night at my house: - lights out at 10pm xD
oh yes, before i forget, Bryan Lim Sheng is 17 years & 1 day old today. i drew a tortoise & an angel for him :D i bought him cake & icecream. & he's a small fry to me :D & he called me piggy ! (at least he said i was sweet, hehs) & i don't know what this paragraph is for.
thank You Lord, for oppurtunities.
throw me a lifeline
4:04 PM
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
to you, i thot of you today & i seriously din know why. during maths lecture, i was laughing my head off, but deep in my mind, there was this picture of you there. during my break, you were the only one that occupied my mind, i miss you. i almost took out my phone to give you a call, i just wanted to hear your voice, to see you, but i knew that it would put both of us in a spot, so i didn't. i just wanted you to know, i miss you dude, & i dont know why. i really do.
it's unbelievable how time can change what youre feeling.
& yes, i agree wiv lover. happiness comes wiv an expiry date.
study hard you, hopefully we'll meet each other by chance one day.
throw me a lifeline
5:42 PM
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
punch youkick youslap youwhack youstab youshoot youcos i hate youquickly die
throw me a lifeline
10:23 AM
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
start of something new ; zac efron & vanessa anne hudgensLiving in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see
It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new
when there was me & you ; vanessa anne hudgensIt's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
enjoy (:
throw me a lifeline
10:39 AM
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