Saturday, April 22, 2006

it's the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
to look you in the eye & tell you i dont love you
it's the hardest thing i'll ever have to lie
to show no emotion when you start to cry
can't let you see what you mean to me
when my hands are tied & my heart's not free
it's the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
to turn ard & walk away pretending i dont love you


let's not talk about my tests. ):

im beginning to like the presence of ODDBALL ard =D she's really nice & fun & spunky. hahas, i really like talking to her & hanging ard her =D. she told me someth ytd. if anyone wna know what, give me a million bucks, i'l still not tell u =p. hahas. me & oddball have been doing alot of things e same time recently.
>we turned ard & scolded & turned back at e same time
>our ez-links got confiscated on e same day for e same reason (hahas)
>we called each other at the same time once (hahas)
>we're both oddballs
>we both love green
>we're both from 4c (HAHAS (:)
hahas, maybe she's my twin, not xinyi. (hahas)


went back to collect o's slip on thurs ! =D met up wiv part of 4c, woohoo ! (: i miss each & every SINGLE person, too bad gaelan gu didnt ask e whole of 4c to go back on e same day, but nonetheless, it was refreshing to see a part of them (: charmaine jiayee joy cheryloo weeling loke jason gaelan nigel nathan marcus chihfai jeremy ! then some of us went for dinner then we headed down to THE SWING ! it's been such a long time. i still rmb how e 8ofus used to have lunch at dover then head down to the swing. i still rmb that day when some of us played the stupid retarded kiddy games down at the swing, that day stuck real hard in my mind, it's been a long time since i laughed so much, since i had that much fun. 4c is e best class EVER. even s10 cant compare. so anw, we played truth/dare. quite funny BUT THEN we played only for a short while then we all had to go home. after all it was a thursday & we had school e next day. i miss e times at dover, i miss e times during recess, i miss e locker times, i miss lab times, i miss playing bridge during maths & eng times, i miss sleeping during class times, i miss the crapping during lessons times, i miss the uniform, i miss 4c, i miss our times tgt. remember our meeting 10 years later (: wiv our candle holders & candles ! we'll bring a lighter, we'll form e heart once again & we'll light e candles up (:

to 4c,
tonight we remember
the times that we spent here
the joy & the laughter that we shared
tonight we cherish
the moments spent tgt
because it's e only time we have
look at us & see our smiles
this is where we all belong
i'll remember the times we shared tgt
until my last december
tonight.

it's where the stars line up
it's where the oceans touch
it's in a place youve never been
that feels like home
it's in the air right now
it's where you give your all
& give a lil more
i've never been so sure
that's where you find love.

4c rocks, always rmb that (:















thank You Lord, for wonderful classes every year of my life, from 6h to 4c to s10. thank You Lord, for the wonderful people that make up my classes (:

throw me a lifeline
12:43 AM

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