Wednesday, June 29, 2005
right between here and now <
today was really quite alryyt.
had a chat with zhengliang during chinese class. yes, i cried, almost. the whole point is, you dont know whats going on yes, so you cant say that idiotic moron "loves" me. and you can never understand my hatred for him.
4x100 heats, my class came in third ((:
intolerable muscle cramp.
each step taken is antagonizingly painful.
im acing english, uh huh.
my class guys dropped the baton, but JASON LUA WEN YONG, still got first CAN. i totally went hoarse screaming for them ((: it was worth it. they're not out.
8x100, we came in last, i din run lahh. zhengliang cheat people one. he say he will pose if he's last lahh, but in the end never. say what looking for camera. hahas, he's one lame shit lahh.
wasnt in 400 metres finals, thank God. i actually planned to run 100 then die. like seriously, i cant walk properly lahh. )): stupid muscle cramp. im really praying hard that we'll get into the finals.
xiufeng almost beat me by MILLISECONDS. it was scary, serious. and i think i slowed the class down quite abit. i just couldnt run in top form with all the muscle cramps and everything. i was totally running wrongly, i grabbed the baton wrongly, and i TURNED to look right. stupid mistakes. i just pray we'll get to run at our top form on saturday, wearing our errrrrm, forget it.
gaelan is a gay tart living in the gay land with all the gaytardeds ((: wahahas.
loke's banana broke, so sad. )): it was so cute lahh, NO, i dont alryyt.
im done with history homework.
theres some stupid amath test tmr, im too tired to go study. i'll just fail lahh, cant be bothered alr.
freak it -------- freaking pissed me off today. i almost punched that person ALRYYT. that's how much i got pissed off. i just wanted to lend my fist on some freaking thing, like that person's FACE. some kind of stupid smug attitude, just go screw yourself lahh. freaking asshole. luckily tonny kinda made me shrug it off.
i will tell you all, its wrong. there's seriously no feelings this time. ((:
just get over it.
would it be the same ;
throw me a lifeline
10:29 PM
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