Saturday, October 22, 2005

how many of us wouldnt wish to stop and let the world just pass us by.
it's a few more days to o's and here i am blogging, watching tv.
its so werid, im not even worried at all, and what, im aiming for 6 points.
and what, my humans suck. wonderful, this rate maybe i'll get 6 times 9 points.
i'll just rot and die, and maybe join loke's bibleschool as a teacher. haha, that's a plan.
oh well.

read gene's blog, about his fade post. i think it's quite true. i really would just like to fade somehow. im really too stressed and tired. and what, ive not even really studied.

sigh, guess i'll go study now.


Dear God,
i want a husband who can play the harp, the saxophone, the guitar or the piano.
i want someone who cooks and makes milo for me every morning and every night before i sleep.
i want a guy who'll let me name my little boy chat, or chet, or chad, or ched.
i want a man who's not soccer crazy.
i want a lover who will hold my hand everytime we go out, even if we're 79 years old.
i want a person who can understand my troubles and scream with me, cry with me, laugh with me.
i want a hearttalker who i can say whatever i want, whenever i want.
i want a darling who can tolerate my tigger craze and buy for me tiggers even if he's unhappy with my craze.
most of all, i want someone who would bring me to church and sing your praises.

is there anyone that perfect for me?

throw me a lifeline
10:30 PM

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