Friday, November 18, 2005

ITS OVER ! (((:

its byebye study
and hello party ((:

but well, ive grown accustomed to rushing into the exam hall.
to following after christina cos im too lazy to look where im sitting.
to look up and see shorty gay's head.
look right and see that smart jinghan who refuses to even give me 1% of his brain cell.
to come home, throw down my bag and start staring at the same word for 10 minutes.
well well, its all over, but i'll definitely miss studying.

its somehow the last day of school, at least ive hugged the ppl i wna hug ((:
but i guess i havent thanked many of them yet, the special ones, the ones there for me, the ones who picked me up, the ones who shared their shoulders with me, the ones who made me smile ((:

went dinnering with 1/4 4c today.
i somehow retardedly banged my tooth onto my glass, and my tooth got dented and the stupid glass was perfectly fine, didnt even looked damaged. stupid glass. and retarded loke that ate as if he hasnt eaten rice for forever?


its time to change my skin ((: im bored, so i'll do someth.









and one last thing, 4C ROCKS ((:

throw me a lifeline
9:48 PM

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

yah right, ignore that stupid post down there thats crap.
here's to 5 people that pulled me out of that silly phase.
>joe tan ((:
thanks for messaging, thanks for listening, thanks for letting me scream ((:
>joel loke ((:
silly goose. we were crapping the whole time in learnatfairfield, and you just kept me laughing mr chief commander bus conductor of 74, the king of the castle. silly man with sinus and use toilet paper. haha, i still like your jacket.
>joy and marcus ((:
haha, when you joined us it was laughter man. ADJACENT = JOY'S HUSBAND. (a jason) hahaha ((: ohwell.
>nigel james jansen ((:
cant believe i spent sucha long time with you. but it was real fun plucking your hairs, stealing your slippers and notes and textbooks, and invading your handphone, your legs are really heavy btw. im really hungry, havent eaten anyth yet you know. bwahaha, now im feeling so clean, you sticky smelly hamig. AND I WANT MY SUSHIII ((:










whats the point of living?
whats the point of dying?

throw me a lifeline
11:02 PM

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Friday, November 11, 2005

ru guo wo ai shang ni de xiao rong
yao zhen me shou chang yao zhen me yong you
ru guo ni kuai le bu shi wei mo
hui bu hui fang shou qi shi cai shi yong you <

well well, its been a long time since i felt this unhappiness, these troubles.
like the past, its sit down, stare in space, and then cry.
why do i have to cry so easily? why cant i be stronger?
depression? am i depressed?

people who were there for me the other time, arent there for me now.
where's youu? where's bester? where's everybody?
where's God?

does anybody out there want to help me?
you know why i cant do lit? hais.
i cant screw up lit, and i cant do lit cos of someth.
why does it have to be so zun? WHY?









I DONT WANT TO BE SO WEAK.

throw me a lifeline
10:08 PM

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