Saturday, January 28, 2006

im trying to forget that
im addicted to you
but i want it and i need it
im addicted to you
now it's over
can't forget what you said
and i never wna do this again
heartbreaker <


ytd was the greatest (:

haha, one whole bus load of jjcians once again missed the stop when we were on 174 from boonlay AND we ended up in the highway =rushed down to school, and we were on time !
mass dance session in the morning. (: had hell fun, PUMP IT ! haha, was dam excited wiv the thot that i might be able to dance wiv him, i ended up wiv paulpaul !

rushed to fairfield. I MET GAELAN GU ! (: haha. saw bryan too. that fokky tried to hide from me. you suck at hiding lahh. had a little chat wiv fok, din ask what i wna ask BUT YOU LOOK DAMMIT WEIRD WITH THAT HAIRCUT LAHH (: haha.
lunched at dover wiv 10 guys, and i was the bloodeh only girl, where the heck are the other ELEVEN girls?

then then
kbox wiv evelyn belinda sokkin paul menghow zhiming zhongru.
it was really dam fun, we were like dam high lahh, i couldnt sit for one moment and sulk.
was dead tired after all the high songs were over.
haha, we danced superstar in the room and we crapped up ALOT of the steps and we WHOOED so loudly i swear we're the noisiest customers ever. siiiiaaaaao too. HAHA. (: i had the greatest time kboxing ytd. the songs we sang though brought back many memories, ive realised that i can let go. (:
i sang so many of the songs i really wanted to sing, and stupid stupid paulpaul kept fastbacking my na nu hai dui wo shuo. and your feet stink alryyt, dont push it under my nose next time claiming its nice smelling, KUKU. BUGGER SHIT HEAD. belinda, i hope youre not gna let that one guy affect you. its a pity, REALLY.
thanks darlings, for the wonderful time ytd. the feeling was undescribable ! (:
LET'S DO IT SOME TIME SOON AGAIN YES YES YES !


and just a note to you, ive really really met someone who makes me so high that i can forget all about you when im out wiv him. haha, the prospect of mass dancing wiv him got me more excited than the prospect of seeing you. (: maybe then you can stop checking up on me, but to make sure, let's go for the dinner that you asked for one day soon, yes? yes. HAHA.

gaelan gu's telling me someth really really really scary now. im feeling more confused once again, haha. it's dam weird lahh. haha. and i guess i irritated the shit out of him =D. hee. dam, now i feel dam cheated. YOU BUGGER YOU CHEAT MY FEELINGS GRRRR. haha, but well, ive changed my way of thot, and his so called TEST confirmed it.

so thanks gaelan, and thanks you, for changing me (:















thank You Lord, for karaoke machines

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