Wednesday, February 15, 2006

everybody's screaming
i try to make a sound but no one hears me
im slipping off the edge
im hanging by a thread
i wna start this over again
so i try to hold onto a time when noth mattered
and i can't explain what happened
and i can't erase the things that ive done <


everyth that happened was my fault.
all my fucking fault.
its right for me to be ignored while he kills me
its right for me to be called stupid
its right for me to be left alone and die.

what the fuck.
i hate this fucking family, it isnt even counted as a family, what kind of fucking parents are these people.



you can call me stupid, you can leave alone to die, then the next fucking day act like as if noth fucking happened last night.
fuck you. and you.


and stop blaming the other party when its your fucking fault.






its at this time that i realise theres no one here that fucking understands me.

throw me a lifeline
5:21 PM

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