Saturday, July 02, 2005

we were meant to live for so much more <

the gold trophy on my table reflects the sunlight into my eyes. ((: running 200m wasnt hard, it was getting that trophy from the winner that was hard. yes, i won first in the 200metres bdivision boys ((: okay fine, jason won it, i just took it home for him. he has three trophys, its not fair. so i just took the gold one and left him with his silver trophy and bronze medal. i have a few days of happiness, seeing that gold trophy on my table when i study.

turns out we qualified for 4x100, i cried for nothing, dumbness. right, so i sucked. i caused the class to lose, what can you expect from a musclecramp girl? i was so apologetic, i just dashed out all of our hopes.i dont think i can sprint anytime soon. so this will be my last sprint in alot of days. luckily nicholas tang came up to me after my sprint, otherwise turning to red cross was totally out of the question to me. leonard was so nice, nothing like nick.

yah so, i lost my voice. mom made me drink this yucksy drink.
right, talking about my mom, she's gna cut her hair short. why? cos she wanted to bathe, then she realise that its hard to handle long hair. errrm, she has long hair since i dont know when lahh. super super long alr, then she complains now, she's funnyyy.

after sports day, took class pictures. we made up this 4c shape which took like hell long?
i love our limegreen class teeshirt. ((((:

and yes, chat and sam wrote to me, thats definitely great. definitely definitely ((: scorpion, who went to khaodee for a month, returned with the letters.

i somehow feel so numb, like theres totally no emotion running through me at all, there's no need for feeling anything.
no need for happiness, no need for tears, no need for love. i just feel weird.

happy birthday lover.

nathan, thanks really alot. (((: for ytd and last night and today.













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