Wednesday, June 08, 2005

YAY. ((:

im a happy girl today.

>janUNCUTEsen promised three proper testimonials for me. ((:
>ME AND BESTER ARE talking ! as in seriously. finally. (((((((((: I SHARED WITH HIM A SECRET ONLY HE WILL EVER KNOW. YAY.
>my darling forgave me, whee. but he wasn't really angry with me and everything. cheapskate. hah.
>THE CLASS TEESHIRT IS FINALLY FINALLY ALMOST DONE. ((((:

IM HAPPY.

i like caps all of a sudden as in > CAPS. not the hat stuff. YAY YAY. ((:
I LIKE THE WORD RETARDED.

i am retarded, im starting to think that i am lahh. ((:



i opened zhengliangs diary.
first page, there in brown i saw the words fork and spoon. memories flooded back. i just dont know what to feel. flipped to 2804, saw the name i designed. and the words i wrote about how much he rocked. man. then i wrote :

it was just a thing of the past.
we'll fade into each others memories.
we don't matter to each other anymore.
i just want youu to smile.

so keep this in mind, cos i know youu'll read this. if youu're happy, i'll be happy for youu. what we ever had was never just a simple fling to me. it meant much to me. and when we sat there holding hands, i was the happiest person alive. til now i can still remember the feel of youur hand in mine. yes. ((: take cares, LOVELY.

throw me a lifeline
10:22 PM

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