Thursday, December 29, 2005

i was losing myself to somebody else
but now i see
i dont wna pretend
so this is the end of you and me
cos the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cos she's everyth
everyth im not <



HE. called, horrible news. i almost cried. ALMOST. but well, crying's like offlimits in my house.
i wanted HIM to slap him, slap him SO hard that his sunburnt skin falls off. WHY DID YOU DO THAT? i trusted you not to. but well HE says its quite alryyt. quite okay. i almost screamed that quite is not good. i want it to be ALRYYT, to be OKAY.
so i asked gaelan to pass him the letter, and i just didn't know how to put it that it was what i was feeling ytd, but today, im feeling hurt. is this what life's going to be like if i choose you? your promise? what if i ask you to break it? would you?

so anw. did spring cleaning at home. cleared many toys. many many stuffs. found many tiggers as well. found an oscar too.
watched the myth. and i cried then. released my angst. ): but the show's really nice still.

i really need to password my blog.







thank You Lord, for a heart, for feelings, for happiness, for tears to release pain.

throw me a lifeline
6:39 PM

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