Tuesday, May 31, 2005

yes, wonderful.
it just became even more better.

it sucks living on the 2nd floor.
you cant die.

there's no bestie online. the closest i can get now is xyz, and i dont feel like telling him.
there's no one here.

shit, im so empty.

shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit.

im gone. thank you.

throw me a lifeline
9:50 PM

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shit lahh.
dammit.
freak.

i need to cry.
i need to talk to someone.
i need to scream.
i need to blast music.

i have to talk to someone.
just ironically.
i cant talk to my hearttalker about this.

shit lahh.
i feel like writing it all down now.
eugh. =((.

THROW ME A LIFELINE, ANYONE. PLEASE.

throw me a lifeline
9:45 PM

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shit, shit, shit.
fuck

i just found out something real bad.

shit. shit. and shit.
triple shit.
quadraple shit.

I SHOULD HAVE REALISED.
I SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT COMING.

SHIT.

throw me a lifeline
9:37 PM

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I THINK I SCREWED UP O LEVELS REAL BAD.

I JUST REALISED HOW MANY IRRITATING MISTAKES I FREAKING MADE.
EUGH.

i need to destress. BADLY.


=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((.

throw me a lifeline
5:33 PM

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Monday, May 30, 2005

MET MR SANI TODAY !
-SCREEEEAMS. (((=.

alryyt. chinese o's today.
didn't feel like o levels lahh.
was totally unscared that kinda thing?
was alryyt, quite easy. just that li jie wen da was an instant KILLER lahh.

went out with my wonderfuls todayy
>cheryl charmaine christina joy jiayee mesy olivia ((=.
had a great time.
monster-in-law is really funny lahh.
was laughing like 90% of the time.
i recommend it ! ((=.
took neos. hahas. it was super fun. all those spastic faces. alryyt ! ((=.
we better do this some other day. ((=.
we kept screaming, then the first round was all the smileys neos. the second round then we planned the spas faces. CHARMAINE AND MESY LES-ED ! ((=.
hahas.
i had much much much fun. (((((((=.

alryyt, i have two officially screwed phones.
im going to use t610, i dont care alr.
i'll just have to spend 2 hours transferring my phone numbers from one phone to the other.
eugh.=((. and if thats screwed up too. i'm changing back to 8310. til i get the 7200 when my cuzzie changes hp. HOPEFULLY.

who's free on THE TWENTYTHIRD OF JUNE?
-my best friendd !!!! are youuuuuuu? i book you alryyt. hahas, like as if youre gona see this. hahas. ((=.
we have to catch up like now lahh. its forever since we last REALLY chatted ! yupps. ((=.

i think i have a new favourite word > yums.

hahas. im happy happy happy. XYZ !!

throw me a lifeline
9:17 PM

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

chinese.
chinese.
chinese.

a few more days, i'll handle it. =((.

happyhappy, he said hi ! =D

throw me a lifeline
9:35 PM

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lets do surveys. im crazy-ing over chinese lahh. =((.

Station 1 PERSONAL PROFILE
CALL ME:> karolynn.
STATUS :> single but taken.
HEIGHT: > taller than you.
HAIR COLOR:> some colour lahh.
EYE COLOR: > too small to be seen.
WHERE IM AT: > by a comp lahh.

Station 2 HAVE YOU EVER?
1. Fallen off the bed?: > never ! =DDD.
2. Failed a subject?: > yesh.
3. Had a dream come true?: > yesh. ((=.

Station 3 CURRENTLY
4. Wearing:> clothes. my now-favourite blue sax stussi top. ((=. yums.
5. Eating: > nothing =((
6. Feeling: > crazy-ing chinese.
7. Chatting with: > tianny and charmaine.
8. Listening to: > swing swing ; all american rejects.

Station 4 DO YOU...
9. bRush your teeth?: > dumb qns.
10. Have any piercings?: > yupp.
11. Believe in GOD?: > YES.

Station 5 FRIENDS
12. Do u hang out with the opposite sex?: > yesh.
13. Do u consider yourself popular?: > khaodee people know my name, huangshan people know my name. am i popular? =D, nope.
14. Do u trust ur friends? : > depends on who.
15. Are you a good friend? : > think so. am i a good friend?
16. Can you keep a secret?: > yesh. (=.

Station 6 LAST PERSON YOU...
17. Talked to on da phone: > manuu.
18. Yelled at: > idiotic moron.
19. Turned down: > define that.

Station 7 PERSONAL
20. What was the worst day of ur life? : > everyday is bad, as long as the idiotic moron lives.

Station 8 FAVOURITE
21. Food : > yummy ones.
22. Movie: > ladder 49, parents trap, INCREDIBLES.
23. Song : > alottt.
24. Ice Cream Flavor : > sticky chewy chocolate !
25. Magazines: > first? now dont buy le.
26. Day of the week: > erm, i hate everyday?
27. Color: > pink, i guess. or brown? black is a TONE, not colour. rainbow lahh.

Station 9 DO YOU
28. Like to walk in the rain: > YESH.
29. Like to eat exotic foods: > thai food. ((=.
30. Like to kiss someone right now : > whos the someone?
31. Like to hit someone right now: > whos the someone?
32. Like to be a celebrity: > depends on what type.

Station 10 ARE YOU
33. Mean / Evil: > am i mean or evil? -looks around. i guess so.
34. Beautiful / Goodlooking: > nahh.
35. Smart: > no way !
36. God fearing: > definitely.
37. Missing Someone ryt now: YESH, my bro. gna see him soooon ! (((=.
38. In love with sumone: yesh ! God, ((=.




1) saturday or sunday?
_` errrm, i hate everyday? =D
2) be serious or be funny?
_` depends when lohh.
3) coffee or juice?
_` what juice? coffee's bitter. bleahh.
4) be simple or complicated?
_` simple, i wish everything was simple.
5) flowers or angel figurines?
_` angel figurines. > =DDD. yessaroo !
6) grey or pink?
_` pink.
7) coloured or black-and-white?
_` depends.
8) lust or love?
_` duuh, love !
9) sunrise or sunset?
_` sunrise, a beginning of a new dayy. ((=.
10) M&Ms or Skittles?
_` M&Ms.
11) rap or rock?
_` errm, rock.
12) staying up late or waking up early?
_ waking up early, got sunrise !
13) TV or radio?
_` radio.
14) computer or handphone?
_` handphone.
15) eating apples or oranges?
_` apple.
16) being at the front or back?
_` back.
17) spring or fall?
_` fall. too bad spore no fall. =((
18) feeling hot or cold?
_` cold. at least theres stuffs called jacket. but if youre hot, you'll have to strip.
19) opposite sex: short or tall?
_` hahas, taller to same height as me can le.
20) sun or moon?
_` moon.
21) emeralds or rubies?
_` white gold.
22) left or right?
_` right.
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?
_` 1 best friend. ((=.
24) sun or rain?
_` rain. so if i cry, no one knows.
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream ?
_` sticky chewy chocolate !
26) green beans or carrots?
_` carrots !
!27) boys or girls?
_` God.
28) cute or charming boys?
_` xyz.
29) What is your biggest fear in the world?
_` secret !
30) Kids or no kids?
_` TWO KIDS.
31) Cat or dog?
_` luckee.
32) Half empty or half full?
_` half empty.
33)Mustard or ketchup?
_` mustard.
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?
_` soft.
35) Newspaper or magazine?
_` magazines.
36) Friends or That 70's Show?
_` Friends.
37) Wonder or amazement?
_` wonder.
38) Red car or white car?
_` red.
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?
_` hahas, in what context.
40) Singing or dancing?
_` dancing.
41)Hugging or kissing?
_` holding hands.
42) Superman or Batman?
_` powerpuff girls.
43) Happy or sad?
_` am i happy or sad, or do i want to be happy or sad?
44) heels or sneakers?
_` depends lahh.
45) Blondes or brunettes?
_` brownie.
46) burping or farting?
_` bruping.
47) coffeebean or starbucks?
_` starbucks.
48) McD or Burger King?
_` kfc.
49) Kings of Leon or Kings of Convenience?
_` king of the world.
50) Rocking horse or rocking chair?
_` horse, horse ! im a kid !
51) What annoys you most?
_` idiotic moron.
52) Your overused word/phrase?
_` secret
53) What's the best advice given to you?
_` rainbow comes after the rain.
54) Worst advice?
_` bribery works.
55) What song is playing in your mind right now?
_` pryjesu pentirak kongka.
56) What are you thinking right now?
_` of xyz.
57) What do you hate most about yourself?
_` secret.
58) Do you want something to happen to you today?
_` whats that something.
59) Who's the person on your mind right now?
_` xyz.
60) What are you goin to do after doing this thingy?
_` eat lunch

throw me a lifeline
1:14 PM

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

the whole point is that when you apologise, you dont sound sincere.
the whole point is that when you apologise, smileys are everywhere.
the whole point is that when you apologise, you can still laugh.
the whole point is that when you say others dont listen, you dont even know we're speaking.


why we dont forgive you, points up.

LEARN. and sound sincere.

PISSES ME OFF.

throw me a lifeline
10:11 PM

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uhhuh, kelly drew me a rainbow !
im quite happy with my marks
>6th in class
>60th in level
>13 for l1r5
>70.6 AVERAGE
yes, the a2 for my average tops everything, ive never gotten that high before.
manu's sending me pictures.
today is fun.

XYZ ! -looks at manu. ((=.

throw me a lifeline
9:55 PM

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Monday, May 23, 2005

little people have alot of energy =((, haha, my cuzzies were so little and they kept running and jumping. i was tired just watching them. hans is this adorable BABY boy. he totally stole my heart lahh. he's just this really quite little thinggy. ((=. mia and anasophie are this adorable kids. anasophie doesnt even know how to unbutton her skirt, so i went with her to the toilet. adam and mirana are like this hyperactivers ? haha, mirana's bow kept coming out, me and charmaine kept tying it. adam got quite scared of me when i said that if he wanted to jump down the stairs, he has to hold my hand. ahas.

yuenteck was nice enough to accompany me, or it should be the other way round? hahas. ohwells. and he go delete our pictures in manu's cam lahh. grrr.

i hate the idiotic moron.

kelly is lame :
[K]ind,[L]oving,[T]hankful,[C]ute Happie b'dae JJ!!! says:
todae is jj's bdae
and his display picture writes happy bdae junjie. haha, like i dont know lahh !

throw me a lifeline
10:36 PM

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leaving soon for some birthday party of my gu ma's. it's like, i just keep grabbing the same jewelry > the stuffs from chiangrai. the bracelet, the necklace, the watch. wonder why, its the same stuff i keep wearing when i go out, i just keep falling in love with them each time i see them. MEMORIES. =((

yupp, one more month til TWOTHREEohsix. haha, i havent asked him out yet, ohwells.

yuentecks seriously funny lahh. he locked himself out of his house, then he keeps sending me this message > :( .just one frowny? uhh, and he just sent me this > Lol.. :( what a contradiction? haha, ohwells. i suddenly like messaging him, he seriously cracks me up lahh. yes, he just sent me this lahh > :(:(:(::(:( , so funny right ! perhaps i shouldnt even be typing this, i could be breaking the err, whatever thing lahh. i keep reading it in my books, i cant believe i forget, some client-lawyer promise thingy? ahh.

abc makes my day ! ((=. messaged him for a short while todayy, ahh yes. ((=.

throw me a lifeline
5:41 PM

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

cried this morning. fought the urge to message stalker. screamed. dried my tears. held my head up, shouted back.

its downright hellious in this house.




perhaps, i did cheer up lahh. ((=. when someone messaged me later on. i keep scrolling through the inbox down and up, either way, its his name i see. lets just call him > abc.

>i dont know whats going on now. i'll just let matters of the heart rest for now. til after chinese. then perhaps i'll think about it.



KELLY LIM TIEN CHAI DREW ME A RAINBOW. (((((((((((((((((((((=. yes, im mastering math so he'll draw me more rainbows.

kok and jere are lame shits lahh. no you dont want to know what we're chatting about. uhhuh. right, jeremy chee is crapping me up, he's superly lame. hahas. ahh, sheesh, zhiyongs with them too. HAH.





last night was superly fun. and the messaging spree with yuenteck after the thing ended was nice ((= . becky was super funny when playing mahjong. the girls were all numb cos of our skirts. the guys were playing strip poker? the hilarious photos we took. haha, i like taking photos with yuenteck now. yuenteck and yiwen's spastic faces. haha, me being retarded and having conversations with scotty. the guys locking themselves up in manu's room so the girls had to go eddy's room to play mahjong. the singing of peng you, we four girls sang and the guys clapped. me and manu's calling spree, i guess yuenteck and kevin had a helluva missed calls? haha, the tummyache i had after 1/3 cup of beer. patting chinyi's tummy. passing my food down to kevin cos i was surprisingly full, haha, my FAN TONG. kelly wearing a skirt and bringing a HANDBAG. enoch's craze over my ipod mini, his training for his upcoming ipod. i just had so much fun last night. too bad i had to leave early. ohwells. at least yuenteck kept me company.

yesyes, two second eye connections, smiles, looks. uhhuh. ((=.

throw me a lifeline
11:04 PM

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Friday, May 20, 2005

today's amath was fun. haha, me and zhengliang made a deal with each other. if he gets ones for both math, i will treat him a meal. if i get ones for my eng and humans, he treats me. fair deal? yes, i made him study. uhhuh.
haha, he came up with the english version of tong hua, its really cool. and yahh, i added some stuff. haha. here it goes.

forgotten how long, i had not ask you
what is your favourite story book.
i've thought for a long time, i am paranoid,
still i wonder, is it my fault again.

you came to me with tears,
telling me fairy tales are lies,
i cannot be your prince charming.
but you will never know,
when you say love me that night,
my starless sky,
is filled with bright lights.

i am willing, willing to, be that angel that you like.
reach out both hands, turn to wings and caress you.
you must believe, believe that we can be like all those fairy tales
prosperous and joy shall be our end.

you came to me with tears,
telling me fairy tales are lies,
i cannot be your prince charming.
but you will never know,
when you say love me that night,
my starless sky,
is filled with bright lights.

i am willing, willing to, be that angel that you like.
reach out both hands, turn to wings and caress you.
you must believe, believe that we can be like all those fairy tales
prosperous and joy shall be our end.
i am want to be, want to be, be that angel that you like.
reach out both hands, turn to wings and caress you.
you must believe, believe that we can be like all those fairy tales
prosperous and joy shall be our end.
i am will become, will become, be that angel that you like.
reach out both hands, turn to wings and caress you.
you must believe, believe that we can be like all those fairy tales
prosperous and joy shall be our end.
we will write an ending that fits.

its cool right. haha, i taught kelly say macaroni today. he like the song ! ((=. we were singing tonghua and love, me throughout amath. i had a nice chat with mommy after school. we were discussing an interesting topic. and she said i will bully my future guy. -glares.

yes, i know, bye.

today was really fun. toodelloo.

throw me a lifeline
6:19 PM

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

ahh yes, i feel the sudden urge to really blog now. and its really pissing off when the internets not co-operative and stuff. i feel like slapping the bugger internet lahh and make it work properly once and for all. it always screws up at this time. ah right, so let me blog now.

lets see what put a smile onto my face today.
>the rose that nigel gave me ((=.
>luckee, that adorable fluff, that doesnt even walk but waddles. she's super adorable lahh. wonderful, she never fails to make my day. ((((=.
>haha, i was flipping through my foolscap pad, then i saw the 29/30 for physics. im happy. but it was such a silly mistake. i could have slapped my forehead 10,000 times lahh.
>the fact that he is healthy and all smiley. yes, it makes me happy.
>the fact that i studied when i came home and not sleep.
>ROSEMARRIE JANSEN. yesyes, that oscar the grouch never fails to make its nanny's day.
>uhhuh, i just rearranged the songs and playlists on my mini today, yes, im happy. (((=.
>the slideshow presentation on the pictures of chiangrai. it melts my heart, im totally overjoyed.
>yes, the spastic neos. i cant believe it still keeps a silly grin on my face. and i absolutely detest the king and queen one. -glares at manu and stalker.

what took that smile off?
>the bugger chem quiz. i knew i should have studied. uggh.
>that silly one mcq that made me get 29/30.
>my silly right arm. i have totally no idea why it hurts so. =((.
>the fact that me and him havent talked since i dont know when. uggh.
>seeing youu makes me feel confused, but i cant say it really took my smile off.
>the bugger internet screwing up.
>that idiotic moron. uhhuh, never fails to darken my day.

haha, ive been listening to music and copying down nice lyrics. im weird, im bored. and i cant stand chinese. its eleven more days. im gna lose my bet with nigel. that smart brother of mine, grrr. i should have betted with someone else lahh, like yuenteck =D.

ahh right, i've written much. and im off to hit the bed. not literally though. uggh, im getting lame. blame the chinese words for affecting me so.

happy birthday joy lua shu min, love you ! uhhuh. the end. i only took 15 mins to type this. wonderful.

throw me a lifeline
10:30 PM

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im pissed.
i never expected YOU of all people to be like that. i mean the way you hurt her is just so unreal. its totally unimaginable. how could YOU do that. i thought you were a great guy. i just was so wrong. dead wrong. i cant believe it. im really pissed. i mean, its like. EUGH. i cant put it down.

im just pissed. real pissed.

its called FAKE SMILES. fake friendliness. fake everything.

dont i fake my smiles everyday? eugh. =(((.

dammit, im pissed. hais, and sad.
i wna chat with him, but whats the point?
i need my hearttalker !

throw me a lifeline
4:15 PM

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

study study study !
maybe i should close this blog so i wont come online.
and see, im even here in the morning.

beautiful, i havent even gotten half of the words into my brain, much less the zaoju. theres 12 more days? =(((.

throw me a lifeline
6:28 AM

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Monday, May 16, 2005

SCREAMS.

i seem to be having fun everyday. but still im sad, im down. and i dont know why. i really had much fun after school. FIFTY, FIFTYONE, FIFTYTWO. haha.

stalker is so nice. but you just wont understand how i feel.

my brother is begging me for the comp. ah well, too bad. ((=

i think i know whats wrong. I MISS CHIANGRAI. =((. teamies, when are we going baaaack? -looks all around.

i cried today, yes i did. my crying buddy was nowhere to be seen !

shit, i totally dont know what im typing in this post, i should go back to quizzes. eugh.

happy birthday nicolette ! (=.

i keep trying to post it, then one minute passes and i have to change the time. eugh.

throw me a lifeline
9:46 PM

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

i like doing quizzes. yes, call me weird.

1. Your name
karolynn
2. Where were your parents born
i dont know.
3. What is the last thing you downloaded
pictures !
4. What is your favourite restaurant?
Khaodee church, they're food ROCKS.
5. Last time you swam in a pool?
err, i dont know. havent touched the pool for quite some time.
6. Have you ever been in a school play
yupp. ((=.
7. How many kids do you want
TWO, one girl, one guy. one named faith, the other named chat.
8. Type of music you DISLIKE most
those people who try to rap but cmi.
9. Are you registered to vote?
YES I AM. i can vote for chairman vice chair and class capt.
10. Do you have a car
YES I DO. it fits in my pencil box.
11. Do you like rollercoasters
yes i do.
12. Ever prank call any1 b4?
hahaa. of cos.
13. Chattin with
my lil cuzzie, charmaine
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky?
both, im waiting to try them on my honeymoon. heh.
15. Are you shy
do you know me?
16. Do you think you're popular
yes i am ! my class knows my name (=. huangshan people knows my name. khaodee people know my name.
17. What's the size of your bed
put me plus 27 softtoys.
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem
YES, i sing it every week day. yes, i am patriotic.
19. Bath or Shower
depends.
20. Best movie you've seen in the past
errs, LADDER FORTYNINE.
21. What's the next movie you want to see
a lot like love.
22. Chips or popcorn
chips ! im not a popper.
23. Have you ever broke a person's heart?
=D.
24. Status
single, but taken.
25. Are you a good cook
i cant even crack open an egg, you think i can cook.
26. Orange or apple juice
apple.
27. Who you last went out to lunch with and where did you go to?
on fri, with manu chinyi yuenteck stalker. went bugis swensens.
28. Fave drink
MILO.
29. Best thing in the world
khaodee church
30. Have you ever broken a bone
i think so.
31. Have you ever won a trophy?
OF COS.
32. What is your favorite board game
monopoly. yes im weird.
33. Someone in mind
CHAT.
34. Do you have a bf/gf
do i?
35. Do you still love your ex?
wait, which ex? =D
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
work, i dont work, i study.
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy
eyemo.
38. Who are you going to marry
my husband.
39. Who would you like to meet
HALEY JOEL OSMENT, and CHAT.
40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
definitely.
41. Whats your favourite song right now?
PRYJESE PENTIRAK KONGKA. jesus lover of my soul.
42. Where would you go for a romantic evening?
a romantic place. silly question.
43. How many pairs of shoes do you own
little.
44. Last song stuck in your head?
pryjesu pentirak kongka.
45. Any pets
LUCKY. i had chicks, fishes, hamsters, lobsters, prawns. yes.
46. Best Teevee show rite now
THE APPRENTICE.
47. What is one thing you would like to learn to do?
speak thai.
48. What do you do when you are bored
sleep?
49. How would you want someone to appreciate you?
by saying thank you from the bottom of their hearts. and give me a present. and say i rock. =D. haha, the first part will do.
50. What is the one thing that you are grateful for?
STALKER ! yesyes, i am grateful for you okay ! so you dont suck and you are not detestable. i am S-E-R-I-O-U-S.

i studied chinese like hell today. im still not done yet lahh. =((. im almost going crazy with chinese lahh.

GRACIA, HELLO !

throw me a lifeline
7:12 PM

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

its the same shit feeling im feeling now.

im weird and funny, and i need my crying buddy.

throw me a lifeline
7:21 PM

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1.Starting time : 12.22
2.Name : karolynn
3.Best Friends : stalker, christina charma oo jiayee mesy olivia joy, min ness sam, manu
4.Sexiest Friend : =D. i'll keep it to myself
5.Funniest Friends : i think mindy, she's funny without her knowing.
6.Smartest Friends : mesy !
7.Dumbest Person : karolynn.
8.Shyest Friend : CHAT, he's super shy. (=.
9.Most boring person : karolynn.
10.Who do you get advice from : stalker.
11.Date of birth : 2306, now you owe me present.
12.Righty/lefty : righty, but i wna be lefty !
13.Shoe brands : adidas !
14.Do you crack any body parts : yes i do.
15.Siblings : brothers.
16.Email add : swobniar_@hotmail.com
17.Boyfriend : nope, o's year.
18.Crush : its not a crush. no no, its more than a crush.
19.Liked a teacher : i like all my teachers, they're so nice.
20.Ever laughed so hard till you've peeled in your pants : cry maybe, but not peeLed in my pants.
21.Ate a tub of ice cream : YES I DID.
22.Ran into a glass door : erm. twice.
23.Nearly hit/hit by car : YES YES, stalker pulled me away. not fun.

About guys.
24.Boxers or Briefs : what kind of question is this.
25.Tall or short : same height or taller.
26.Does size matter : -looks at chinyi. NOPE.
27.Six packs of muscular arms : haha, -points up, size dont matter. but if you want me to choose, SIX PACK, definitely.
28.Body or personality : personality !
29.Ear pierced or not : up to them.
30.Sporty or outdoorsy : SPORTY, must must must be.
31.Good or Bad guys : nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai. but i want a good guy !

Preferences.
32.Food : yummilicious food. KHAODEE food.
33.Holiday destination : KHAODEE CHURCH IN CHIANGRAI.
34.Radio Station : 98.7
35.Place to be : KHAODEE CHURCH.

In the future.
36.What do you want to be when you grow up : a teacher, or an orphanager.

Random.
37.Define Love : undescripable. its more than a feeling.
38.Favourite place to go : KHAODEE CHURCH.
39.Favourite days of the week : anyday spent with HIM.
40.Do you love someone right now : yes, my doggie ! my besties, and HIM.
41.Do you care about someone : yes, points up.
42.Do you think about someone everyday : KHAODEE PEOPLE !
43.Finishing time : 12.35

throw me a lifeline
12:35 PM

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Friday, May 13, 2005

i had much much fun today.
those spastic neos, the spurge at swensens, the ride to bugis, the phonecall before the ride. HAHA.
>manu yuenteck stalker and chinyi. HAHA.
it was really fun today, we must do it some other day.
he was so nice and sent me home. thanks so much alwyn ! you better drink lots of water take lots of rest yea, must cure that giddiness of urs. ((=.

happy birthday manu and aiyun.

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9:44 PM

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

tonny is funny
he started the conv that way :

ToNE... all the laughters n smiles r juz a mask... onli a true frend noes wads underneath says:
ARG!!!!
ToNE... all the laughters n smiles r juz a mask... onli a true frend noes wads underneath says:
eh... i cant get into frendster
ToNE... all the laughters n smiles r juz a mask... onli a true frend noes wads underneath says:
how?
`karolynn JesusLoverofmysoul [chiangrai`o5] says:
how i know !

uhhuh.


I MISS CHIANGRAI. =(((
theres only a medicine.
its called GOING BACK.

i miss waking up to a whole room full of girls.
stepping out and waving to chat, without fail he'll be there.
brushing teeth.
then walking up for breakfast.
then morning devotions.
then work with the kids.
lunch.
back to work.
break to bathe.
then dinner.
games.
worship session by the thais, a blast.
goodnighting the kids.
debrief with the bugs.
back to sleep.

its a daily routine, and i miss it. okay, maybe except for the debrief.

im going out with cheongyuenteck again tmr.
same face, same person.
wonder why i dont feel sick of it.
he's crap lahh he.
he spells cupboard as > cardboard. -LAUGHS.
haha, he's so nice.
no jacket = hot milo ! =D.
sheesh, crazy crazy me.

throw me a lifeline
10:13 PM

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

im quite bored, so im surfing for quizzes.
yes, make that super bored then.

ON THE OUTSIDE
1. Name: karolynn
2. Birth date: 2306, now you owe me a present. =D
3. Current Location: i wont say, later you become my stalker number two.
4. Eye Color: my eye is too small to be seen.
5. Hair Color: black and a little brown.
6. Righty or Lefty: right, but i want to be left.
7. Zodiac Sign: snake
8. Horoscope: cancer

YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
9. Shoes u wear today: - my adidas barricades
10. 3 things u did today: - message yuenteck ! went out for lunch with manu ! and walk my 2.4.
11. Your fears:- its a secret
12. Your perfect pizza: - cheese crust, full of cheese a cheese pizza !
13. Your most overused phrase: - phrase? there cant be any rainbow without any rain.
14. Your thoughts first waking up: - im up earlier than my bro !
15. Your best physical feature:- i love my teeny weeny tiny eyes.
16. Your bedtime:- 10-11 pm. i cant do late nights.
17. Your most missed memories:- THE CHIANRAI KHAODEE CHURCH.

YOUR PICK
18. Pepsi or Coke:- iced lemon tea
19. McDonald's or Burger King: - errrrrr. it used to be BurgerKing. but now, delifrance.
20. Single or group dates: - single, more privacy.
21. Adidas or Nike: - adidas, 6000000%
22. Lipton Tea or Nestea: - lipton iced lemon tea.
23. Chocolate or vanilla: - choocooolate !
24. cappuccino or coffee:- milo !

DO YOU?
25. Smoke: - nope, not yet.
26. Take showers:- yupp.
27. Have a crush: - =D.
28. Like(d) high school?- i like sec school.
29. Get motion sickness: - nope.
30. Think you're a health freak: - no way.
31. Get along with your parents: - which parent. when?
32. Like thunderstorms: - yes, wonderful time to sleep in.
33. Play an instrument?- is recorder counted? haha, i play piano. a teeny weensy bit.

IN THE PAST MONTH
34. Drank alcohol: sadly, no.
35. Gone to the mall: yupp.
36. Been on stage: if you count the chiangrai thing a stage, yes.
37. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: not really in to oreos.
38. Eaten sushi:- nope. so ex, im a poor poor person
39. Gone skating: - nope
40. Dyed ur hair: - nope

HAVE YOU EVER
41. Been trashed or extremely toxicated?- my english sucks, please explain
42. Changed who you were to fit in:- nope.

GETTING OLDER
43. Age you hope to be married:-23
44. Children: - 2, chat and faith. a guy and a girl. the guy to be older.
45.Describe your dream wedding:- church service, the guy plays the wedding song [so he must know how to play an instrument]. dinner where we sit with our friends, not family. uhhuh.
46. How do you want to die:- without any pain.
47. Wat do u wan to be when u grow up:- teacher. now i wna be an orphanager.

IN A GIRL/GUY
48. Best eye color?:- BROWN. chat has brown !
49. Best hair color?: - black. chat has black !
50. Short or long hair:- up to them.
51. Height: taller than me or same height can alr.
52. Big or small eyes?-small, must match mine.
53. Best first date location?: - i dont know. he picks the plases
54. Articles of clothing:- i dont know, i can shun yan can le.

IN THE NUMBERS
55. Number of bags I own: errr, i dont know.
56. Number of CD's I own: i dont know too.
57. Number of piercings: two, but i want 6. 2 more ears, one nose one belly button.
58. Number of tattoos: zero, but i want one !

>went out with manu and chris and yuenteck and ian. watched coatch carter. its really nice. and i teared. =(( i always tear in any movie. yes, im going to scream it out. SHILEI PANGSEH ! and i take back what i said, ian is much proer in driving, but im still fascinated with yuenteck.
>out with yuenteck tmr ! i predict laughter. we're watching scary movie ! perhaps i'll freak out.
>MY BROTHER GOT ACCEPTED IN NUS ! he's accepted in both ntu and nus. FANCY THAT.

im back to studying. i cant believe im online when ive got so much homework to do. =((

throw me a lifeline
8:16 PM

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

WHO SHOULD I GO OUT WITH TOMORROW

shilei pangseh, so i can do anything i want !

throw me a lifeline
11:03 PM

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i want to grow uuuuuppp !
then i can look after myself !
then i can pay for my plane ticket !
then i can go back to KHAODEE !

as long as im dreaming, i want chat to be a fairsian.

and as long as im dreaming, i have married the perfect guy, and we have two perfect little kids. one guy named chat and faith.

ALALALALAAAA~ -thinks of xiaoming.

throw me a lifeline
8:09 PM

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i think im addicted to milo.

throw me a lifeline
7:51 PM

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oh yes, i just remembered.
STALKER said he MISSED me while he was away on the trip.

while doing smth this morning, it made me realise one impt point. im keeping it to myself !

throw me a lifeline
1:12 PM

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Saturday, May 07, 2005

i love you.
i need you.
though my world may fall i'll never let you go.

thats a darn beautiful song. ((=. im just waiting for school reopen to get the thai lyrics for it. (((=. its my official favourite christian song ! >JESUS LOVER OF MY SOUL.

i had much fun today. thanks darlings ! >manu cheongyuenteck and stalker ! i had much fun chatting with manu and alwyn. haha. alwyn's a really nice person to talk to. and i know the truth bout FU ZHEN alr. and hes super pro in driving lahh ! and i'll say it only once ! ((=. alwyn's so nice ! and i told him my secret ! shucks, this post is all bout him lahh, i cant believe it.

HAHA. ((=.

throw me a lifeline
10:07 PM

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9:18 AM

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Friday, May 06, 2005

time to write everything down. lets go SUPER random

>BUGS ! everywhere you turned there were bugs, it was super scary. at first, then we learnt how to catch bugs and everything. haha, then we all started talking to bugs including mrs low. it was super super super super funnehh lahh. ((=.

>PEOPLE ! they were REALLY REALLY nice lahh. friendly and everything. i especially love CHAT. ((=. he's uber cute. -looks at clara. haha. ((=. there is nittaya, crazy over nigel. ney, crazy over jeremy. ROSEMARY, crazy over NJJ. and alot alot more. it was so fun, teaching them english, learning games from chat, the handshake, the hugs, playing sports with them, sitting down with them under the lychee trees, the chats and everything. it was really really really meaningful. they taught me happiness, love, friendship everything. them signing off on our shirts and xiaoming on my hand =\\. ((=. they rock lahh ! ((=. i love these guys to bits and pieces. ((=. plus the helpers there miss gai, mr lang, miss goi, pastor simon, his wife and everybody else. esp the guy who keeps giving us stuff, its super nice and sweet of them lahh.

>THE HEART OF WORSHIP ! you should have HEARD and SEEN them, i repeat myself. it was totally like bringing a piece of heaven down to KHAODEE CHURCH. it was totally rocking lahh. the jumping, screaming, singing, hands held high, praises sang out super loud, worship from the bottom of our hearts, i learnt the true meaning of praise. ((=.

>THE TEAM ! me samantha huizhen jeraldine joy chialing eileenchin wanling mabel jamie sherlyn christabel stella clara gracia yiwen joelloke joeltian nigellee nigeljansenjames jeremy matthew scorpion onni bensee mark kevin leonard darren bengoh linus reuben niam eugene benedict jon caleb. the wonderfulest bunch of people you can ever wish to go with. plus MR SANI and mrs low and miss wong. haha, and i always call mrs low miss wong. its super funny. my roomies and everything. ((=, i love these guys a bunch. ((=.

>THE HUGS ! hugged everyone i could get my hands on. i hugged ASA ! i hugged CHAT ! i hugged nittaya, EVERYONE. theres this lady who kissed me as well. and i love their present to us, it was really nice. i mean i think they hand knitted it. i hugged all the little boys who kept tapping me, i taught them that. haha. ((=.

if you ask me to compare the china trip and this trip, i think they're equal. there's this strong bond between us that cant be broken, although we cant converse that well, but ohwells. theres still the bond. an invisible hand binding us together. the tears dropped, the hugs given away, the letters written, the messages on the shirts, the walk out to the bus, the work done together, the time spent interacting with each other, passing knowledge to each other. i really wanted to kiss alot of them, but hugs should have been effecient enough. ((=.

AN UNFORGETTABLE EXPERIENCE, i wouldnt trade it for the world.

throw me a lifeline
10:30 PM

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lets just say, i had the greatest time there.
thirtynine is my new favourite number.
and im gna name my kid chat. ((=.

you should have HEARD and SEEN the heart of worship there. its totally undescripable. it totally totally blew the whole group off their feet. jumping screaming singing at the top of our lungs. the DOUBLE RAINBOW that appeared after the rain. i love the friends i made there. chat, nittaya, kitissk, ney, nam, sak, ploy and alot alot more. i love the hugging session. i love the team that went there. ((=. i love my newfounded brother !

chiang rai rocks.

three words sums it all up.

CHIANG RAI ROCKS.


wonderfulwonderfulwonderful time.


SO CLOSE I BELIEVE YOURE HOLDING ME NOW IN YOUR HANDS I BELONG NEVER LET ME GO ((=.

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5:12 PM

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