Wednesday, March 29, 2006
i carry your heart
i carry it in my heart <
as each day passes, we all learn new things, we realise many things that never struck us before, we find out that the present cant happen if the past did not happen, we know this was meant to be.
no matter how much i wished that the bad times never took place, i know that if the bad times din take place, the good times wont either. we'll all just learn from our mistakes and never make the same silly ones again (:
og 3, you guys are the best, really (:
thank You Lord, for the unending surprises that one gets out of life.
throw me a lifeline
5:28 PM
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
wu fa zai ai shang shui <
had a great day today. it was a blast. the only horrible thing was.. well i'll come to that later.
woke up at 6, took a bath, headed down to lakeside. yepp, the only reason i went was cos yuliang wanted me there. =D, haha. i had a very weird conv wiv him last night.
so we went down, blah blah blah, din even participate in the telematch. lent hanyang my hairband, AANDD, i beat him in badminton (: yay !
went out for lunch after that, and 11 of us were telling jokes and asking stuff in kobayashi, DAM FUNNEHH. me and chris were blackmagicing, and i see yellow cant see blue, and bang bang bang, and jurongeast harbourfront boonlay what's next, to everyone. dam fun (:
pooled after that, hahas (:
so anw, the bloodeh thing that happened, HANYANG LOST MY HAIRBAND THAT I LENT HIM ): it was my favourite lahh ! grrr. punch his face !
bang bang bang, im off !
thank You Lord, for files
throw me a lifeline
9:58 PM
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian <
when youve been wanting someth for so long, and it suddenly happens. why does it feel weird ? i dont know, but ive just realised so many so many so many things after i found out about it. im really not even sure if youre a goob anymore. hmmms. > ):
og 16 FOREVER ! (: i was looking down the og16 list and putting a smiley face on those still in jjc, there's so MANY of us (: yes ! i want an outing, FAST, christopher !!! hahas (: we're getting og shoe ! og shirt is like oh-so-common. (: yepp ! (: converse (: yay !
and og 3 definitely rocks. hahas, and im NOT INTERESTED in kaidi alryyt, im just into him. now that sounds weird, but whatever (:
oh yes, ive got a very very bullyable vice class rep (im the bloodeh class rep, but i love s10 !) hahahas, i look forward to bullying him once again, and i dont know why, i like his file. gosh im weird. (:
and im in netball, in case anyone's ever wondering bout my cca. everyone sees me in the netball tee and the next day they ask me what cca im in, what the heck? hahas (:
actually i typed a super super long post this morning, but my internet screwed up and bang my post is gone, what the hell lahh !@#$%&* grrr.
OH I SAW MONKEY AND JIAYEE TODAY. and monkey hugged me. triple smiley ! (:
thank You Lord, for always being there.
throw me a lifeline
11:00 PM
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
mom : you wna learn thai?
me : no, you siao arrh?
mom : how bout chinese?
i hate it when ppl do that to me.
thank You Lord, for beds
throw me a lifeline
6:12 PM
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
all you wanted was somebody who cared <
freak it lahh. i just read koonhui's blog. the bbq seemed so dam fun lahh. he wrote that paul got high, i wna see paul get high, must be dam gay lahh. hahas (: well, we'll have an og chalet, and this time i wont give my mom an excuse to say no. i will not fall sick, i will be a super guai kia and study study study, do homework, revise, come back home on time. im missing out on alot of fun during the holidays if i dont be a guai kia. june is my month after all (: my birthday and og 16's birthday and all. hahas.
i'll not touch the computer unless it's study purposes. (i'll try !) hmm, i think i'll be super lagging lahh, after all that im gna commit myself too, so jjc im entrusting you to update me =D.
netball match this morning, versus rgs&rjc, met chuwen again (: hahas. then then went for dimsum wiv the females in my family, which is me, charmaine, my mom, char's mom, and popo (: yums, positively stuffed myself. then we went shopping ! me and char bought a roxy skirt each. <3, im totally in love wiv it (that sounds quite bitchy ayye) hahas, and char bought a new handbag and she nicely put all her stuffs in. i really wanted this wallet and my mom firmly refused, what to do? im being a guai kia so i say okay lohh. i'll wait for nicer designs to come out (: she said the wallet's too small for me. hmmm, maybe she has a point. when i reached home i hit the beds and i slept sooo soundly my mom was wondering why the storm din wake me up. i was THAT tired.
dad bought my graphic calculator for me today. it's so new, so pretty i dont dare to pack it in my bag in case it gets a scratch or someth. and what do you know, MY IPOD HAS A SCRATCH, so does my handphone, my heart really felt like as if it was getting scratched when i found out. wahh, heart pain siahh.
anw, im very very addicted to minesweeper. i just cant finish the 99 flags one, it's really super adrenalin rushing lahh. what the heck. i'll complete it one day. hahas.
this post really sounds so unlike me. hmms. oh oh, im seriously recovering (: yay ! my medicine's all drowsy so my head's like quite heavy, but my cough is better so is my running nose, i dont havta bring tissue each time i go out now. so im well enough for icecream ! -looks at goobie.
oh and i quite like the malaysia airline commercial? i find it quite cool. now that's super random. hahas, im like totally picking things out of point.
and i really cant wait for school to start, im serious ! i redid my whole file, its looking quite nice now, and its really thick and heavy. i did a diary (: its nice nice, i cant wait to use it. ive packed my pencil case and my bag, stole alot of lightsticks from my brothers' desks, heehee =D. and the weirdest thing is, i dont know why im so excited for school. i dont know ANYONE in my class, i know i'll most probably sleep during lectures, but im just so excited. ive paraded my uniform at home actually =D, it's my FIRST tuck in uniform in my WHOLE LIFE. (nanyang primary then fairfield sec, tuck outs) yepp (: hahahahas, my gosh, im on high.
alryyt, i better post this before my internet screws everyth up (:
thank You Lord, for high, it makes the world so much more beautiful (:
throw me a lifeline
9:52 PM
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Friday, March 17, 2006
discover enlightenment holding your hand <
shit, i woke up late for the netball match.
shit.
and i hate drowsy medicine, dont you?
does that mean anyth?
and i havent asked permission to go for the bbq tonight, triple shit.
i will wake up on time tmr.
right, this post is so random i dont even know what im typing.
dont hint, just tell me directly. i know im a bitch, thank you (:
and charmychoo wrote me a perfectly funny testimonial. i dont know why i cracked up when i saw it, i must be going kukunuts.
i kinda like the word goobiedoobiedoo, after all, i came up wiv it. weird.
youre a goob =p.
thank You Lord, for sushi
throw me a lifeline
9:50 AM
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
be true to your heartschool's officially starting on monday.
hahas, i weirdly cant wait (: yay, i'll be a nerd man.
my results slip will be "A"s, yes including chinese (:
i'll improve my speaking and i wont be an angmoh anymore !
anw this is dam shitty, i wna go for the chalet ): but its over alr anw.
ytd netball match vs fmss. and then part of og3 met up in school to buy tie ! hahas, we queued up, okay they queued up for super long while i went out for lunch wiv kor and came back and claimed my tie. then we went down to jec (we missed the busstop) and we had to wait for seats again. so we went up to iceskating ring and sean fell asleep and we sneaked away. trust me sean can sleep anywhere, just as long as he's sitting. it was hilarious man. we were taking videos, taking photos of him sleeping. og3 bbq tmr, i really wna go, we'll see then (: they're all so cute. oh yea, when i said i could go wiv them for lunch :
kaidi : you going wiv us arrh
karo : yea, why you dont want arrh?
kaidi : no lahh, i happy you can come.
wah dam sweet right (: hahas, but he gave me that super sian face when he say, hahas (: but i still left before they sat down. i reached home and i slept !
ive been sleeping nonstop these few days, my gosh i think im becoming a pig lahh.
anw, i miss og 16 ): i want more outings !
cant wait for school, new school uniform. did i mention i lost my pencil? my pretty pink pencil, now i need to get a new one, dam ):
and my brother's my atm, officially. he gives me money even when i tell him i dont need it.
and date movie is stupid, really stupid. -glares at goob. it was sick and it was stupid. but i had fun. goobiedoobiedoo !
thank You Lord, for the food we eat
throw me a lifeline
1:27 PM
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
such a feeling's coming over me
there is wonder in most everythy i see
not a cloud in the sky
got the sun in my eyes
and i won't be surprised if it's a dream
everyth i want the world to be
is now coming true especially for me
and the reason is clear
it's because you are here
you're the nearest thing to heaven that i've seen
i'm on the top of the world looking down on creation
and the only explanation i can find
is the love that i've found ever since you've been around
your love's put me at the top of the world <
I WNA HOLD YOU TIL I DIE
TIL WE BOTH BREAK DOWN AND CRYcampfire rehearsals went fairly well until we all went to check our bags. i almost screamed the f-word out when i found out bags got stolen. i swear if the culprit was ever caught, i'll slam that person's face into shit and poke that person's eyes out and cut that person's fingers off. what the hell man.
but overall it was quite alryyt. i vomitted my lunch out (long johns') and yuzheng was dam funnehh lahh "see lahh, dance wiv bernard will vomit one" hahas (: boxiang was really dam cute can. you shud hear his laughter, i keep cracking up when he laughs. both of us were competing to see who can pack the fastest and he had so many packets ard him, OF COS he beat me. and when we charged to the second row i lost my balance and i fell. hahas, and mr leow asked boxiang why he pushed me. ohoh, and very very nicely boxiang is a very very good friend of someone (: yay ! hahahas, my gosh i was so dam happy when he confirmed someth wiv me can (: ohh and i finally found someone to go school wiv me everyday (: yay ! our dearest camp i/c hanyang ! who very conveniently lives opposite me (: hahas, and who i very nicely faked was my boyfriend ytd during the conference.
oh i tell you, it was dam shitty lahh the conference ytd, muttaqin called me and bam im suddenly in this conference wiv people whom i dont know who the heck they are. and hanyang grabbed my phone and suanwoo, francis, zhiwei and yongjun were like " waah, boyfriend chu ma liao" hahas, and you shud hear hanyang, he was going like "shuttup lahh, wait you shuttup." "give me one clap, give me one silent clap" "you are not simon cow, you are a real cow, can you say moo?" what the hell man, i swear i laughed like some siao ding dong. and when i told hanyang to help me say i need to go, what the hell, he started talking to them for super long can. dam funnehh lahh. and when they didn't shuttup when he asked them to, he went "can i curse?" hahahas, dam funnehh lahh. (: and obviously i grabbed my phone back and said i needta go, my boyfriend waiting, and my whole table went "finally you admit" what the heck.but ytd was hilarious, really (:
im really looking forward to more laughter today, and i will prove to yuzheng that its not cos of bernard that i vomit. hahas (: and now no one's gna believe me when i put two thumbs up. cos ytd yuzheng asked if i was okay, i put two thumbs up, and then i went to vomit. hahas, then yuzheng was like "im not gna believe you alr, you just now also put two thumbs up then you womit" dam funnehh lahh.
and can you believe it, i reached home at 12+ am hahas.
do you know what the heck sector 7 was doing during our free time, you should hear aini tell all the super sick jokes man, she'll laugh like crazy even before we hear the funnehh part, funnehh lahh she, hahas (: we'll put our arms ard each other and stand in a circle to hear all the jokes, super funny siahh, and then once when we just told all the dirty jokes then the other half of sector 7 ask us to join them to sing songs and paulpaul was like "wah at this time (after hearing dirty jokes) sing this kind of song very funnehh lehh" dam funnehh siahh. and since i was the only retarded one who remembered the super super super lame snap dance, i am named "lamest" and yanping is lame, aini is lamer, and karolyn's lamest ! what the heck. it was dam fun lahh.
everyth's back to square one again isn't it?
thank You Lord, for the shadows that are so hilarious (:
throw me a lifeline
11:23 AM
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i wna hold you til i die
til we both break down and cry
i wna hold you
til the fear in me subsidesi swear orientation 2 was noth like orientation 1.
being an ogl is totally different from being a camper.
i had so much bloodeh fun in games attached (even though i got pulled in !) but i really regretted the fact that i didnt spend enough time wiv my og ):
but og3 still rocks like hell man (: i cried like some kuku during jj night. i dont even know why and i hugged everyone, guys girls no difference, we're all og 3 (:
kaiyan came back during jj night (:, and when i went up to hug her i cried ): my og mate, my classmate, my girl, it just seems so weird when someone youve been close to disappears. ): she got into acjc, and i wont be seeing her for a really long time.
i really dont know what to blog about. as i went around hugging everybody, i realised someth, and i dont know what the heck was happening to me.
f1 ogls, dismissed ): it is not the end. we'll plan more outings we'll have more fun (: we'll sign up for ogls again next year AND we'll get into the same family alryyt ! (:
tonight we remember
the times that we spent here
the joy and the laughter that we shared
tonight we remember
that times spent together
because its the only time we have
look at us
and see our smiles
this is where
we all belong
i'll remember the times
we shared together
until my last december
tonight (:
you ask me if i love you
and i choke on my reply
i'd rather hurt you honestly
than mislead you with a lie
and who am i to judge you
in what you say or do
i'm only just beginning
to see the real you
and sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i wna hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i wna hold you till the fear in me subsides
romance and all it's strategy
leaves me battling with my pride
but through all the insecurity
some tenderness survives
i'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
a hesitant prize fighter
still trapped within my youth
and sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i wna hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i wna hold you till the fear in me subsides
at times i'd like to break you
and drive you to your knees
at times i'd like to break through
and hold you endlessly
at times i understand you
and i know how hard you try
i watched while love commands you
and i've watched love pass you by
at times i think we're drifters
still searching for a friend
a brother or a sister
but then the passion flares again
and sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i wna hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i wna hold you till the fear in me subsides (:
in your eyes
i found the greatest prize
you and i could not be closer
and in your arms
is everyth i want
now i know my search is over
and i don't know where you take me
but it's exactly where i wna be
it's where the stars line up
it's where the oceans touch
it's in a place you've never been that feels like home
it's in the air right now
it's where you give your all
and give a little more
i've never been so sure
that's where you find love
people pass
and listen to us laugh
wishing that they had the same thing
and our friends they ask
how we made it last
i just smile and say the same thing
i'm not sure how we got here
baby i'm just glad that you got here
it's where the stars line up
it's where the oceans touch
it's in a place you've never been that feels like home
it's in the air right now
it's where you give your all
and give a little more
i've never been so sure
that's where you find love
that's where you find love
it's where the stars line up
it's where the oceans touch
it's in a place you've never been that feels like home
it's in the air right now
it's where you give your all
and give a little more
i've never been this sure
that's where you find love (:
oh and right, i chose lit as my h1 subject, and now i DONT KNOW a single person in my class ): i'll be a loner can ): shyyt, how arrh. maybe i shud have just stuck wiv my subj combination and not change? shyyt. shyyt shyyt shyyt. dammit lahh ):
thanks goobiedoobiedoo.
thank You Lord, for og3 (:
throw me a lifeline
9:59 AM
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Friday, March 03, 2006
in your arms is everyth i wanti got into jjc sci (: hip hip hooray.
but why is like everyone who got into jjc appealing out? ):
there's gaelan, and joy.
only tse is happy (:
i hope og 16 stays in jjc.
HUIJUAN IS (: dam happy for her.
anw, these few days have been a major changing session for me. ive just really realised things ive never realised before (: yepp (:
and anw, thanks bernard for the duckrice
and thanks ken for the water (:
and im sick again.
and i injured my ankle (again)
and orientation is just ON MONDAY ):
aaah.
bye world, im off to macs for my breakfast wiv belinda (: thats in half an hour's time. now i'll be preparing to go off. hahas =D
throw me a lifeline
9:28 AM
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