Sunday, January 16, 2005

all these time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending-

catching up with ningning online.
i like talking to him. ((=.
he makes a WHOLE lot of sense?
ahh, and our topic now is on o's.
freak it, you know he's smart.
really smart and everything?
and he got 17.
im scared, really scared =((.

haha, i still rmb it was him who first told me that my mom cared for me.
cos i wanted to go out, and she refused to let me cos it was at night and stuff.
then i was grumbling to him.
then he just simply stated.
"it shows she cares for you alot"
((=.

dang, now im scared for my results.
its like, i HAVE to go jc that kinda thing?
shit man, and its not just ANY jc.
im aiming for this certain one.
i dont know why its that one as well.
but one day it just got into my head that i MUST go to this jc and everything?

haha, right.
it must be God lahh. ((=.

all of the memories so close to me ;

throw me a lifeline
10:39 AM

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