Monday, December 26, 2005

i never imagined how many people are there for me during this period of time.

kevin, who gave me support through this things, the first to reply to my plea of desperation and shook me out of dying (:
tonny fong, who said "ask him to go and die" haha, that made me laugh like crazy (:
joel loke, who volunteered his ear (:
min and ness, who brought me out and beared wiv my craziness during narnia (:
mesy and joy, who came over just to see that im doing fine. (:
gaelan gu, who well is just wonderful, weirdly nice (:
bryan fok, who surprisingly made me realise things (:
joe tan, who well just supported me. (:
thanks darlings.

and well tonny fong, if you ever see this. i want you to know that im going through exactly what youre going through. if she cant drop him, you drop her. if she tells you she's trying, but it doesnt seem like as if she is, drop her. shes not worth you okay. but if you can see she's trying, give her time. she needs your support, no doubt. leaving her, ppl might call you cold or not understanding, but they wont know how much youre hurting til you show it, til you tell them. and NEVER never think of hurting her twice as much as youre hurting. cos your heart will hurt three times more. and no matter what im always here ! (:






i waited for you to talk to me today, you never did. what i need is someone who clears my doubts and not let me sink furthur into them. but i guess i told you to wait til 28th, so 28th it'll be. im really sorry for this. im just really scared of getting bruised.

throw me a lifeline
9:13 PM

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