Wednesday, February 01, 2006

wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
shi yin wei wo tai ai ni <

been really addicted to november's chopin. i cant believe myself too lahh. but after the kbox session its blasting jaychous for me. dam, ceci's gna be dam happy if she finds out bout this. haha.

my mom's making me read this handout about reading food labels crap? it's really dam lame i tell you. ): and boring, i'd rather read my caroline upcher book that i borrowed today (: i was dam bored lahh, then i realised that i could have gone to get my ic? dam, i need to find someone to go down wiv me soon. would anyone kindly volunteer his/her services?

ytd was really a blast man (: part of the og came down here. belinda huijuan sokkin siokhui menghow christopher paul zhiming. haha, and i forgot to return paul his dumb nametag again. i think im really becoming weird, what's wiv me and nametags?! and kuna refused to come down cos someone was here. i dont understand, why are they SO DAM PETTY? ): haha, we gambled, and i think i lost quite abit, thanks to them i had to throw in 4.80 lahh, at least they were nice and let me take back 4 bucks (: haha, ber was saying that paul win alot, there, he has money to give me my treat ! =D.

MET JOE TAN YTD ! ((((: > see i give you quadraple smiley ! haha.wasted i din see yibing lahh ):

going to watch i not stupid too tmr. im armed and ready wiv one pack of tissues (: haha, my younger brother came back and started screaming "jie, your joshua ang smoked in the show ! and if you wna watch you sure cry one" what siahh, break my heart lehh ): i dont care, he's still dammit freaking shuai (: haha, and zhiming was quite shocked when i said i cry at least once for almost every movie. i really hope there'll be mass dance tmr ! -crosses fingers. oh yes yes ! my reflection got chosen, or rather 1/100 of my reflection got chosen, and being the retarded me, i took pics of it =D.

kianhao's really really really lame. haha, but it was fun sitting between him and ber during chi. hahaha, i laughed my head off. and he gave me a "ding qing wu" HAHA.

ohh, me and ber bought lollis ! (: -heartmelts. it's dam cute. two for us, one for kian hao, one for edmund. their birthday presents. haha ! there's a bell on mine and ber's, DAMMIT CUTE I TELLYOU. i was screaming when i saw it. =D.

this post is quite long, and i dont think im even halfway done, haha.

ahhh, sharon's leaving for aust tmr ! ): my primary bestie ! and i cant send her off !!! ): marcus was practically screaming when he said "but she's your best friend!" and i know ! ): im gna miss her i think ): why are so many ppl leaving. wonder how's ryo now. i wish i left for vietnam, and never returned, never to know this stupid reality.

it's been exactly one month since that stupid orchard incident, and tmr will be the one month since it was officially over. when i saw your nick, the only thot that ran through my mind was, that phrase you used it on me once, why's it so different now? but i dont feel that bad alr, i guess ive changed alot during just a month. i was dreading taking o's results, facing you would be the worst thing, but now, i cant wait to see you again, to see for maybe the last time, a face i loved, a face that i'll forget and move on. im confident i'll do it. (: it really was easier than i thot. haha. yupp.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MESY. i love you girl (: loads, and youre never bugging me alryyt ! ((:

haha, okay, i better go off before my brother murders me for hogging onto the comp, and im doing a favour for ber !













thank You Lord, for volume control

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