Sunday, February 27, 2005

I WNA SCREAM IT MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE-

ah right. ((=. scream scream scream.

back to folding hearts, change of plan.i'll give it to youu on youur birthday.if it lasts.haha, if it doesnt, then i'll just stuff it into the box.i cant possibly give it to the next guy cos i wasnt folding the hearts with the next guy in mind, but youu.

right, been desperately finding two soft toys he gave me.ah, it just cant be found.and i just cant box up my feelings for him then.its not fair.im so scared that it'll haunt me for life.i just wna forget about him.everything about him.stalker almost went crazy trying to understand why.haha.

went to the library yesterday.spent hell long finding two books? and i dont even like the second one i grabbed off the shelf.ah, one week with no books ! =((.

ah right, nick fell down.hilarious? -ROARS. HAHA. =DD. right, i feel sinful now.but its realleh funnehh.

jamiefok's reallehh funnehh.especially when the name matthewchay is mentioned.she just becomes hysterical and everything? haha.realleh reallehh funehh.she was like this zi bi zhen person and everything? going crazy during trg on thursday. SUPER FUNNEHH. haha. =DD. she gave me a good laugh, no offence darling.and ive been calling her something that will never happen? =D.and she goes crazehh when i call her that as well.cos she says she cant believe my bad taste.rah, like who can?




is it enough to love?
is it enough to breathe?
somebody rip my heart out
and leave me here to bleed.
is it enough to die?
somebody save my life.
i'd rather be ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY please.




screams off.

throw me a lifeline
1:33 PM

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