Monday, January 17, 2005

her feelings she hides-

ahh, freak.
down with the flu bug.
ive got a darn sorethroat.
which really hurts.
and ive a nose thats running.
aah, shit lahh.
i kept blowing my nose during tuition just.
i couldnt really hear properly.
aaahhh, shit lahh.
=(((.
i cant afford to be sick this year !
its dang important.

i found a way to relieve stress.
pretty happy about it.

he pisses me off.
i HATE him.
and now, hate isnt a strong word.
ITS TRUE.
and who is he?
some freaking one that i pray everynight to die soon.
or that he would leave this family, this family that he broke.
HE BROKE.
damn.

i dont know how much i can ever thank God that He gave me a great mom, great bros.

ahh freak it.
my head is exploding.
shit, i need loud music.

i think i may not be able to make it to school tmr. =(((.

throw me a lifeline
5:23 AM

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