Saturday, January 14, 2006

im twisted cos one side of me
is tellin' me that i need to move on
on the other side i
wna break down and cry <

it's freaking dammit hard. and i dont even know why it is so hard. it's not like anyth really started or whatever shit. i must spend my saturdays better than reading emails and messages. and break down and cry
tv's no use, i've watched like 6 episodes of who's the boss alr. been to grandma's and back.it's a dammit boring life. right, i think i'll go tackle chemistry now, im like super rusty, forgot all about moles and their teaching it. haha, i rmb when linchuan was tutoring me on mole, he asked what's a mole, and he answered it himself. "an animal" and i laughed like crazy. haha.

weirdly, im still holding on to some kind of hope, when actually there's none left, maybe mesy was right. ahh shit, i really need a reality check, maybe see them kiss or someth. haha, im such a funny person, i cant believe i just typed that. IM FREAKING WEIRD.

so if i become retarded, you guys know who to blame.







DONT CRY COS ITS OVER, SMILE COS IT HAPPENED.








thank You Lord, for homework

throw me a lifeline
4:38 PM

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