Wednesday, July 13, 2005

i try to make a sound but no one hears me <

so how sure are you that everythings fine?
walking around with a smile is just on the surface.
deep down? who will know until your mouth opens?

cry and cry and cry.
unexpressable pain, ripping your heart out.
tears form as your heart gets shredded to pieces.

yes, i guess you are right, but maybe thats not i want to hear.
and how can i make the decision, i need someone else.
you pick, you choose.
i would rather know now, then later.

this will be my last post, hopefully, until quite a long time, when the tears stop forming, and i pack up and move away from this house of pain.













the end ; for now.

throw me a lifeline
9:48 PM

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