Thursday, February 02, 2006
look at us, and see our smiles <
i love revelation today (: it was a blast. mass danced, and oopsies, i kept injuring paul. it wasnt on purpose lohh.
oh yes, menghow bought my reflection piece for me (: and evelyn told me that ber wanted to buy it for me. i was REALLY dammit touched man (((:
watched i not stupid too (: wiv belinda evelyn huijuan grace kaiyan sokkin zhiming menghow jithin and LIJIE (: okay, so i cried like some jialat person, i believe i was the only one who cried to that extent, it was really touching lahh. i used 4 tissues in all can. and i still think joshua ang is dammit shuai. (: and i started crying way early alr, its been a long time since i cried til this extent. and im still suffering from the headache it's causing me.
went out for dinner wiv evelyn and sokkin. cuimin and gangyi joined after that. then paul. then farid. haha, so left the place at ard 9.15? and the three of us were there at ard 6.30? haha.
im still thinking if i should pon school to go down to ngee ann tmr, but dammit, i needta hand in the econs report thingy. ): i really wna see ngee ann.
and i dammit hate econs report. its too stressing, im over tired. i practically died on the walk back from the hawker centre, so i gave up and took 335, and i reached home at 10pm, exactly, dam. i dont know why i so hate jc life, why's it so different from secondary life?
walked past a dumb and stupid canal place, it was a pity evelyn, or was it gangyi, who pointed out the stars shining. my mood just went down, and boy i felt the tears sting my eyes. why's it so hard? as evelyn and paul walked on in front, gangyi me and farid stopped and gangyi was saying that eve and paul can imagine the canal as the sea. and the concrete floor as sand. and that dumb statement hit me so hard, that "memories came flooding back". but, at least im no longer living in those memories, but creating visions of what i hope to become. thats a large move for me.
ahh, i better conc on that econs proj. i really wna drop econs and take up lit, but ppl are saying that's a dumb move.
thank You Lord, for busy status
throw me a lifeline
10:51 PM
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