Tuesday, January 10, 2006

cos she's bittersweet
she knocks me offa my feet <

THIS IS HOW TONNY FONG GREETED ME ON MSN >

ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
pom pom pom
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
i am et frm the outer space
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
pom pom pom
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
come to earth to search tooth paste
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
pom pom
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
pom*
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
when i look into ur grandma's face
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
it reminds me of ur monkey face
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
HEY HEY
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
monkey face.. ask ur grandma
ToNE... openin minds.. shapin lives says:
buy my tooth paste



IM GETTING FUNNY GREETINGS EVERYDAY.





haha, we were teasing menghow bout evelyn just now. okay, it's not funny. anw cuimin and menghow's dam nice, they wna give us morning call tmr. morning calls really remind me of the past. i really gta put the past down. stop revisiting them.

caught up wiv lokee this morning. we like put the same display picture, chose the same combi and are going for the same cca lahh. and ALL IS HE COPY ME ONE. haha, it's quite fun catching up, at that moments, I REALLY MISS 4C. i miss bridging, i miss gossiping. i miss the recesses and the bridging afternoons. i miss sleeping eating playing during lessons. argh. i miss 4C ! the most rocking class EVER.

CUT MY HAIR TODAY (((: haha, but my hair looks the same, it's just thinner and fringe's shorter, i dont really like it though, first time lehh. i wished i cut it short, real short, it's like cutting the length of hair which i have grown = cutting the memories of us away. hais, i wish we could all back away and forget everyth, i wish the time would go back then at least i could have lied and said no. hais. gaelan's talk's not working for ONCE, joe's not working too. i wish i was out, i dont have to think all these stupid thots, make my mind wonder, I WNA SCREAM, really. it'll be the last time i cry for you, the last tear ive wiped away. this is crap, i really need to meet my ahbeng soon, GOD? some sign please. at least let me put down this stupid baggage of broken hopes im holding.

i just wish that he had a strong enough effect on me, i just wish that he can help me let go. i just wish that someth happens.

if you dont know how much you hurt me, just stab yourself real hard, a million times at the same spot, multiply that pain by another million times, and that's not even 1% of the pain youve caused me. good bye.












thank You Lord, for water.

throw me a lifeline
3:37 PM

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