Tuesday, December 07, 2004
it's my life
and it's now or never-
riight, a sum of my yr.
o8o1o4 - made up with felix, become my bro again.
12o1o4 - day i realised i like
him.
280104 - felix msged me that
he liked me as well. then
he told me
he liked me, unofficial.
3oo1o4 - rnd, we were in the same rnd class !! ((=.
o4o2o4 - ((=. day we went stead. at 8:o1 pm. ((=. he asked me twice.
23o2o4 - lookin' for
him all around school. gave up, went to holland. met
him there. all smiles ! ((=.
24o2o4 - skipped school. with matt, felix, jason. went to watch peter pan, kinda funneh when ray, yc, nigel scolded the three guys. younger bro's bdae.
260204 - got caught for skipping school. yellow form, 5 d.p., sacked from being vice-chair.
o4o3o4 - ONE MONTH !! ((=.
o5o3o4 - me and siwen hangin' around the school hall. she called
him out. i ran away. super paiseh. hehs.
o8o3o4 - level camp. i was in group 6,
he in group 8. day i fell head first from a high point. when i went back, my whole team said "sorry, karolyn" together. was REALLY REALLY touched, 3c superly rocks yahh.dinner,
he was serving. didn't know how to fold the ppr for food.
he was eatin' an apple. but stuffed the apple into his mouth and helped me fold and served the food for me. hahas. sweet? ((=.
o9o3o4 - level camp. moved our bags to a resort room. my class was room 208,
his class was room 308. pitched tents, superly fun. ((=. raftin', my group so failed lahh. hahas, our raft couldn't even stay on the water for a few seconds. turned over almost immediately when everyone piled in. hahas. stayed up late gossiping, was the first to fall asleep in my tent. hehs.
1oo3o4 - trekkin' !!! ((=. SUPERLY FUN. like the guys had to help the girls climb up? i helped alson instead. hahas, his shoes were slippery you see. when we reached the point where only one person can climb at a time, i slipped and fell. hahas, luckily alson was behind me. hahas. the view was FANTASTIC. superly nice. leonard brought a cam. snapped a pic of our team. ((=. trekked down. leonard helped me, couldn't have made down without him. hahas. like we were from the middle of the 5 groups, we became the last few. darn funneh. i kept slippin' and his strong hold stopped me from fallin' down lahh. hahas. and he's like super super pro lohh, we all had to sit to slide down, leonard just stood up bent his knees and slide down, WITHOUT FALLIN'. once i let go of his hand, took one step, and i fell. hahas. when we had to climb up from this place. stella almost pulled jonong down. hahahas, i was laughing my head off at him when i climbed up. hahas. ((((=. love that trekking day. we made it up in SEVEN hours. and made it down in only TWO hours. RECORD TIME !! hahas, superly fun. campfire. hahas, my class cheer - C BANGS. change the she to c. ((=. me and chris came up with it.
talk to me.
tell me your name.
3c is here and we're here to stay.
leeches, rain and muddy shoes.
overcame, and we say.
c bangs, c bangs.
oh baby, when c moves, c moves.
i go crazy.
cos c looks like a flower
but c stings like a bee
like no class in history.
rocks right? hahas. we were doin' the william hung actions while singin' darn funneh.
he was sick. superly worried. hahas. ((=. then my knee had injury. leonard ran to grab deep heat for me. it was so so so painful that i cried. hahas. then
he was injured as well.
he kept jumping up and down screamin' in pain when shi lao shi was applying medication. darn cute. hahas.
11o3o4 - went back to school. bus back was super super super super fun. the whole bus was playin' the same game? either the scissorspaperstone one, or number game. darn darn darn fun. ((=. me and loke raced across the place to the bus cos we went to check for anyone in the toilet. darn funneh, he was SO fast lahh. hahas. oh right, shibin got bloodeh scolded for whistling. LIKE HUH? whistling lehh. right, GAELAN PEE-ED IN A BOTTLE. hahahahas. the whole bus was teasin' him like siao lohh. reached school, someone told me smth. i cried.started questionin'
him. don't seem to be true. still in love with
her.
12o3o4 - msged
him usin' lover's phone, through lover. said
he couldn't forget
her, but
he likes me. yupp.
13o3o4 - heard more bad things about
him. broke up. cried buckets. fmps sports carnival. the kid-os were fun. remember that we all ganged up against one girl cos she kao bei us. funneh, but couldn't laugh that time. 38 days together, ended just splat like that.
18o3o4 - fell ill.
19o3o4 - went to see doctor. temperature at 4o.1. couldn't eat, couldn't watch tv, just slept.
21o3o4 - went to see another doctor. temp dropeed to 38.9. still couldn't eat, couldn't do anything. just slept. he gave me ONE WEEK mc !! ((=. hehs. suspected to have dengue fever or malaria. took bloodtest. hated it when the needle went it. yupp.
22o3o4 - the girlies called me. they were so so so sweet. ((=. nessie's bdae. ((=.
26o3o4 - my class ppl came over to visit. superly nice right? ((=. hahas, i love my class.
27o3o4 - first head on experience with
him. luckily manu came out of school at the same time. ((=. avoided him.
o2o4o4 - sat beside
him during assembly. hehs. was practically grinning the whole day. hahas.
o8o4o4 - first time we waved after the break. hahas
12o4o4 - first time we talked after the break. ((=.
17o4o4 - STREET FESTE !! ((=. love the street feste. darn fun. hahas.we were running all around. i love our dance item. so rocks ! ((=. hahas.
o1o6o4-11o6o4 - best days of my life. CHINA TRIP !! ((=. hahas. lizhang so rocks lahh. wuchao, huangke, luhong. mygoodness. the amount of tears we cried on the last day. the friendship exchanged. the games. the hugs, the presents, the letters. hais. i really wna be there again. it was seriously the best days of my life. ((=. i like my class alot. ((=. stopped like
him fell for
him instead. yupp.
23o6o4 - birthdayy !! spent it with lover, then sam. hahas.
12o7o4 - day i met youu.
31o7o4 - family day. youu pissed me off so bad that i dao-ed youu.hahas.
11o8o4 - gave youu the slackin' talk. pissed each other off i guess.
13o8o4 - cried after trg, i mean it hurt so so so bad lohh. hais.
17o8o4 - wrote a letter to youu. wheeee, we stopped daoin' each other. but you gave a darn freakin' fright. the day that i found out my mom is the GREATEST mom in the whole world. she's a SUPERWOMAN serious. ((=.
22o8o4 - pesta sukan, got into next round !
290804 - 2nd round of pesta sukan, lost. me and ness - ANTI-FIRSTKISS. hehs.
o3o9o4 - pissed me off real bad with one letter.
13o9o4 - 36 sorrys. hahas. still didn't forgive.
14o9o4 - said THREE sorrys, still didn't forgive.
16o9o4 - waited for me outside my chinese class. jiayi zhengliang danielng kellylim etc kept bugging me to go out. went out, passed me a letter. 1o1 sorrys. forgave. hahas.
o11oo4 - children's day !! maygay gave us jelly and gave shibin hellokitty stickers. i'm part of the hello kitty gang ! hahas. he invaded my diary pastin' hello kitty stickers all over. hahahas.
o31oo4 - youu sent me home. leanedd your arms on my shoulder. hahas. ((=.
o41oo4 - day youu told me youu liked me. youu will never know how happy i was alryt. i was superly superly extremely happy lohh. hahahahas. ((=. grinning from end to end when youu weren't around hahas, ask sherri, she could sense it. rushedd over to lover to tell her the news.
o51oo4 - fell sick. skipped half a day. i went school for the second half, just to see youu. hahas. though i gave the excuse that i had to go for amath lesson. hahas. ((=.
221oo4 - happiest day of my life. we just sat around opposite my block. ((((((((((=. immense happiness. meowmeow and meowmeowmeow !!!
281oo4 - first time youu called me !! my heart skipped a beat you know. ((((=.
o511o4 - band concert. hahas, shibin screwed up his solo cos of my name on his hand. hahas. whee. youu rockk ! ((=. i love the way youu play your instrument. i love the way youu look when you're playing your instrument. i just love youu. hahas. ((=. lost my wallet though. but nonetheless, youu still made my day. hahas. sneak peeks at youu. ((((((=.
raah. i love my besties. i love my cliques. i love youu. i love Him. i love schooling with youu around. i love watching youu play the sax. i love staring at youu for ages. hahas.
now the happiness is over, the sadness kicks in. hahas. but i still love youu okayy. ((((=.
throw me a lifeline
2:40 AM
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