Sunday, January 01, 2006

today is a stupid day.
its a really fucking stupid start to a day.
i cant believe why it happened.

thanks to the pink shirt guy who pulled us all out.
thanks to that girl and guy who helped me up.
thanks to that person who lent huizhen the phone.
thanks to mindy jeraldine samantha sherri, i dont think i could have been okay if i was all alone.
thanks to min's sis's bf for sending us to buona vista.
thanks to kayhan. i believe alot of us fell in love wiv him that day, i did anyhow (think STRAIGHT), the way he was there for us, the way he searched for his sis, the way he fought everyth off.



and when everyth was over, i just realised, i could not rely on you. you weren't there for me when i needed you the most.





thank You Lord, for now i understand why You sent that stupid idiot to me, why You sent friends to me.

throw me a lifeline
2:43 AM

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