> isn't anyone trying to find me.

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

pretending to be happy isn't that easy after all.
freak it-.
i'm happier than last time ever since i found Him.
but.
i hurt in many many ways i can't express in words.

there's that constant stabbing pain in my heart inflicted by so many people.

and i hate how weak i am.

ive tried so so so hard alr.
i can't do it, Lord.
forgive me.
help me.

twin told me something so bad.

STOP PRETENDING BANG.
i hate bang.
i hate hate hate hate hate bang.
who is bang?

throw me a lifeline
6:32 PM

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